		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 1 hit
		 sublingual
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:10
		 0.5 hits
		 sublingual
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:40
		 0.5 joints/cigs
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 6:40

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 8:00
		 1 cig.
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   86 kg

[Erowid Note:
Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]

Totally Different Second Experience

During my school days, myself and a fellow friend - 'G' were always fascinated about psychedelics, their effects on the brain, and how different everyone's experience on them is. Before this experience, I had only done LSD once, and even this was a small dose (half a tab). G has done half a tab of LSD as well as 1g of Psilocybin Cubensis. During my first trip on LSD, I didn't get many visuals, bar ripples in my vision, as well as colours appearing brighter, and objects in my peripheral vision occasionally blinking different colours.

Myself and G decided we want to trip on LSD again, after having an enjoyable experience the first time round. We tried to source a local dealer, unfortunately, where we live, LSD is few and far between. I'd known about the deep web for a while, and would consider myself fairly educated on it, as well as currently studying for a Degree in Computer Science, my existing knowledge put me in a good position to order from the deep web whilst keeping it as safe as possible.

On a thursday night, I psyched myself up to finally purchase 25x 120ug Albert Hoffman blotters from the deep web. They came whilst I was working on Saturday. I had already planned to smoke a spliff with G, so I brought the tabs along with me, as a surprise, because he didn't know I had ordered them. We were in a position where we shouldn't really take the tabs right now, because G had commitments later on during the night, with his girlfriend. However, we decided it would be a good idea to drop the acid anyway, and just roll with whatever happens.

T + 00:00 - The time was 17:54, and we dropped 1 tab of acid, the acid was consumed sublingually, kept under our tongue for around 10 minutes.

T+ 00:10 - We were speaking about our first experience on LSD, and decided we wanted to guarantee that we got more from this experience than we did the first one, so we dropped another half tab.

T+ 00:40 I drove us to a local park where G rolled up a spliff and smoked it whilst we walked around the perimeter of the park. We both started feeling the initial effects of the LSD, I myself started feeling a floating sensation where I couldn't feel my legs. We carried on walking, which was beginning to feel very abstract. The world started to become stranger and stranger and I began to feel slightly nauseous.

T+ 01:00 We carried on walking through the park, where I realised I was experiencing tremendous comeup anxiety, my stomach was aching massively, and I felt overwhelmingly nauseous. We sat down for a moment and appreciated how bright the lights were looking, and that we were just free to walk around, appreciating nature. Leaves on trees began to look blurred, and it was difficult to focus on signs. I felt good. Sitting down and watching the world helped my anxiety, I was starting to relax.

T+ 01:35 After some more walking, and being generally appreciative of our surroundings, G needed to get his phone charger from my car. We started walking back to my car, which was a 5 minute walk away. Along the way, we got distracted and sat down next to a bridge. We were watching the river flow for a while, and 2 people walked past. We found it absolutely hilarious that 2 people walked past and they didn't know we were tripping. The laughter lasted around 5 minutes, and after we focused on the our goal which was to get to my car.

T+ 01:50 After the procrastination, we got to my car. We were looking at the acid in this little baggy, when people walked past and turned around for a second look at us, I won't forget the look on one ladies face, it was strange. We decided it'd be a good idea to leave that area and grab a couple of bottles of water. I drove to the local supermarket and this is where I really started to notice visuals. Whilst driving, it looked like the houses and people in my peripheral vision were being fast-forwarded, I felt calm, but my thoughts were racing. I had to manually think about what to do whilst driving my car, telling myself to indicate when necessary, etc.

T+ 02:00 We parked up and psyched ourselves up to go into tesco, we had a game plan - to look normal and don't let people know we're tripping. As soon as we entered, I looked at the ground and it looked as if it was breathing, rippling back and forth whilst the dotted pattern waved around. I  said nothing of it to G as we were in public, we purchased the water and left.

