		 DOSE:

		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 lb

Okay, this happened a while ago so the info might not be exactly correct but here is what happened to the best of my memory. I had taken acid about 5 times before this and I feel that I was not a novice but I was certainly not prepared for what was to unfold.

I was around 17 and my friend 'Wally' and I had planned an adventure unlike any other we had experienced before. Our friend 'Jim' had gotten the acid for us and would be joining us on the trip. I work at K-Mart and got off work at 4:30, Jim came to K-Mart as soon as I got off and from there we proceeded to Wally's house.

Around 4:45 we were all together in Jim's car driving along. He gives us each 2 sweet tarts with acid dropped on them and he took 3 himself. I can safely say that by 5:30 we were all tripping VERY HARD. Jim was sick of driving so we went back to K-Mart's parking lot (where my car was) and I started driving around.

*DO NOT DRIVE WHILE ON ACID, I'VE WRECKED MY CAR ON A LATER TRIP*

So I'm driving around and we decide to stop and get hats for our adventure. Where do we go? A gas station of course. We were so out of it that for at least 5 minutes we looked in the cooler where the sodas were thinking that hats were there. We then looked at each other and said 'there's no hats in a cooler' and laughed like crazy. I'm sure everyone thought we were nuts, and we were.

We then drove around the country listening to Ween, The Mollusk. Very trippy. We see this scary tree and pull over at the side of the road to investigate. Jim and Wally cross the street (I never did, I was afraid of getting run over) and go completely crazy. Wally was walking around like an ape and Jim was nowhere to be seen. It was fairly dark outside and I couldn't see very well. I called for Wally and Jim to come back to the car cause I was starting to lose it. Wally came back laughing like a loon. Jim didn't respond at all.

I think Wally began to get scared too and he started to call out for Jim too. I began to think that we would have to leave him in the tree forever… -Suddenly a cry of pain came out. Jim had jumped out of the tree thinking it was only a few feet but it was really a lot more than that. Thank God I thought, we can leave now.

We all got in the car and drove back into town. This is where I think I've heard the most utterly insane thing ever spoken. Jim was in the back seat and said 'Hey guys, I have something really important to say.' Wally and I turn around to hear what he will say. Jim says 'Scooby Doo makes me cry' with a totally straight face. Wally and I crack up for the longest time. Jim didn't even know he said it. He told us what he meant to say but it was never remembered.

We're back into town now, and I decide I would like to visit my friends party for a few minutes. Jim and Wally aren't really up to it but fuck them, I'm driving. It was a couple of days before Halloween so of course this was a Halloween Party. I park and the others decide they want to walk around while I'm at the party. That was cool with me so we parted ways for a second.

I don't know what happened to them, but I sure as hell had one crazy ass time. As I climb up the stairs to Eric's apartment I had a good scare. The UGLIEST girl I thought I've ever seen said my name. Thank God it turned out to be Eric in a costume…

When I got inside all I wanted to do was escape all of the scary people in their costumes. There is thankfully a smoking room in the apartment with a ton of black lights and I ran up there. I was the only one in the room and I saw all the walls spin around me. It was so cool. I was lost in thought when I suddenly remember the other two and began to worry about them. I left quickly to find them.

The parking lot showed no sign of them and quite honestly I was scared shitless. As I walked in a circle not knowing what to do I kept hearing voices from all directions whispering gibberish in my ear. I was so scared the only thing I could think about was leaving them to wonder the town with a head full of acid as I drove to the safety of my home. But I couldn't, I knew that would be a very bad idea. All of a sudden I see them walking up to the parking lot laughing and having a good time - boy was I relieved.

They told me something about them rolling down a hill but I couldn't understand, I wish just so happy to see them. I'm not exactly sure what time it was then so I'll have to guess around 8:00. We were all ready for a short break so we drove to a grocery store to get something to eat. (It made sense at the time okay.) Jim was the only one with any money at all so we walked around telling Jim what was good to buy. It was so bright and weird inside, we finally decided to get caramel apples to eat and we got in line to purchase them.

All things fell apart in the line. We tried to keep a straight face, but I honestly believe that was impossible for us in the state that we were in. As soon as it was our turn to pay we started laughing very loudly. The lady at the cash register gave us a look like she was going to kill us. (She was very pissed off.) We somehow got out of the store and into my car. We ate the apples in my car in the parking lot. We sat there for at least 10 minutes, it must have looked very strange.

At this time I began to get a very large surge of fear and I wanted to go home, so I told everyone that I had to go home. They were both pissed off, they just couldn't understand what I was feeling. I dropped Jim off at one of his friends house. It was just Wally and myself now. Not quite knowing what to do I drove back to the grocery store parking lot. I was scared to go home because I was a total mess and I thought my mom would have a huge fit.

As we were sitting in the parking lot I tried to explain to Wally what I was feeling but he was pretty much out of it. I told him that all the beer bottles in my car and the fact that I was dirty as hell with pupils the size of quarters was making me worry. He told me to relax and that we could go to his house for a little while. This sounded like a very good idea so that's where we went.

When we got there we went down to his basement quickly to avoid his parents. Of course as soon as we got down there what do we see but his mom. Thankfully so was drunk so she didn't bother us. We played ping pong for a couple of minutes and I gathered up enough nerve to go home and face my mom whom I thought would yell at me like no tomorrow.

When I got home I was much relieved to find that my mom only was a little bit mad that I missed Saturday evening church. The weird part was that she gave me a chocolate chip cookie that she baked that day. Holy Crap, I felt so good to know that I got away with going insane for the 5 hours. I was home and everything was going to be okay.

I later found out that Jim took an 1/8 ounce of shrooms later that night. Damn, he must have fried hard. I've had many more trips since then but that one was special because it was the first real adventure where I went around totally crazy. All in all, I had a very positive experience. Sorry about how long this is, but I feel I needed to use some detail. Peace Out!

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 10143

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jul 14, 2005	Views: 5,091

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LSD (2) : General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 oral
		 LSD

		 oral
		 MDMA

		 7.0 mg
		 oral
		 5-MeO-DiPT
		 (powder / crystals)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   195 lb

A friend of mine had been talking a lot about 5-MeO-DiPT, and I was pretty curious about it.  Many of my friends said that it was a tryptamine equivalent of 2-CB, and from the trip reports of 2-CB in PIHKAL I was really anxious to try the 5-meo-dipt.  I went to a party, and was already candyflipping (LSD and MDMA) when I was offered the foxy methoxy.  I was so anxious to try it that I accepted the offer, even though I usually tend to try new drugs by themselves.

I mixed the 5-MeO-DiPT (it was a fine, white powder) with water and drank it.  About an hour later, I started to feel some effects that were definately NOT due to the LSD or MDMA.  Actually, the best way I can describe it is that the 5-MeO-DiPT overrode the candyflip.  I suddenly just wasn't candyflipping anymore.  There were visuals, but not like those from acid.  Colors were bolder, and objects just outside of my focus (like the wall behind a friend I was talking with) would move and jump, and if I stared at anything for a few minutes it would start to slowly move and pulsate.  My body temperature started to rise really rapidly, so much so that shorts and a rayon T-shirt was unbearably hot.  Also, I was feeling much more creative.

I grabbed a sketch book and started writing what could only be described as fairly weird and demented ramblings.  At the time I was extremely proud of my writings and took them around to show everybody.  Most of that was pretty much besides the point, however.  More than anything, I was HORNY.  I mean WOOHOO was I horny.  It wasn't like the sensualness of MDMA, but more of an all-encompassing libido.  Foxy is definitely a powerful aphrodisiac, at least for me.  Another thing I remembered, the effects would generally come in waves, and dancing for a few minutes never failed to bring about another, stronger wave of the foxy.

During the comedown, I started to get a really banging headache that really didn't go away for about a day or so.  I assume that the headache was due to dehydration more than the foxy, however.  I definately want to try this again.

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 495

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Aug 4, 2000	Views: 15,822

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5-MeO-DiPT (57), LSD (2), MDMA (3) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Sex Discussion (14), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:

		 5 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

It was towards the end of my freshmen year of high school. (It had been a year of many changes for me.) I had gone to an all boys private school in 7th and 8th grade where I was miserable. They were rich,shallow and boring. I was middle class,laid back and energetic. When I finally returned to Hanover County public schools from my two year exile, I was enthralled. I made up for everything I had missed. I partied, I got drunk, smoked weed, hung out with girls every chance I got and felt good. My many experiences of being intensely stoned stimulated my already curious, creative and active imagination. I found the 'distortions' of senses thrilling. But I wanted a more intense experience.

So one night in drivers ed i happened to speak to a dealer. The next night i was presented with 10 tabs of what he reffered to as wizard of oz. A friend and I ate five each on night with a little campfire in a field next to his house at 12:00. We sat there talking for a while not knowing what to expect. At first I felt like a child finding everything novel and entertaining. Eventually, the giggling turned into occasional bouts of intense staring and engrossing visual images. 'My' old world was transmogrifying into Jung's archetype's and the Buddhist void. Little cognition was involved in my activities and events are difficult to recall. (Probably because it is state dependent) We went for a walk to the other end of the field. We suddenly stopped as the darkness felt like liquid enveloping us and reading our every thought. The usual field was now a horizontal cliff which frightened us even though we still can't recall why. Perhaps it was fear of the unknown or a projection of some fear embedded in our conciousness we were not ready to face. Anyways,we unanimously decided to make our way back to our campsite. Our pace became hurried. It felt as if the faster I walked, the faster the 'object' that was back there was coming faster and faster. Regardless,we strained to walk casually. I looked at the ground and my feet to keep focus on the task at hand. An old corn stalk on the ground suddenly turned into a corpse and grabbed my ankle. It finally let go and I hauled back to the warm shelter of the campfire which nestled us from the darkness of the unknown.