T+ 02:05 We walked back to my car, and it felt like my brain couldn't compute what was real and what wasn't at this point. It felt like I was flicking in and out of reality, where I could act and think completely normal, but the next minute I'm getting lost in my thoughts and confusing myself. G's girlfriend rang him and wanted us to pick her up for a bit. I was incredibly apprehensive of this, had a disgustingly bad feeling about the situation, I had only met his girlfriend once before and the thought of her knowing I was on LSD terrified me, thinking that my world would spiral out of control once she knew, thinking that I had made G take it too. Nonetheless, we drove to G's car and picked up his girlfriend.

T+ 02:30 My memory starts becoming fuzzy at this point. G's girlfriend was talking a lot, and I was listening, but never really following. A lot of the things she was saying discombulated me, and I found myself having to give myself a few seconds to catch up and reply, time and time again. I noticed that G was feeling similar, as he kept forgetting what we were doing, repeatedly asking 'What are we doing again?'. This worried me as I thought for sure she would foil us at any moment. We ended up getting her a McDonalds and driving to the local fair.

T+ 02:45 We arrived at the fair, there were police officers everywhere, keeping the peace, although it felt like the fair was empty.. Not many people there bar packs of police officers. During the drive there, there was a police car with its lights flashing blue and siren wailing, this both made me and G visibly shaken, and his girlfriend said 'What? It's not coming for us, whats wrong with you both'. This made me even more paranoid than I already was.

T+ 03:00 I wasn't really enjoying the fair. It felt like everyone had their eyes on me, and that I was making incredibly poor decisions. Walking around a lot of police officers with 2 grams of weed on me made me feel very uncomfortable too. We walked to the local tesco to go to the toilet.

T+ 03:10 I was getting intense visuals by this point. Everything in my vision was flashing different colours, mainly green and purple. The floor was waving around, and it felt like my arms were numb. Whilst we were on the escalator, mine and G's old business teacher happened to be behind us, Mr Allen. We think he didn't recognise us, thankfully, but it made us slightly nervous, although I started uncontrollably laughing.

T+ 03:15 We finally started walking to the toilet after what felt like an eternity, walking in front of us, however, was a Police Community Support Officer, I thought for sure he knew what we were doing. I started sweating profusely, but G turned as I was following him and gave a reassuring look. I went to the cubicle and released my wee, while G had a wee stood literally next to the PCSO. It felt like an eternity went by, I couldn't help but feel anxious at what might happen next. Eventually, I left the cubicle and G was looking in the mirror. I did the same as I washed my hands, and I looked uglier than I ever have before. My face started melting away slowly, while my eyes stayed still and turned black. We left the supermarket, and fair, where I decided that this was enough, and that the fact that I couldn't embrace my trip for what it was because his girlfriend was here.

I couldn't embrace my trip for what it was because his girlfriend was here.

 I said to drop me back off at my car where I would go home and we would all rendezvous later at a mutual friends house after he finishes work at 12.

T+ 03:35 I say my goodbyes to them both, and enter my car. I sit down for what felt like a couple of minutes but I think 20 minutes went by. It looked as if cars kept going past behind me, similar to when a car is behind you and the headlights infect your car. That was the only way I could describe it. Everything was wobbling. I felt euphoria in my body, however. Intense euphoria all through my nerve endings. I started the car, and grabbed the steering wheel, deciding that I should go home now.  The steering wheel in my hand felt like it was upside down, and felt alien to me. I spent a few minutes looking at it before I departed home.

T+ 04:10 The trip home wasn't bad. I felt like everything was moving around me, taking me into account because I was tripping. Environment kept changing colour, and I couldn't read anything. When I pulled my phone out, the keyboard letters started floating around, and the text began to get smaller and smaller to the point where I couldn't read it. I walked inside after preparing myself mentally to avoid my parents. I pretended to be on the phone, and it was incredibly difficult to pretend to have a conversation with someone. I couldn't think what to say.