At this point my already racing treadmill of a mind was blazing. It was approx. 2:00 when we had returned to the campfire. We decided to lay down and relax. From there I was taken into depths of undescribable and unforseen places. Were they places of my mind or other demensions I don't know because 'I' was not concious or attentive during the period of 2:30-6:00. The eyes simply observed as my usually racing mind apparently stopped doing and started being. No deadlines, no worries, no emotions, just existnece in as far as I have yet experienced it's purest form.

When my ego had returned from vacation, my friend and I sat in awe and could only say wow. I felt as if the universe had been passed into the neurons of my brain and engraved in my gentics. Preconscious cellular processes were now understood to me. I could feel the platlets in my blood cells forming. The quick of my fingernails pushing and growing every so slowly. At 8:00 after taking a walk into the woods and playing catch with a water bottle, we went inside to have breakfast. We laughed our balls off at his dad telling old fighing stories and looking at his face still looking like a goblin. I went back home about 9:30 and fought off falling asleep until I gave in and slept for hours. My dreams were strange and acted like an exstension of the trip. When I woke up the next morning I felt refreshed and viewed life in a new aspcet.I also now knew that I could stop my ever nagging mind from bothering me when I needed to, just as wizard of oz had shown me. That experience sparked a burning passion for knowledge, spirituality and a zest for life I sometimes have forgotten in this fast paced and hurried life Americans lead nowadays.

Exp Year: 	ExpID: 1986

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jun 20, 2000	Views: 4,695

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LSD (2) : General (1), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 9:00

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   175 lb

Wow… this trip was INCREDIBLE.

I have taken 2-3 hits of the same potent batch many times over the past couple years but I’ve never had such an intense mental and VISUAL trip from JUST LSD in my life and that’s saying something! Maybe it’s because I was smoking DMT for 3 hours in a row the other week followed by a few more DMT trips in the couple weeks leading up to this one. These 2 hits just hit me like a train so I guess there is a possibility they were dosed a bit higher than others, but I feel like the DMT trips really affected this trip in a positive way. It definitely felt like I took at least 3 which was strange… anyways, I’ll begin!

5PM - took 2 tabs at my place. Waited for my fiancé to get ready. She had to work the next morning at 10AM so she couldn’t trip with me.

530PM - start to get minor sensations.

6PM - still only minor sensations and brightening of lights. Usually I’m almost peaked by now.

630PM - We start walking to Universal Studios and this is where I REALLY started to come up. I thought I should’ve taken more but it had a delayed fuse on it this time. Lights are very bright and start to twinkle.

645PM - We are waiting for the tram to take us up the hill to the front gate. Almost fully peaked. Lots of distortions. Feeling great.

7PM - We finally get to the gate. I’m a little concerned because I’m tripping HARD by now. Walk through security and get into the park…

710PM - WOW!!!! Let me set the scene- it’s dark outside and there is a pretty big crowd of people. They have Christmas lights everywhere along with all the normal lighting and music playing.

The second I walk into the park, I see all the lights everywhere and the top of my head just opens up and my mind branches out like a tree around all the lights! It was like psychedelic candy for my eyes that made my mind explode! The visuals are CRAZY at this point.

We walk straight to Hogwarts for the Harry Potter ride. All the buildings were dancing and color shifting through every color, changing as they bounced between every color of the rainbow.

720PM - We get in line for the Harry Potter dark ride. The line is like walking through Hogwarts. It’s incredible as the music changes. Something amazing happens as we finally catch up with the line inside where the pictures are talking on the walls. I have been walking this whole time and hadn’t had a chance to really stop moving.

The second I stop moving, the lights everywhere engulf my entire vision. I see these warped rooms dancing but the lights take over. I start seeing words surrounding every single little light shooting out from my head. Everything turns into a disco carnival of lights warping into a tunnel of rainbow words. I see veins of words and energy coming out of everyone swirling into a giant tunnel and the tunnel starts to go on forever as I can no longer see or feel my body anymore. The crazy part is I understood my mind and thought process to the point where the mysteries of collective consciousness started to unravel further and further until all I saw was information bursting from my higher self moving into a swirl of infinite thoughts and information.

I’ve had sustained ego death before, but THIS was momentary ego death that continues throughout the night every time I stopped walking. I merged with the collective consciousness every time I stood still for more than 5-10 seconds. Even if this lasted for only 30 seconds at a time, those 30 seconds felt like an eternity!

I could go on and on about how rainbow color explosion the rooms were, but it’s indescribable! I finally got on the ride and WOW!! My tracers had increased to at least 2 full seconds. The ride felt so intense but I couldn’t really follow the story, it was just my mind exploding with information. I do remember getting stuck on the ride for a few minutes where the dementors were. I heard the ride operator speak and as soon as I did, it was like my mind made a map of the persons feelings and emotions as I was also seeing the mechanics of the ride in a tunnel of rainbow information.

8PM? - After Harry Potter we walked all the way down to the lower lot to ride the mummy. At this point, everything I saw formed a tunnel of information with the center being a bright white light. Time itself started to twist into a 3D swirl as a looked back at my trip and time continued to swirl into a tunnel just like everything else.

We wait in a short line. Everything looks like a cartoon on LSD! The ruins and hieroglyphs on the wall made me see the Egyptians and I started seeing a map of information showing me so much about ancient Egypt.

We finally get on the ride… it has a short story in the beginning but is a roller coaster that blasts you off into the dark. It felt like I was literally on a rocket ship flying through my mind. I’m laughing hysterically on this ride! The tracers were incredible in near complete darkness.

830PM - we ride transformers. The line has blinking red and blue lights that keep hypnotizing me to leave my body and again join the collective consciousness. If only I could remember how deep I really went because it’s so incomprehensible that I couldn’t understand or remember much after I started to walk again.

The ride was super fun. You have to wear 3D glasses and it was so full of tracers and colors that I could barely see the warping screen but it was still loads of fun.

850PM - we have enough time to ride the mummy again before it closes. Just as much fun the second time!

9PM - We walk back up and start to leave the park. Still incredible seeing the lights so much so that I’m glad I could hold onto my fiancés arm so that I don’t get lost in the lights that are constantly overriding my visual field.

915PM - We exit the park to city walk and I look up at the sky. The tunnel I’ve seen in time and everywhere I’ve been is now a giant rainbow wormhole in the sky swirling towards the light deep in the center, very similar to DMT.

Every person and the collective consciousness had veins of flowing energy that connected everyone in the huge crowd to the giant tunnel of energy in the stars.

As I walked around, I saw myself from a higher plane walking and I saw my normal self with a shell of insecurities written on the shell of my body. I was able to increase what looked like Super Saiyan Blue from Dragon Ball Super surrounding my body to burst through my shell which looked like my ego breaking down. The aura surrounded my body as I recognized myself. I still continued to slip in and out of the collective consciousness to being everyone/no one simultaneously back to being my higher self surrounded by a super saiyan aura of words around my body. This continued until I was able to walk back to the tram.

955PM - caught the last tram down the hill to start walking home. I tried to comprehend what I had just experienced but even while still peaking, it was hard to recall the things I had seen.

1030PM - we stop at Ralph’s to get some fruit. The store looked like a laser light show everywhere. I’ve never seen a supermarket look like a rave before and it was tons of fun

it was tons of fun

. I remember clearly walking and experiencing recursions where I would see the moment I’m in expand to infinity as I walked forward seeing myself taking the same step over and over and over like looking into 2 opposing mirrors.

11PM - get home and still tripping hard. I have a galaxy projector on the ceiling and turn on Disneyland music as I try to make sense of what I’ve seen. I try to vocalize everything to my fiancé as I started to come back down into my body. I remember my body shaking randomly as it felt like my mind began to be pushed back into my body.

1215AM - I'm still having great visuals but nothing like what I had experienced earlier at Universal. I finally feel like I'm back in my body so we watch the new Dexter we’d been waiting for. It was incredible even though their faces were stretching and warping all over the place with rainbows colors leaking out of the background and a giant flower growing out of the sides of my TV. Every moment felt great from that episode.

1AM - We watch the new SNL and I start laughing so hard at certain parts that I’m crying. I finally feel like I’m back to me and my mind has returned down from above me.

2AM - My fiancé goes to sleep and now I decide to smoke some weed. I’m shocked at how much it intensifies my trip this far into it. I turn on Shang-Chi and have a great time the entire movie.

4AM - still smoking weed and still have some residual visuals and decide to watch another Marvel movie. Still an amazing experience.

6AM-11AM - I ended up staying up until 11AM! I just could not fall asleep. I had residual visuals until about 8AM. I just couldn’t stop thinking about the time swirl of total overriding visual disco carnival lights, concepts, consciousness and words that was my trip at universal.

——————————————

DMT has shown me some incredible wonders, but I’ve never seen so much color and understanding than in this trip. There were many moments where the visuals took over in a way that was as intense and as blinding as DMT but the information I saw was presented in a different way. I have been in sustained ego death before but I’ve never had it come and go. Merging into the collective consciousness and becoming everyone and nobody at the same time was such a beautiful feeling.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115995

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 27

Published: Jan 19, 2022	Views: 346

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LSD (2) : Public Space (Museum, Park, etc) (53), Glowing Experiences (4)


		 DOSE:

		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD

My intention was to return to that rather frightening but nonetheless undeniably intriguing place where I had been on my last trip... yes, that bizarre 'brain wrapped around the universe' mode. This time I was equipped with a greater degree of understanding of the place, due in part to conversations I had had, and in part to my own realizations in integrating the details of the last trip.

Only 2 hits of LSD this time... but it was quite enough. Again, the start time was late at night. I lie in bed. My brain and body thought that they were preparing for a night's sound sleep... heh heh, little did they know. Shortly, I began to stretch out in my bed, much as a dragon would awaken at the scent of battle. I felt the wind. Not the physical wind in the atmosphere, but the psychic wind that permeates all things (of which more later).....it swept through me, awakening with a tingle the dormant energy within me. I began to writhe in its glorious unearthly currents. The visuals emerged, separating out from their usual role as scaffolding in the structure of reality, and exposing themselves for my manipulation. They were part of ME. It wasn't long before I was again the conductor of an alien orchestra... the orchestra of my brain. I literally swept the LSD visuals into their structure as the representation of my brain... or else they assembled themselves.

My first reaction was a sense of horror -- because I had forgotten the hellish feeling of Metaphysical Emptiness I had associated with this before.. the feeling (which I tried to describe in another report) that All is an empty illusion, and the only truly existing thing was just a brain/thought process that happened to be in a particular configuration in the pre-determined cycle. Instead of seeing the world, I saw the underlying reality behind the world, namely, the amorphous tissue behind the retina -- a total deconstruction of reality into the ugly, raw input. I was a mere detail, a mere surface expression of this inevitable program. But this time it made some sense that it hadn't really made before-- I knew I didn't have to get locked into a one-dimensional thought process (in which you can only do two things... go toward the light or away from it).

Instead of 'me' being trapped inside heavy folds of brain tissue, my brain was laid out before me like the keys of a vast piano. My room was my brain. And my body was also my brain. Through the cells in my body I could feel the thoughts in my head and orchestrate the vision 'in my room', because the room was also in my head. I could also see my thoughts in the room, as if they were located in various places in my brain.

For the next few hours I explored my brain as if it were physical territory. I thought.... my God, it is so dirty in here. How could I even see correctly with all this gunk here? It occurred to me that cleaning it out would clear up my perception of reality.

There are places in the brain that correspond to the various emotions. Love and hope and joy are up above... I reached upward with my mind and instantly, I was a fountain of light, bursting with joy in all colors, existing as pure, light consciousness. Heaven! But it was very brief.

Pleasure, enthusiasm, aggression... are various places along the forward equator -- responses that propel us forward. To the side, humor, disgust. I did see some pretty disgusting things... in fact I had my first real taste hallucinations -- I tasted bitter rue! It was in a corner of the mind along with hair (sticky matted stuff like you find in drains and sinks), bubbly purplish snot, and some octopus tentacles. Yuck! But I laughed, because it was SO bad it was funny. I quickly got out of that one by swallowing it and 'recursing' up, up and away.

More places in the brain -- behind is fear, below is despair. I was overcome with fear when I 'went' to that spot, for a moment I was crouched in the corner in terror. But realizing that it was a place that I had gone, just like the love/joy place, made me realize that getting out of fear is simple -- just move up!

When we refer to thoughts and feelings, we like to use physical terms for them... 'sinking feeling', 'really reaching', 'deep thoughts', 'preying on the mind', 'a flash of insight', 'feeling tense'... I know why now... the unconscious mind knows full well what muscular tensions and motions correspond to various kinds of thoughts and emotions, and so 'figurative' language developed in a way that represents an accurate portrayal of these muscle motions. One particularly funny moment was the occurrence of dawn. Not just any dawn (in fact it was 3 am), but the Archetypal Dawning Moment, the dawn of a new age, I had finally 'awakened', something had 'dawned' on me. I felt that each awakening was a reconstruction of self-aware consciousness, a miniature echo of creation.

In the brain, there are various closets and broom cupboards and unswept corners and attics. One can get into quite a cleaning frenzy, opening up old trunks and so on. Typically what I found was cliches and habits and instinctual behavior. All the ingredients of personality. I found that 'reaching' physically and 'reaching' in the mind are the same. All the time on acid I find myself reaching with my right arm for things, especially my glasses, whenever I want to reassert my intellectual hold on the situation. Now I see why! That's my left brain 'reaching' into the right brain and rummaging around -- that's my way of visualizing the process of connecting unconscious symbols with conscious intellectual ideas. I started to realize what dreaming is... literally, housekeeping. All of that stuff there in the corners exists in symbolic form.

The archetypes are back there. Those symbols have not just been collecting dust all this time, either. I have been associating things to them constantly all my life, actually, probably eons beyond my present life. Snakes, for example. I saw them there, in a corner. The archetypal reptile. But this time, I made a connection to these snakes that brought them out of the closet of the unconscious mind and into consciousness. These snakes were kundalini energy, the Serpent Power. And what was the serpent power? It was the control of brain muscle. Here I had been storing all this occult symbolism for centuries, and just now I was making the connection between all that occult symbolism and an internally perceivable mind-state. These connections were thrilling to the mind... the mind which keeps everything around, knowing that one day, connections can be made between everything.

That is what I felt the last time, but didn't understand. I saw or felt, as I was turning my body, shoelaces (karmic threads) being vacuumed up and disappearing. A sense of recursive levels of a deeply nested function all finally collapsing and producing a result. These recursive levels went back for eons. I realized what karma is -- unconnected bits and pieces that need to be connected. The mind is on a continual quest for knowledge (spiritual growth), to make connections between ideas. That quest is necessarily repetitive, trial and error. A single experience of deep connection with the spirit might wrap up years and years of karma. Certainly the awakening of kundalini and the understanding of powers of the body hitherto unknown had this effect. Certainly the penetration of the light of consciousness, with its scientific training, into the depth of the unconscious, enabled the unconscious to make connections it couldn't make all by itself. And likewise, I the conscious mind made some connections that I couldn't make all by myself. These connections are visualizable as threads in the cosmic fabric... the ego and the id are relentless knitters, tying this fabric into a sensible reality. The mind is literally obsessed with reality and truth... obsessed with a need to know. So obsessed that it is willing to risk insanity or death to discover its true nature. Self-awareness is the process of connecting inner states to outer states, where those outer states are also a part of oneself.

I become strangely 'inverted'... outer and inner reality were somehow reversed. I could 'see' my brain 'out there' (even though it looks like ordinary reality for the most part, I 'knew better'), and it was kind of hard to make sense of ordinary tactal input. I think there was something weird about left/right being reversed that confused me. I was lost inside the brain and didn't know where the eyeholes were. I was locked into perceiving oneself as a brain and I couldn't figure out how to turn myself back 'outside-out'. I spent many minutes trying to figure out how my cat was able to exist inside my brain there with me. I thought it was because she was actually projecting herself into my thoughts. I also was a bit concerned that I would have cat hairs in my brain.

I could hear some slooshing sounds (brain gloop sloshing around) and felt nauseous when I stretched my brain a lot. Also, it was a sore afterwords for a day or so, so I really do think I was using those muscles.

If this sounds rather frightening, it is! At first I felt a great sense of power...... ah, I can direct everything from here! One quickly realizes that this is more of a responsibility than a power. I thought: I'm not qualified for this! Allowing the unconscious to become conscious might not be a good idea... this is like promoting someone with no experience (the ego) to a job they aren't qualified for... but which for the Id is old hat... routine, even dull.

The biggest danger is the panic reaction. Don't Panic! The unconscious is still operating, so just letting go of the ego is the answer here. I had the idea (the same fallacious idea I had the first time) that the only way to recover normal reality was to retrace my steps... this is wrong. Normal reality is a natural state of affairs... simply allowing normal reality to return, having 'faith' that everything is O.K., and not worrying about it, is necessary here. Going toward the light does work. Light is input from out there, and restores ones orientation to the world outside.

Again I went back to the deep loop in which my thought cycles through God, free will, time.... although this time I had some idea what I was after. I was testing the limits of my model of reality. This is where it hurts. This is where my model of reality is really strained. It has some gaps in it, and the gaps are connected with God, free will, , and time. I write in there, because there is something nameless in that list of four things that keeps recurring in my thoughts as a sub-linguistic concept. Because I haven't named it, I can't really even consciously understand what I am representing by it. It may have something to do with 'soul' or 'psyche'. I learned a quite a bit this time (I can talk about it in another message)... I discovered that a lot of what I associate with the word 'God' is part of me (a 'higher self' or the id, or something). I'll write up some of my other insights in another message.

After giving in and trusting the natural functioning of the body, I regained some sense of normality, and was able to appreciate the brain aspect of awareness as a dual form of awareness (although I am still a bit confused about some of the details as to how outer reality maps into inner reality). I spent some time getting more comfortable with this new way of experiencing part of my body (and mind). I realized how I don't really know how to operate my whole body, and I am just learning how, like an infant. I experienced myself as biomorphic protoplasm, an organized aggregate that has organs that extend into the world of 'mind' as well as the world of 'body.' Just as the skin protects the body from physical invaders, there is also a membrane that separates Self and Other in the realm of mind. It is the job of self-aware consciousness to stitch together these two membranes (the physical membrane includes the eyes and ears) -- this stitching is the re-creation of the perceived universe.

The descriptions of kundalini awakening seemed to describe what I had experienced, and I agree with Gopi Krishna's assessment of it... it is a force that pushes evolution forward. I wouldn't be surprised if 'the kundalini force' turns out to be a psychoactive chemical that can flow in the nerves.

Exp Year: 1996	ExpID: 1987

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jun 20, 2000	Views: 5,395

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LSD (2) : General (1), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 0:30
		 7 g
		 oral
		 Mushrooms - P. cubensis

		   T+ 2:00
		 2 hits
		 smoked
		 DMT

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   190 lb

About 2 years ago I was trying to push the psychedelic envelope. DMT had just found me for the first and last time in my life. I had very little of it, though, and I decided that I wanted to try it while I was already tripping on mushrooms. The day before I was about to dive into this journey, a buddy of mine gave me a 125ug dose of LSD. I felt that all of the forces of the universe were conspiring together to send me a powerful message, and I decided to take all 3. I dosed the LSD first at about 3pm, then the mushrooms about half an hour later. Around 5pm I was, quite understandably, feeling quite silly.