T+ 04:25 I spent about 25 minutes in the bathroom, unloading a poo and realising I was tripping. I watched the visuals go by and forgot things in my short-term-memory often. Most notably, my white bathroom was flashing a light green, and the towels looked like they were flowing, like a river. I looked at myself in the mirror (I have eczema) and decided that I was disgusting, and that I should sort myself out after I had finished tripping. Then, an uncontrollable urge to scratch all the eczema I could see came over me. I started bleeding a lot. I was panicking at this point, realising it was only the drug that was doing this I went to my bedroom and lay in bed, changing my clothes for something more comfortable.

T+ 05:25 During the time in my room, I got lost in my thoughts watching videos, thinking that they were talking to me, most notably 'Strawberry Fields Forever' by the Beatles, especially the 'Nothing is real' line. This made my mind race, one thought led onto another, and before you know it I was texting G this exact sentence 'When you think about it, us being awake, being conscious is just the presence of electrical impulses in a fleshy computer, our body.' and another one 'When we're seeing things, all we're doing is looking at lines and seeing patterns in them, interpreting them as environments, seeing something in what is essentially nothing'. I felt like I was reflecting a lot by this point and was enjoying most of the thoughts.

T+ 06:00 The time came to pick up W from work, I was still having some visuals at this point, but not nearly as intense. My mind was still racing, however, and I found myself getting lost in thought loops again. This didn't alarm me, I felt calm, almost in bliss.

T+ 06:20 It felt good to see W again, I had told him the general story of the night, and how amazing LSD is, and that I'm finally getting visuals from the drug. We make plans to take it together with G soon. We arrive back at W's house, where his neighbours cat resides sometimes. The cat made me feel very on edge and anxious. I didn't trust it.

T+ 06:40 G and his girlfriend were here too. We sat in the garden and smoked a couple of spliffs. It felt good to calm down a bit. G kept making inside jokes regarding the fact that we had taken LSD, including writing ACID on the condensation on a glass table outside, as well as saying puns such as blotter, using the word trip often, etc. I found this hilarious. I felt still calm, and bliss, and that everyone was enjoying themselves. It felt good to be with my main guys, one of which I literally grew up with. It felt like everything was right.

T+ 07:40 G and his girlfriend stayed for a little bit, and we had some deep conversations regarding conspiracies, and other topics that evoke thought. I was truly enjoying myself, G and his girlfriend left, and we said our goodbyes.

T+ 08:00 I stayed with W for a while. I smoked another spliff where this hit me hard. I started getting visuals on the house adjacent to W's garden. It was blinking different colours, and the bricks were morphing together and snapping back into line. It looked strange. W's garden was fucking beautiful. It had a perfect view on the night sky, and it was a refreshingly clear night. We sat together and appreciated the stars and vastness of space for a while. All the while I was getting many visuals on the stars, it looked like they were all twinkling at me, like they were telling me something. At one point it looked like they were all coming down to touch me.

T+ 08:40 Things took a slight turn for the worse.

T+ 08:40 Things took a slight turn for the worse.

 I was looking at the side of W's head as he was looking up into the night sky and he started transforming into a stone gargoyle that was sucking the life out of space. I quietly said his name in hopes that he will turn around and snap out of it. Thankfully he did, this was relieving. We went back inside to chill for a little before I left. The pictures all around his house of him and his brothers were so strange. They were morphing around and they all looked like the same person, this was concerning but I enjoyed looking at them, reminding myself that I'm still likely tripping.

T+ 09:00 I started getting paranoid, I'm not sure what at, but I thought and felt that I was in a TV show, and there was a camera crew following me around. This made me super anxious and I started seeing eyes in everything, and looking at sunglasses made me uncomfortable as I didn't know if there were eyes behind them or not. This is pretty much where the experience ends, I went home and fell to sleep easily, and blissfully. I felt emotional the next morning, but reminiscent of yesterday, I had thoroughly enjoyed it, and spent some good time with my good friends, whilst doing what I enjoy most, talking about thought-provoking topics.