I was with two friends, one of whom was on a small dose of mushrooms, and the other of whom was sober. I had pre-loaded a glass oil burner with 75mg of the yellow-white substance. I expected to be feeling a lot more nervous than I really was. My heart was beating fast, but I felt ready.

I smoked the DMT in 2 back-to-back hits, and within about 5 seconds the room simply melted apart. At first, there was nothing but a kaleidoscope of colors. It was impossible to know how long this lasted, but I felt as though my body was flying through the middle of a rainbow. The colors struggled to even form shapes for some time, they were simply bursting brightly all around me, like a deeply-saturated strobe light in which I was immersed. I had no sense of being an observer of the colors; no thoughts that the colors looked amazing; indeed, no thoughts at all. It was as if I had just been born, and I was delivered into a zero-gravity room of infinite size where formless colors were all that existed.

Eventually, I got the sense that I was in a space with certain dimensions that were not infinite, and the colors seemed less random, and were able to coalesce into forms, like a sea of brightly shining yellow-white-red diamonds that shifted colors with unimaginable quickness. It seemed almost as thought I were in a palace constructed out of gemstones and light.

At a certain point, I got the sense that someone else was present, and at this point I began to have sensations that vaguely resembled thoughts...they weren't in words, just mental impressions, like what a baby has when he feels safe in the presence of his mother.

The being was practically formless and seemed to be made only of light, but I nevertheless had the sensation that it was a being (in hindsight, it may have been that my brain was trying to construct an image of my friend, in whose direction I was facing out of the sensory input information it was receiving). The being seemed to radiate perfection. It had no face, but if it did, it would have been smiling at me, and I would have been smiling back.

Forms gradually became more and more clear. It seemed that the being was seated on a throne (my friend was sitting in a chair). It was communicating a message to me, which I did not understand (my friend was apparently talking to me, asking if I was okay, etc.), but that did not matter. I somehow sensed that the being was my friend. As forms became clearer, all of the landscape around him became a kaleidoscope of highly contrasted, beautifully intricate shifting geometric patterns.

I did not have the ability to think that I was in heaven, but in hindsight, I hope that is there is a heaven, it looks like that, with God seated on a throne, smiling, assuring you that he is your friend, with Creation flowing out from him in all directions.

I stared in wordless awe until gradually language started to seep back into my consciousness. It seems the first sentences I was able to form with my thoughts were simply 'Nothing is separate. Everything is connected; everything is one.'

My thoughts became more and more complex, and forms became more and more solid. They never resumed 'normal', because, of course, I was on 7 grams of mushrooms, and LSD, but they became coherent enough for me to communicate with my friends.When I finally became truly self-aware again, I was crying. Tears of joy. I told my friend something like, 'Everything is the same thing; The same thing created the illusion of separate things so it could have the chance to experience itself, love, wonder, and surprise.'

In hindsight, the experience was like mainlining the truth. I don't think what you see on DMT a 'parallel universe', or a way to lift the veil of the illusion to glimpse of what is 'actually there'. But I think it creates a mental experience that allows you to understand some the most fundamental, basic truth that there is.

It is a bit meaningless to say that 'Everything is God', or 'Everything is Energy', or 'Everything is One', because from a logical standpoint, it is the same as saying, 'Everything is everything.' If everything is LITERALLY the same thing, there is no need for other words to distinguish everything from itself.

But- abandoning the idea of things- each individual part of the universe is in some sense inseparable from each other part of the universe. The parts of the universe that were there in the big bang- in the initial moment of the universe, when the whole universe was simply a singularity- are inseparable from me. Space is simply expanding. And with the expansion of space, comes the space for Creation: Of stars, of plants, of humans, of computers, of novels... and of reddit threads.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 108124

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 24

Published: Nov 22, 2020	Views: 781

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DMT (18), LSD (2), Mushrooms - P. cubensis (66) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:

		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (edible / food)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   160 lb

This was my first time, after about a year of looking. I've done mushrooms, E, 2ci. I took it at my friend's house and we drove into DC with his wife and kid (I call him Tuck-a-bee, or Blee, or sometimes Ta-koon). It hit fast, 20 mintues in. It felt like the onset of mushrooms, but not only was it messing with my visual and conceptual frames, it was also 'twisting' my body. Hilarity hit and stayed a while. On the ride out, the kid kept asking for a scary story. I'd try to start, but get lost and get distracted by something else. (First mistake was to take it with a 3-year old around who wants alot of attention. I found this stuff made concentration difficult.) Second mistake was to go into public. I became intensely worried about maintaining decorum, which darkened the trip here and there. I couldn't just relax, which would have been nice. About 2.5 hours in, when we returned to our hometown, the trip continued but the jarring intensity was gone. I could soberly survey my thoughts, I didn't have that sense of being overpowered. However, things were still different and interesting.

We went to the mall and saw a friend. For whatever reason, I thought I saw alot of deformed faces in the mall. People were uglier than usual.

Alot of people say stick with mushrooms, and I see their point. My times on mushrooms were similar but also were accompanied by a deep warm euphoria that I lacked on LSD. Also, someone told me that keeping your shit together on LSD is a constant task, and I think that's probably true, it was for me this time anyways.

Next time I'm going to do it solo or just with one friend and not in public. In public it's too confusing and I loose valuable time worrying.

Exp Year: 2003	ExpID: 28924

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Apr 20, 2020	Views: 666

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LSD (2) : First Times (2), Difficult Experiences (5), Bad Trips (6), Public Space (Museum, Park, etc) (53)


		 DOSE:

		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 3 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (edible / food)

		 600 or 900 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Lithium

		 60 or 80 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Fluoxetine

		 150 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Bupropion

		 25 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Quetiapine

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   170 lb

LSD Lithium Seizure and Enlightenment

I wrote this story about an experience I had. It keeps being taken off of reddit, But this is a story for people like us to hear. I would so appreciate if you would read. this experience changed me forever.

"Trancendental Mistakes for Local Psychonaut, comes out alright on the other side."

This is a cautionary tale, I want to make this much clear : My circumstance ended up fine, but it didn't have to. It could have been much worse. I will speak to the good that I think the experience left with me but that is not a justification to try this combo. This mistake was due to the fact that I wanted to get high, to escape. I skipped over the most important rule of psychedelia, Research.

This is also a debrief to myself after a most eye opening experience, so it is lengthy.

Background: 31 y/o male physically healthy and active. I have been on and off meds since I was 8 starting with amphetamines for concentration, eventually anti-depressants , with some powerful anti-psychotics by 11. But only now in my 30's has any doctor put their finger on my "Bipolar manic depression type II". It took them far too long to reach this conclusion. Nevertheless I am happy to have the diagnosis, as it allows me to know what I am dealing with and use that as a base for personal discovery.

My relationship with "mind altering substances" first of which were prescribed, has always been fraught. At a young age it was my responsibility to take my medicine correctly. Mistakes were made. Children shouldn't be "playing pharmacy" with real medicine, they will just fuck it up. This went on for years until I was 17 and I went off all medicine until I was 27. I have been on psychotropic medicine for a long time.

From those past experiences, I am on top of taking my medicine today, I have found a combo that works for now. I hope the meds are short term therapies, but that remains to be seen.

Flash forward, here I am in my thirties with semi-managed Bipolar type II. I like drugs, I have for a long time and I have been taking risks since long before adulthood. I've never overdosed on anything, never been hospitalized for anything drug or mental health related.

I'm currently on Prozac 60, Lithium 900, Welbutrin, Seroquel 25.

I'm currently on Prozac 60, Lithium 900, Welbutrin, Seroquel 25.

6/20/2020

I am with my closest friend at his house, we have tripped many times. As of late I had really wanted to take these hits of Owsley liquid an other friend laid for me on 3 giant sour patch kids.

8.pm

t-0:00

Dose dropped

I remember the guy who had gifted me the doses say "I laid those heavy, so tread lightly. My friend and I ended up splitting 3 sour patch kids and 2 blotters each. Somewhere in the 400 mics - 500 mics.

t+0:30

Coming up steadily

Feeling of uplift, deterioration of auditory perception. This is a new phenomena for me. I have taken this LSD Lithium combo at sub perceptual levels before and this hearing thing is a lot to handle. I can't make out where sounds are coming from, if somebody speaks, their words are like inverted and ping pong around in my head. The sensation makes it feel as if the fluid balancing mechanism of the ear can not do its function of keeping balance, and pressure feels off and moving randomly.

We decide to go outside, all is well. Pre-perceptual eye visuals were apparent. We walk outside in the rain, its a steady rain that would get you soaking in just a few minutes. We walked out on to the asphalt driveway, covered in dead grass trimmings from a few days back landscaping. Wading around in "rain grass soup" felt super cool and only added to the experience.

Both my friend and I are in good spirits, conversation is excited, funny and engaged. ***Its important to point out my friend and I have known each other for over a decade, share a brotherhood between us and have dosed over 30 times together.

T+1h

My buddy and I were giddy, all smiles jokes and wonderment. The conversation was fun, it always is whether we are high or not. Usually we are talking about things within the realms of, cannabinoid research, physics, renewable energy, Emotions, family problems, Friends shit n` stuff.

We we're on the subject of how illogical the fact that any of this experience of the universe exists. Some very existential shit. The type of stuff that happens on some doses. There is some "Dark Side of The Moon" playing on the speaker off his Roku tv.

T+1:20

I feel a sense of break in reality. As if there were brakes on the wheels of my mind and they came to a screeching halt. At that same instant while looking at my friend he turns into this flash of light turquoise with electrical currents running through. That only lasts a small moment.

We decide to go outside again as we and leave the basement. I walk about 4 ft, I remember falling and then, I'm gone. Out. Down on the ground, shaking, eyes open. Seizure. This was all told to me of course in the morning.

***I don't have a time log for events at this part but know this happened somewhere around 10:00 pm.

Frank, who is an angel and you will see why, high as a kite now needs to deal with me. Make sure I don't get hurt, as I am rolling around thrashing violently on the hard basement carpet.

So Frank is holding me and his description of what was going on is as such, "you were shaking, sometimes you would utter a random word but no sentences, eyes open the whole time but unable to see."

Time passes and I begin to become agitated by the semi conscience confusing state I am in. There are these small moments of reckoning that happen during the event. In this instant I try to stand up I have a small frame of reality and I am trying to get up and run. Frank has to man handle me. I'm 5'7" 180 and Frank is 6'2" and about the same weight. A good match up for my buddy. Fade into black again.

At some point Frank's sister Vince strolls in down stairs. Frank explains whats going on. "call an ambulance Frank", "No Vince, Bennie has to find himself out of this one. He will be o.k." Vince steps in and begins to help take care of me. She held me and kept telling me I was going to be ok and helped me stay calm. As mentioned before my eyes were open the entire time.

Again I rise and attempt to stagger to my feet, unsuccessfully. I fall flat on my face and get a bloodied nose. This is also where I bite the hell out of Vince's leg drawing blood. I was really scared apparently. Fade into black.

I rise once more, they are watching the Simpsons. I try to speak, but its all coming out as gutturals. I try to stand, fall again. Stare at Vince thinking how can I tell her, when I had nothing to say. This moment is where things became back into a semi sense of focus. The condition I was in on this last moment of lucidity I can only describe as K-hole-esque.

In all I was in this state for about 4 hours straight.

Now, what does this all mean. What do I come away with from this experience. How can I will this incredibly frightening experience into an incredibly frightening personal growth experience. As I am sure you are aware, I am no Dr. The combination I took "lithium and LSD" should never ever under any circumstance be taken together. With that said "Bennie" here did. This combination of two substances I hold near could have killed me, for what it was worth I should be. I am convinced that this experience has helped me strike up a positive change in my personal perspective of responsibility to my self. Coming back from this experience has changed me for good. I feel like I received Chemical-Electro-shock therapy. I am not manic just feeling really good. Maybe the reaction at the time is violent with the seizure, but the result is therapeutic once finished. all in all, I'm blessed to have such good friends to take care of me. This was a profound experience that I don't plan to attempt again. Do your research my friends.

9/24/2020

****It's been 3 months since the experience, and my life has been on an upward trajectory. I was headed that way anyways now its all the more real. I have found myself, I am making decisions that I had feared in the past. I enrolled in electrical school at 31 years old and am going to get my associates degree, I was so afraid in the past but I am moving forward. I have ended relationships that were causing me trouble. I have strengthened the relationships with those who I share love with and for. I have found the door to enlightenment I truly feel. I am currently oiling the hinges and crafting a key for the lock.

I  have not had a bipolar episode in over a year since I received the diagnosis. I attribute the growth to meds and having faith that you and I can bet better and doing whatever it takes to get there. I believe our minds are so powerful that if we truly challenge ourselves to manifest our mind and soul, explore and its output and actions into the real and spirit world as my close friend Michael says "Change the world, Change the self."

[Reported Dose: "LSD Lithium Prozac Wellbutrin / 600 iu, 600mg, 80mg,150mg"]

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114890

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 31

Published: Dec 12, 2020	Views: 789

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LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Health Problems (27), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 2:30
		 1.5 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   115 lb

This was my 2nd time taking LSD, and I was prepared to go balls deep since the first time I had taken it, I barely had any visuals at all nor did I have an openness of mind / speech etc.

My friends and I decided to start super early in the morning at 6 am which is insane I know, but my previous experience with acid I had started at noon and was still tripping by 8pm even though I had wanted to go home. So I drove over to my friends’ house and we proceeded to take our tabs.

I took 2 tabs, and we started walking to our tripping destination.  We really chose an awesome place to trip, a location that was secluded and had lots of space / nature / foliage to sit around and talk, and this location also had a beautiful view as well.  I noticed that I was starting to lose motor function and couldn’t really walk up the hill very well, a 10 ft. incline seemed to me to be almost 50 ft. This is when I realized that I was starting to trip, and that this trip would definitely be a lot more intense than the first time I had taken it.

At this point I was also starting to feel that everything was really funny, which I enjoyed, I have always been the type of person to find humour in everything, and this situation was no different.

I have always been the type of person to find humour in everything, and this situation was no different.

 By the time we reached the spot, almost an hour later, my friends and I were all already tripping, we had one trip sitter, but this girl seemed like she was never sober, and it was my first time meeting her, so I wasn’t quite sure what to make of her.  She ended up being one of my pillars later on during the trip.

I sat down between two tree trunk roots and proceeded to sit in the same spot for the next 2-3 hours. Upon sitting down, I still had 2 more tabs in my pocket, and decided to take 1 more and split the other one with my friend. This was not a good idea, since I was already tripping I should have waited a bit longer but I didn’t think I would have an opportunity like this again, so I took 1 more and split another half with my friend.

An hour after that, 3 hours ish into the trip by 9:30 – 10 am, I was tripping really really hard.  I was unable to distinguish between reality and what was going on inside my mind.  By the time I thought to say something, my mind was already slipping into something else.  There was no difference between me closing and opening my eyes, because either way I still had a clear as a picture image of what I had just seen in my mind.  The entire world became a tracer, so every time I saw something I would see that image move along my entire scope of vision.  I didn’t eat anything, and barely drank any water the entire time.  I also lost all sense of hearing, vision, etc. I felt that everything was captured in a picture and then when I saw something else, that scene would slowly drift into the next.  When I looked up at the sky, the sky had just become another part of this scene driftng.

We had only brought 4 or 5 bottles of water, and were sorely unprepared for how dehydrated we would become.  I hated checking the time, because I had no concept of time, so I really couldn’t understand how if it seemed as if I checked my phone every 10 minutes, but the time never changed.  This was really disturbing for me because I am usually a very time-conscious person.

Apparently I kept on playing the same song over and over again, and this song also became one of my pillars, my friend whom I was tripping with was also another pillar, and my other friend whom had taken the same amount as me was another pillar.  I believe I had 4 pillars total, which was totally necessary because if I didn’t have these people I would have lost my mind.  I had no concept of size, walking was impossible, I moved maybe 3 – 4 feet during that entire 8 hours that we were located at the tripping spot, but to me it felt like miles.  One of my friends was sitting at the same spot for an entire 8 hours, and I should have joined him, because he had the most incredible view of the city beneath us, the sky, and the landscape.

My friends who had only taken 1 or 2 tabs were coming down at this point, around 4pm, and we all decided as a group to go back to the town, so began the long journey down the hill, it felt like hours to me, but of course to them it took maybe 20 min to get down the hill.

I remember trying to eat a cookie as we walked down the hill, upon staring at the cookie I realized that it was morphing, I could see every molecule of the cookie roll back and forth as I tried eating it, I was extremely discouraged from eating it at this point, and I really did not want to bother this cookie, because I was convinced that it was a living being.

I really did not want to bother this cookie, because I was convinced that it was a living being.

  When I glanced up at the sky and the trees, I could see that everything was pulsating and alive.  Everything was beautiful and connected, I could see everything surrounding me breathing in a slow and gentle movement.

By 6pm, we had moved to our other friends house and were just sitting and lounging around, when I walked into the room I swear that I was sunburnt, but when I went back outside to ask my friends, they said that nothing about my skin tone appeared out of the ordinary.  I realize now after shrooming, that I have a tendency to notice the red tones in my skin a lot more than usual.  I reapplied sunscreen and went back into the living room.

We went to another friends’ place to watch some television around 9pm, and I was still tripping although by this point it had settled down into a more marijuana high, which I dislike. I had a dentist appt. the next morning.  At 10pm, I decided to drive home, this was a HORRIBLE decision.

At 10pm, I decided to drive home, this was a HORRIBLE decision.

 I was ok when I started the engine, but right when I started driving I knew that I should have put my car back in park.  I drove in circles for at least 30 minutes before getting onto the freeway, driving on the freeway was a whole other shithole because I was terrified to drive over 65, and could barely drive 40 mph,  I maintained a 60 mph speed the entire way back home, and that was the most horrifying drive of my entire life.  I tried listening to music so I could calm down, but the forest and trees were so luminous and dark.  My car was dark as well since it was nighttime, so that made it even more difficult to focus on the road.  That 20 min. drive turned into an hour and a half since I was tripping way too hard to drive and could not even drive the speed limit.

Once I got home, it was so hard to get back up the stairs and into my room, I was too freaked out to turn on the lights and knocked over an entire table full of stuff since I was still tripping. I tried taking a shower, and when I looked in the mirror again my entire body was still really red (of course this was still in my imagination).

In retrospect, I would probably never take that many tabs again, I think I would max out at 2.5 or 3, and I would also never let myself get in a car since that was really unsafe and could have put my life as well as others at risk. I was truly fortunate that I did not get hurt.

I think I tripped too hard to gain any spiritual insight into myself, since I don’t really remember what I saw since the peak of the trip I spent deciphering what was in my imagination and what was reality.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 104370

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: 22

Published: Jul 31, 2019	Views: 703

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LSD (2) : Music Discussion (22), General (1), Public Space (Museum, Park, etc) (53)


		 DOSE:

		 1 hit

		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   95 kg

HOFMANN’S GOLD

Sit around,

Talk awhile.