Overall, I had a good second experience with LSD. There are bits and pieces that I don't remember from the night, but I certainly managed to think deeply about some topics that mean a lot to me, including some problems going on in my personal life. Next time, I don't want to feel like I have to hold back the trip, by acting normal around G's girlfriend. I also think that cannabis during the comedown of an LSD trip will make you begin to trip again, from my experience - definitely going to do some research on if there's a correlation between the two drugs or not.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 111280

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 19

Published: Jan 27, 2021	Views: 518

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LSD (2) : Public Space (Museum, Park, etc) (53), Combinations (3), General (1)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 1200 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Lithium
		 (daily)

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 1:00

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 1:00
		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 Pharms - Clonazepam

		   T+ 1:00
		 1 cig.
		 smoked
		 Tobacco - Cigarettes

		   T+ 0:00

		 oral
		 Pharms - Zolpidem

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   215 lb

This trip happened last friday night.  I have very recently been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder and prescribed lithium carbonate.  I read a lot of reports of very negative experiences with lithium and LSD and I also noticed that most of those experiences involved people taking large 4+ hits of LSD.  I took the risk of having a seizure to prove a point that lithium and LSD can be taken together safely when I take the proper precautions.  I knew that if the trip got too intense I could always abort the trip by taking two ambien and falling asleep, but I also kept the Clonazepam handy in case I was getting too overwhelmed.

I took the LSD at about 7:34 and me and my friend who took two hits were expecting it to kick in as usual in about an hour.  So after an hour of waiting and mixing music we still felt nothing but I insisted that I felt something and I was right.

[Erowid Note:
Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!] We got in the car and drove just around the corner to his house and immediately when we got in to his house the lights and colors were insanely vibrant and he kept saying he wasn't feeling much so I told him to drink some water to push it into his system.  We put on a movie and smoked some herb and the movie was hilarious but the visuals were getting too intense for me so I took a Clonazepam and we went and smoked a cig.  We came back and drank some soda and the sugar in the soda made everything come to life it was like everything was moving and flowing. I definitely felt like I was ten times higher than he was and I was only on one dose.

I definitely felt like I was ten times higher than he was and I was only on one dose.

  So after another good movie he drove me home and when I got back I was still tripping HARD and decided to just try and go to sleep so I took my ambien and laid in bed with my eyes closed tripping my balls off for like a half hour and then finally fell asleep.

Woke up four hours later, took my next dose of lithium and the weirdest thing happened. When the lithium kicked in it felt like my trip started up again, clearly the LSD was still in my system but it was only 18 hours later max.

It increased my trip approximately 500% or 5x's meaning taking one dose was in essence taking five.

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 93681

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 23

Published: Feb 11, 2021	Views: 1,039

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LSD (2), Pharms - Lithium (91) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 60 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Paroxetine

		   T+ 6:20
		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 8:30

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 0:00

		 smoked
		 Tobacco - Cigarettes

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 kg

A Heavenly Experience

LSD Observations

Took 60mg of Paroxetine at 4.30am for Panic Disorder/Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

1 x 160ug dose

Taken at 10.50am 1/12/15

Began feeling acute effects at around 12.00pm. Increased colour perception, enhanced sensory perception as well, increased interest in music and outside. More interest in smoking cigarettes. Currently very pleased with dosage, haven't noticed any hallucinations/disturbances as yet. High feelings of happiness, love and increased awareness.

Update 1pm - Feeling similar effects as earlier but alot stronger. Feeling spaced out and chilled :) Smoke some nice Marijuana and feeling even more spaced and chilled.Having a lovely experience compared to last time.

Update 3pm - Maintained a healthy and happy trip, still experienced major noticeable changes in perception, thinking and vision.

Update 4.30pm - Feeling more sober and as if the comedown has started, still had a great experience today and hope to again!

Aftereffects - Virtually none, just general tiredness. Still had no known hallucinations or disturbances.

To summarize, I had a very nice trip and impacted my day and mood severely, I think LSD could be the key to maintaining

a healthy mind and to alleviate the extremities of major mental illnesses.