Take the trip,

Try to smile.

Wait for it,

Here it comes.

Bodies rush,

Limbs go numb.

Loss of breath,

Walk away.

Don’t fight this drug,

It’s here to stay.

Move away,

Into a room.

That’s far beyond,

The reach of doom.

Lose the plot,

Misplace your mind.

Endless thoughts of human kind.

Friends are warped,

Try not to stare.

Don’t breed the thought,

Don’t feed a scare.

Friends announce,

Lets take a walk.

Our madness holds,

Forget the thought.

But off we go,

Across the street.

We tipi-toe,

On weightless feet.

We come across a broken castle.

The smell of death’s,

Another hassle.

We run away,

Back to the lair.

The leaning box of drugged despair.

I want to spend,

 another night.

On melting roads,

And warped delight.

So off I go,

And so do they.

My friends have gone,

To my dismay.

But never fear,

The time shall come.

Another cheer,

A stamp of fun.

Because out the back,

A room does wait.

For another Mir,

A cheap escape.

Welcome to the corner of my world,

It’s always fun, we’re never bored.

The flights are high,

Our answers won.

Our tears are fired,

From laughter’s gun.

Our minds outstretched,

Our souls asleep.

Our newborn lives,

Our gods on heat.

Our guides are lost,

Our futures told.

Our egos squashed,

On Hoffman’s gold.

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 66753

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Nov 2, 2015	Views: 2,015

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LSD (2) : Poetry (43), Retrospective / Summary (11), Not Applicable (38)


		 DOSE:

		 LSD

		 Mushrooms

		 DMT

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   120 lb

I've had a bit of a strange experience in my past 3 years of taking psychedelics and I can't find a lot of information on it. I have taken a decently wide variety of doses of boomers, L, and deems and often I have a very minimal trip or just a body trip. I have talked to a variety of people and everyone finds it strange. I know that the stuff I've had is good, because it has worked well for a large variety of my friends.

Here's a scenario to clarify on L:

I take two hits of L and everyone else is blasted off. I have a great body trip, feel happy and euphoric, and may have minimal visual or pattern recognition; but, I never come close to the intense visual experiences my friends have.

Also, I can't take more L to enhance or extend my trip. If I take it one day I will barely feel it if I take any more for about 4 days after. This pretty much doesn't matter on the amount I take. It could be anywhere from half a hit to half a strip on the first day. I just feel like I microdosed.

~

Other times, I have been in deep thought during a trip and all of a sudden my trip almost completely stops. This happens usually after a bout of extreme body euphoria. This has happened to me on DMT as well.

~

Mushrooms tend to produce more of a trip, but never as much for myself as others. I haven't had enough experience with dosage and variety to make a conclusive statement.

~~~~~

So mainly I'm just wondering if anyone has looked into this or experienced it. Is there such a thing as a natural tolerance that may just require me to take more? The most intense trips I've had were when I'm stressed out by my surroundings so I'm curious if it's hormonal or mental instead of a relation to my body composition. The stress has managed to kick start a trip for me so even after I'm removed from the stressful situation my trip will still continue to be just as intense. Other times, I've begun to trip and as I'm climbing to the peak I've had an extreme bout of euphoria and then my trip abruptly stops. I enjoy psychedelics and would love to have fruitful experiences with them without having to take a ridiculous dosage.

Sorry if this is confusing there is a lot to explain and process.

[Reported Dose: 'Typically 2-3 hits of L ,1/8 of mushrooms, unspecified with DMT']

Exp Year: 2014-2015	ExpID: 107524

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: 20

Published: Feb 10, 2016	Views: 2,555

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LSD (2), Mushrooms (39), DMT (18) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Not Applicable (38)


		 DOSE:

		 LSD

We went to a party in the desert- south of Israel. Me, A who was my bf at that time, my gf C and more friends. The organizers of the party arranged a bus that will take us to the party and back.

The minute we went on the bus A saw some 17-year-old girl who he knew from somewhere.  He started talking to her and flirting with her. He didn't pay any attention to me all the way to the party. I became really angry and decided to ignore him. When we arrived to the party I took my LSD and I remember we fought and he stayed in the tent and I went to the party. It was really cold but I dropped all my clothes and stayed with a tiny shirt. I said to myself fuck him I'm not gonna ruin all my trip cuzz of him.

I remember me and my gfs dancing and I was heavily tripping. I was paranoid that he is with that girl and that it's better I won't see that. When the morning came I find myself dancing alone in the desert. I was so stoned I peed on myself and hung out like that all through the party! A friend who saw me like that told me gently 'don't u think u need to wear other pants'? from some reason I didn't saw A till the end of the party and then the party was over and we got on the bus again and it all started again. This girl was there with A again and they kept talking and flirting. I start to think paranoid thoughts, that they are laughing at me and that they exchange phone numbers so they can meet. All the way he sat next to her and they didn't stop talking. My friend C made me even more paranoid. I really wanted to go to that girl and hit her and I held myself not to do that. We got back to Tel Aviv and we got into my car so we can go home. (A was living in my house so I couldn't get rid of him). We barely talked and the vibe was bad and I was really stoned  and I barely knew where I am and it was Friday and the roads was busy and I had to drive like this to my home.

[Erowid Note:
Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]

I don't remember much of that day I only remember the next day we had sex and it was amazing. He went to work and I stayed at home and my friend E came. And then I started to feel very weird. The trip was getting harder instead of getting over. It's really hard to explain this in words. I can only say that I felt the trip was stuck and it was a nightmare. I didn't want to go to work like that cuzz I was afraid someone will notice that I'm not 'normal'. I remember I felt disconnected from myself and it was very scary thing to feel. I was really afraid I'm gonna stay like that all my life. In addition I couldn't step down on my foot. I don't know what I did at the party I guess I danced too aggressively. I swear to myself that if I'm coming out of this bizarre trip state I will never take LSD again.

In the end it was somehow over and I came back to myself more or less. Of course after like 2 weeks I took acid again….

Exp Year: 2002	ExpID: 93010

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: 25

Published: Feb 27, 2016	Views: 2,078

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LSD (2) : Hangover / Days After (46), Relationships (44), Difficult Experiences (5), Rave / Dance Event (18)


		 DOSE:

		 5 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   70 kg

A few weekends ago it was my best friend's 20th birthday, and we intended to celebrate by going to a rave and dropping a lot of acid. 6 of us went to the rave. Half of us, including me, had 5 blotters, the other half, 2 or 3.

We couldn't find any dealers for a while, and to bide our time we tried a dose of liquid 2CB. Having done a few other similar chemicals such as 2CE and 2CI, I was interested in trying it. The come up was rapid, and I felt heavy for a while. The physical symptoms subsided to give way to a subtle but very pleasant dreamy euphoria. I remember thinking that this would be a good drug to a person inexperienced in psychedelics.

Around 3 AM we found an acid dealer almost out of acid. I bought 3 blotters. I took 2 and gave 1 to a friend-so 3 of us had 2 of these blotters each. The dealer was quite sure of the quality of his blotters, and later we found another dealer who was selling cheap 2-quid-a-hit blotters, so I thought I would have 3 of them as well. I was anxious to take them, as I was due back in the evening.

Everyone seemed to take a long time to come up off the acid-this may have been due to the 2CB already in our system, I'm not sure but usually I'm coming up fast in 25 minutes. I few tokes on a hash joint caused a flush of warmth trough me, and I felt very relaxed. Walking was actually a task, and for a while I could barely stand up. It was after this joint that I noticed the wall and ceiling were beginning to creep-visuals too strong for the 2CB, so I assumed the acid was kicking in. Nitrous was interesting as usual, but not as it could have been (needed to be coming u more on the acid, and they ran out early).

Around 5 we left the rave and got on a bus. Lights were very bright, and being around sober people wasn't fun. It was on the bus ride that the acid really started to take effect. The floor of the bus was moving strongly, like liquid, and I could both hear and feel my brain clicking with activity. Strong OEV's began to appear, and I informed the other guys that we had taken a BIG dose of acid, the strongest I've ever had by a long shot.

We then decided to walk to Hyde Park to see the sunrise. We didn't make it in the end, but had a good explore of London. Visuals were strong everywhere. There were powerful open eye visuals even in the daylight!

I was very intoxicated. I couldn't really construct sentences, and my memory was reduced to a loop of a few seconds. On the way back to my friends flat, someone had the bright idea of buying a MacDonald’s while on a psychedelic dose of LSD. Stupidly I went with these guys into MacDonald’s. They couldn't stop laughing, and I was trying to look elsewhere. The atmosphere grew VERY heavy and oppressive-talk about bad vibes. One of the guys actually wanted to sit down and have his meal around some very freaked out people. I was glad to be out of there.

Eventually we made it back to the flat. Inside the enclosed space the visuals were a lot stronger. We loaded up, a bukket bong (very good), gravity bong and a normal bong. Everyone had a good dose of weed, and we finally settled in my friend’s room.

The visuals were intense. Sound was highly distorted; it had a lot more depth, almost fluid. I actually felt something like blood tricking down my lower leg-this felt very realistic, but there was nothing there. It was just my imagination going a little haywire. Time was very odd. I'd never experienced time behave so oddly before, except perhaps on a few high dose 2CE trips. There was constantly looping, we would all repeat ourselves, and it sort of felt like we were being reborn or reawakening every second. Very weird.

While all chilling in my friend's room, one of the guy's, J, suddenly freaked and shouted 'Shit guys, I'm having a really bad trip!' Knowing that his memory was screwed in this condition, I held his attention (via eye contact) calmly assured him that we're cool, everything's fine. He took a few seconds to process this, and calmed down. This cycle repeated itself several times, and I assured him we had been fine up until now, so were going to be fine. Soon after this, my best friend A, who never freaks, also said he was having a bad time.

The time loops raged on, and we just rode it out. Although it was incredibly intense, I was ok. But hearing that 2 other guys were having a bad time wasn't cool. In the most intense parts of the trip, I felt like this was what one form of insanity could be like.

Two other guys left, who were on less acid, and my friend b was on less also and he was a positive influence to have around. People were reporting weird stuff. B's friend was so far gone the walls had vanished, J said at 1 point he felt like he was dead and was floating outside of his body-a classic description of ego loss, which we were all experiencing.

A reported telepathy. While on acid, I'm in a state of heightened suggestibility with increased sensitivity to environmental cues. I am so in tune to people's facial expressions and body language, that I could tell how one another was faring. A said he was getting a bad trip by reading J's thoughts, who was also having a bad trip. I had amazingly complex and detailed CEV's to the extent I went to actual vivid places, like in dreams. I could also see music. Even in a room with friends, the atmosphere was intense, and I put a jumper over my eyes to enjoy the visuals.

Due to the high dose and the weed, I wasn't at baseline for around 24 hours, which meant going on the tube and the train in this [much diminished] state. This was unpleasant, but had to be done. While the visuals were nearly diminished, the feeling of the acid high persisted. The next day I wasn't completely normal, but I think this was largely due to sleep deprivation.

I've sampled a lot of different chemicals, but in my opinion LSD is the most intense, and most powerful of the lot. The power of my brain in this state is mind blowing. Computers don't come close. I didn't give acid the respect I should have, and the lot of us were very lucky that the night had gone so well, if anything had gone wrong in our states, it could have gone very wrong indeed.

That night on a high dose of acid was without doubt the most intense, most mind blowing, and most weird event of my life so far. I was in shock for a while afterwards.

I will definitely be doing acid again in the future, but never this much. There were no after effects or hangover to speak of, incredible when it was such a strain on my brain.

If acid were a bad drug, I am almost certain I would be permanently rain bowed out after experiencing that trip.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 41736

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Nov 12, 2008	Views: 6,521

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LSD (2) : Multi-Day Experience (13), Difficult Experiences (5), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 3 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   130 lb

So my experience begins on a cold New England night.  The sky is clear and the stars are shining brightly.  It's about 8:30pm when I decide that I should take the remaining acid from a 10 strip I bought a while back.  I was alone in my home, parents had gone away and my brother had wondered off to who knows where.  I felt that being alone for a trip could be a growing experience for me, since almost all my previous psychedelic experiences involved fairly large numbers of people being around.  My intension for this trip was to explore myself, my mind.

So I slip the blotter onto my tongue, with that pre-trip tension in my stomach.  Then I go downstairs to my living room, and pop on the TV.  It's about 45 minutes later I notice the first effects.  The windows in the room had white lacy curtains with flower designs.  These flowers began to swirl majestically, while the curtains swayed in the acid breeze.  Then I looked at my couch, it was divided up into perfectly symmetrical squares that were all rotating counter-clockwise.  So I thought, 'well here I go'.  I only watched TV for another 10-15 minutes before I decided I should go to my room, throw on some music, turn the lights off, and lay in bed.

I chose the new Tool album Lateralus as the soundtrack to my journey, and this suited the trip fine.  The album flew by, its almost a full 80 minutes long, but for some reason it went by very quickly.  So instead of time slowing like it should it went much faster at least for that 80 minutes.  But during that time I saw some of the most beautiful CEV's that I could ever have imagined.  The only one I remember vividly was what appeared to be some sort of a fish creature, that had no real head, and its whole body swayed through the liquid colors.  Around this time I began to think about my life.  I came to many conclusions about what I should do and where I should direct my life.  I also figured out what I percieved God really is, but I won't go into that.  I don't want to rant on about things that I think are nearly impossible to explain.  If anyone knows the album I was listening too, the last track 'Faaip De Oiad' is a creepy phone message from a man talking about aliens with loud jarring music.  When this came on I felt an incredible fear rush throughout my body, but it went away as soon as the song ended.

After the cd was over, again it went by so quickly, I turned the lights in my room on.  My god I was tripping hard.  Everything was divided into symmetrical shapes, and were spinning wildly.  A poster on my wall, a print of a Alex Grey painting 'Praying', was very cool.  The persons veins in the painting were pulsing, the person seemed to be living. I then put on a Sonic Youth cd, listened to one song, got a jacket on and went outside.  I layed down inthe grass facing the sky.  The stars were absolutely stunning.  They were sparkling, and each star would change color frequently.  And if I focused I could make the sky become symmetric, divided into 3 sections.  I spent quite a while out there.  But when I came back to my room...the same song was playing on my cd player.  I guess the cd was on repeat, but that totally shocked me at the time.  I thought that I had walked outside, layed down and got back up, all in the span of a few notes.

The next few hours are pretty hazy, I know I watched some TV.  And I also know I felt no need to explore my mind anymore then I already had that night.  I felt I had all the answers I would ever need.

The trip really did change the way that I actually thought for a a few weeks.  It is hard to explain, but the way I thought was actually transformed.  The biggest effect was that nothing petty even fazed me.  I never felt like arguing about anything with anyone for any reason, that all felt below me.  But I noticed that that effect wore off over time, and I feel like my old self.  I don't know if thats good or bad though.

Overall this was a great experience, not my first, and definately not my last experience with this powerful drug.

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 12658

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jan 26, 2005	Views: 7,539

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LSD (2) : Music Discussion (22), General (1), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:

		 300 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Lithium

		 10 hits

		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   192 lb

I have been tripping LSD since I was about 17 years old. I am an experienced rave kid from my time so I used to trip every weekend for about 3 years straight. The scene died off here so I did not take acid near as much but I did here and there for the past few years.

I am now 25 and took acid for the first time in 6 months since I started taking Lithium. The guy said the acid was strong but I shrugged it off like nothing since his stuff is either hit or miss. Within 10 mins of dosing I was tripping so hard I could not drive. Had I not been close to my destination I would have had to pull over.  [Erowid Note:
Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]  I get into the party and everything is fine. There is a dj that I cant stand and it starts. From that point my husband tells me I started to look like I was mentally handicapped. I began yelling in tongues to the party, my eyes were wide as they could have been, and a I started preaching in tongues  to the people. I was not speaking English so this is what he says I was doing.  I thought I was giving a sermon to everyone about how there is a balance to the universe and how everyone is ignoring it. This was all in my head.

At this point I began to have a seizure. My husband says my eyes rolled back and I began to shake violently. My arms went crazy all around my face. There was no color to my eyes, it was all black.  I passed out for about 45 mins. When I woke up he escorted me to the car. I woke up the next morning with painful body aches and my jaw hurt severely.

I do not remember hardly anything from the party. I remember a couple of djs or people I saw but nothing about the actual experience. Mixing LSD with Lithium has been one of the most horrific experiences of my life. I NEVER had a problem with acid until I took this drug while being prescribed this antidepressant. Please if you are taking Lithium, be aware that if you are taking Lithium, your world could be fucking turned upside down. Hallucinations were intensified by 100%, I had a seizure, and I experienced one of the more embarrassing moments of my life. Sure the visions I had were badass, but that does not compensate for foaming at the mouth and yelling at a party while a dj is playing, then having a seizure and passing out. This was such an intense trip I could not understand vocabulary, could not comprehend my name or even what a name was. Yes, it went that far. Please if you are taking Lithium, heed all cautions when it comes to LSD and Lithium. Stop taking the lithium at least a week before you dose. If you dont, please have a seroquel, xanax, klonopin, valium, etc. nearby if you do. When I was tripping too hard like I did, I wished I had one of these available.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 75153

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Dec 16, 2008	Views: 17,921

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LSD (2), Pharms - Lithium (91) : Club / Bar (25), Hangover / Days After (46), Health Problems (27), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:

		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   75 kg

I've been taking LSD for 15 Years now!

So far nothing bad, good trips mostly a few panic attacks throught it, sometimes maybe getting to close to things that are beyond me, places I am not ready for.

My partner has been taking for 10 years or so (since we got together), no problems either. Doses from 1 to 6 tabs (paper) no idea of quantity in tabs, best were little flint like microdots, looked like lighter flints, very powerfull awesome trips.

All I can say is after 15 years I have had no problems that I know of, Consumed Speed for some time also, not very good in longer times, Teeth rot! Insides not so good. Stay away from speed for long time use, my advice.  Acid no probs at all, mushrooms nice trip maybe 4 hours! Try making paste from them boil in water down to resin like syrup and dry out on paper 1 inch squares work well different trip from just making tea!

Certainly I understand thing better for my experiences Knowledge of High end physics is beyond most, The ability to see / imagine in new ways is main benefit never saw anything that looked real, ie halucination though some see through apparitions, like transparent holograms!

My advice give it a try with people and place you are comfortable in, maybe watch a good comedy light hearted at start to put you  in good mood!

Stevie

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 10384

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Aug 1, 2002	Views: 9,738

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LSD (2) : Various (28), Retrospective / Summary (11)


		 DOSE:

		 50 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Paroxetine
		 (daily)

		   repeated
		 oral
		 Mushrooms

		   repeated
		 oral
		 LSD

		 oral
		 Oxycodone

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   200 lb

Paxil and LSD and Mushrooms

I have experience with mushrooms. I used to get them from Holland and they were dried p.cyn -- very strong 1/4 gram. If I took two grams it was an 8-10 hour extremely powerful trip. Most people have never taken shrooms like this. I also took liberty caps.

Anyway, I started on paxil a year ago and I think it makes me emotional blunt. Like I dont feel pleasure or sex drive. I only took it to get rid of anxiety.

I first got chocolates at a dead show and needed 4 of them at 20 each to even get a small trip. Well I want the feeling from the cyn so I take a week later 1/4 ounce dried good cub. Then it didnt do much. I ate 12 more chocolates thats like 24 grams they say of cub. I was good but nowhere near where I wanted.

I havnt taken LSD in 20 years. I took 6 hits, then it didnt work. I took 4 hits of another LSD, nothing, I took a quarter sheet and am barely even hallucinating. Then 5 more hits. All bought from different people so impossible they're all bad. I dont care about anything. I have to believe I cant get to a place cyn or windowpane can take me no matter how much of a different shroom I injest. I also got some truffles from London and took 40 grams semi dried and got to hallucinate but it made me skitzo. It doesnt work at high doses. I also take oxycontin for chronic pain

I also take oxycontin for chronic pain

 and I dont think that hurt it. Well, I figured it must be the paxil. I didnt even take the paxil dose at 12 when I usually do but took the 1/4 sheet 4 hours later. If this paxil can block out the feeling of getting high I am assured it does. Then I wonder what else I cant feel in life. I'm too scared to tell my dr this but was hoping to find an answer on how I can enjoy taking mushrooms again. I dont want acid.  I wonder if I had liberty caps or p.cyn if this would happen. I guess the LSD is just blocked. Well, I hope I dont feel crappy for a long time I never thought it possible to take so much and be fine.

Exp Year: 2004	ExpID: 35934

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Mar 1, 2021	Views: 817

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Pharms - Paroxetine (148), LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Not Applicable (38), Retrospective / Summary (11), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:59
		 0.5 tablets
		 oral
		 MDMA
		 (pill / tablet)

		   T+ 5:00
		 0.5 tablets
		 oral
		 MDMA
		 (pill / tablet)

Me and my boyfriend had decided to candyflip for our first time on new years eve, 1999. We were going drug free for awhile as our new year resolutions, and we wanted to end it all with something new. We were headed for a party a couple hours away, and when we were about halfway there, I took my first tab of acid. When I started to trip lightly, I took another tab. About 20 minutes later, we arrived at the party, expecting a long line, but got in right away. We socialized for awhile, and at this point I was beginning to feel my trip, not an unusual feeling. We then found a friend and bought two and a half pills to split between the two of us.

We went out on the gigantic dancefloor and sat down (not something usual for me to do, but there was more than enough room), the lighting was scarce and not very thrilling, but there was a big projection screen with some nice visuals. I got up and danced for awhile, then at around 6 or 7, I took my half of the first pill. It didn't take long to hit, maybe 20 minutes at the most, but that's not long for me. I wasn't feeling amazingly social yet, but something about everyone looked different somehow. People's smiles beamed into my soul, anyone who smiled in my direction was instantly connected to me. As the E got stronger in me, the lights grew these amazing rainbow halos, much more brilliant than anything I'd ever seen on just acid. After awhile, anything light colored, people's shirts, faces, etc., grew the same halos.

The same feelings continued, along with some mild body effects of the roll, but nothing that jumped out at me. It was as if the body effects were diminished by the total feeling of love and empathy for people. But, the acid, like a normal trip, made me realize that not everyone was my friend, there were some sketchy people there, and I didn't have the same feelings for them as I would if I were just rolling. I also didn't get that sloppy, e-tarded way about me, I was well composed, but very social and loving.

I wanted to be connected with everyone, not in that E kind of way, but in a serious kind of way, like I'd never felt before. I got more phone numbers than I ever thought possible. I felt confident and beautiful as a person, not insecure as I sometimes do while tripping, nor did I forget I existed as I sometimes do while rolling. It was the perfect mix. I'd heard some stories of people being overwhelmed while Candyflipping, and they kinda played through in my head, I couldn't imagine why.

At about 11:30 I took my second pill. It hit right before the countdown to the new year, nothing could have been more beautiful. When the countdown was over, there was this electricity in the air that I hadn't felt at parties in years. There was love and understanding from everyone, between the party kids and the club kids, between young and old, gay and straight, between all races...you don't see enough of that anymore, and it was beautiful. The perfect setting for this new experience. I lost my boyfriend in the crowd a few minutes later, and I took this opportunity to hug everyone I could.

The love stuck with me for the rest of the night, and the comedown was the easiest I'd felt in a long time. The afterglow lasted for days after. I couldn't erase the smile from my face. I was never hit was the lows I usually get after rolling, nor the dis-attachment I usually feel after tripping. I really do think that, for the right person, this is the ultimate drug combination, and one that I am sure to do again in the future when I am ready to do drugs again. Right now, I am drug free. This experience definitely helped put some closure on my new year resolution.

Exp Year: 1999	ExpID: 120

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Mar 5, 2001	Views: 11,595

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MDMA (3), LSD (2) : Large Group (10+) (19), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:

		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 1 Tbsp
		 oral
		 Mushrooms
		 (edible / food)

		 MDMA

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   71 kg

I was in turkey for the souleclipse festival 2006.

I had taken some mdma, a spoon of mushrooms in honey and a LSD paper! Everything was just fine, actually I never felt as good as I did, I could see the dance floor from far away, it was calling on me like if I got there I would be in heaven I would explode with positive energy! And I started walking toward it, but I as I was walking I saw fires everywhere in front of the tents of people and I decided to stop for 1 min. And I had the misfortune to sit at somebody's fire who wasn't so nice, he told to his friend that he didn't want no trashy sitting at their fire and I heard that! I felt  some negative energy and stood up and walked away and as I was walking everything had changed from heaven to hell, I felt I was cold and everything was so dark and scary.. So I hurried to the dance floor thinking everything will be better but when I got there,  It didn't get better, it got worse I thought I was in hell, I was trying to reach the light in my mind but I couldn't, and as soon I failed I heard voices of people laughing as soon as I lost the light, ha..ha .. And I was thinking that if I left the dance floor in that state, I would be in hell for ever and ever! So I tried and tried but I didn't manage, so I went to my tent and I put some wood on the fire and eventually the flames calmed me down, and I started to feel better, but I still think of the experience I had to this day, if it has any truth in it...I think we create our own reality based on what we know, on what we have learned.. So if I think positive I will feel as I think..good! My bad trip started from the bad energy I felt from that guy who called me a trashy and made me feel unwelcome.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 60583

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Mar 31, 2020	Views: 1,032

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LSD (2), MDMA (3), Mushrooms (39) : Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5), Bad Trips (6), Festival / Lg. Crowd (24)


		 DOSE:

		 2 hits

		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   156 lb

One day when experimenting I decided to drop some LSD, not necessarily for recreational purposes, and not to ever be intended again but to expand my consciousness and realize that there are other things to be known out their other than what we can see, also for spirtitual awareness, I theorized this whole concept that everything is connected we are all one, we all link to each other and all exist together as god. We are all god this experience was so amazing that it changed my life forever I realized that the world, universe and life is black and white, not literal yet figuratively. There is always an opposite of something no matter what one thinks it is there is something somewhere that is the EXACT opposite of anything one can think of. I experienced this whole world and shared my own experiences with others. I look at LSD not as a drug, yet a tool for knowing and prepairing for what we will be when we leave this plane. On my “trip” fractals also came in to play and the literal circle of life hallucination, which was EXTREMELY spiritual and I will never forget for the rest of my entire time spent on this plane. I realized that fractals are found everywhere in the universe which other scientists have also discovered but I realized that the infinite of these fractals are forever because the answer to the question of life is always going to try to be found in everything including the earth, which I believe is a living animal just as us. Fractals are these questions left to search for the answer for life, forever and ever searching for this logical explanation, which will never logically be answered. Since my life was changed that night I knew that their was another plane other than where we are living, that is the complete opposite of this material plane, scientist have also discovered something known as anti-mater which has been created in huge pipe tubes at labs underground, scientists discovered that when they get electrons traveling fast enough they put it through and anti siphon filter that turns the charge of the positive electron to a negative. This negative electron is known as Anti-matter and thus is basically a mirror image of the original electron itself this anti-matter is exactly what matter is not. There is a whole other world out there that does exist that we cannot see but

is very real, as a matter in fact even more real than matter itself here on earth that we are all eventually going to experience.

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 67800

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Apr 19, 2018	Views: 851

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LSD (2) : General (1), Mystical Experiences (9), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:

		 1.5 tablets
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   165 lb

Well, this trip started with none other than the overwhelming happiness that always ceases to amaze.

I dropped 1.5 tabs at about 4 in the afternoon, turned on Bebop, and I chilled

About an hour in I start smiling, this lasts the whole trip.

Another hour passes, I walk upstairs, which I love doing because  it involves most of the 5 senses (including my new sixth sense)

This 'sixth sense' I refer to is the sense that converts normal senses into other senses.

For example sound and touch blended into sight.

A kalaidescope of color with the consistency of water flooded my vision.

With every new touch, sound, smell, this trip was increased

My sixth sense lasted about four hours

The third of these four hours was most intense.

As I looked to the walls of my house while moving through it, I noticed a nob in the cherry-wood that actually morphed into none other than a full-blown skull.

This skull started laughing as I grew more and more perplexed with visual.

I then start laughing with it (as the body buzz is intense and makes me feel happy no matter what I do)

Then, a patchwork of demon-heads, all about the size of a fifty-cent piece formed around the skull and laughed in unison at me.

I then went upstairs and decided to come down while talking to my friends.

In the last thirty minutes of my extra sense, the watery colors faded and my hands began rapidly changing colors(beleive it or not thats less of a trip than before)

Anyway about ten minutes after that my pupils went back to normal and trippiness was over.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 57271

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jun 5, 2019	Views: 737

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