First time I tried LSD I took two 115 microgram tabs and after 1 hour experienced the beginning of the LSD experience but felt it wasn't as a strong as I had expected and so I took another 2 tabs and this completely ruined the experience. I had no sense of time and had many open eye hallucinations and hearing delusions. Major anxiety and grief of a bad trip.

Exp Year: 2014	ExpID: 107458

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 18

Published: Mar 1, 2021	Views: 563

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LSD (2) : Glowing Experiences (4), Combinations (3), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 60 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Paroxetine
		 (daily)

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 3:30
		 30 mg
		 oral
		 2C-E

		   T+ 0:00
		 4 bowls
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   135 lb

My boyfriend, my friend and I decided to take an acid trip a few days ago. I'm on Paxil (Paroxetine) for a research study, but a quick search didn't find any problems with the two interacting. My friend brought over 3 hits, along with 3 2C-E and some weed.

We all took the acid at 5:30 or so, and by 7:30 both of them were starting some visuals and getting noticeably more giggly. By the time 9 rolls around I'm still not feeling much, just a little more impulsive. My boyfriend and I both popped the 2C-E, and before long his visuals were setting off even more and he was clearly tripping, while my friend was well on his way. At 10 or so they decide to go for a walk downtown, and I decide to stay home and call a friend. Within a few minutes of talking to my other friend on the phone, slight nausea is setting in and I can feel my mood changing. I got off the phone in a hurry and ran to the bathroom, puking up the contents of my dinner. I then called my two trip buddies to tell them to come home, just in case this was a bad reaction. I am unable to stop myself from crying, but I do not feel that scared or upset. Oh, and I've had a cold this whole time! So I'm rubbing my nose raw.

They got home shortly and after this, the trip is becoming increasingly strong, and I was able to stop my head from leaking (that's what I said, at least) once we were finally able to purchase some weed. Conversation between the three of us became stifled and sort of awkward, and it seems like we keep going around in circles repeating the same pattern over and over. We were up until about 5, then we finally were able to fall asleep.

I don't know how much of the trip I finally felt was acid or 2C-E but the Paxil definitely decreased my trip noticeably, normally I'm the first to go and I don't trip often. The visuals from the 2C-E continuing, though it lessened, until we fell asleep.

Exp Year: 2009	ExpID: 81676

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: 20

Published: Mar 1, 2021	Views: 579

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LSD (2), 2C-E (137) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 20 mg
		 oral
		 Pharms - Paroxetine
		 (daily)

		 3 cups
		 oral
		 Mushrooms - P. semilanceata
		 (tea)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 lb

Paroxetine and Tryptamine

I've noticed a lot of people are wondering about the interactions between SSRI's and hallucinogens. I've been taking Paxil (Paroxetine) at a dosage of 20mg a day for about 2 years. Before I started using Paxil I was a daily Cannabis user and consumed hallucinogens like Shrooms and Acid on the weekends. I thought they the absolute best drugs ever. They were very cheap and produced LOTS of laughter, visual and auditory hallucinations. It was very enjoyable. After I began the Paxil I found that the psychedelics had lost their magic for me.

After I began the Paxil I found that the psychedelics had lost their magic for me.

 One time I ingested 2 hits of Blotter LSD. It kicked in after about half an hour but I just wasn't the same anymore. The body feeling felt the same as it used to but the hallucinations were diminished as well as the euphoria. It just wasn't as fun.

Another time in the fall of 2008, shroom season was upon me again. I live in Newfoundland, Canada and Psilocybe Similanceata (Liberty Caps) grow in abundance late in the fall. I picked a shit load of 'em and boiled myself a cup of shroom tea. Typically, I use about 50 decent size undried, fresh mushrooms per cup of tea. This used to get me real fucked up before the Paxil but this time around I just couldn't get to where I wanted to be. I felt the body feeling and felt more emotional but that's it. No hysterical laughter, hardly any entertaining hallucinations...it was just dull.  I drank 2 more cups of potent tea but it just wasn't working for me. It seems the neutral or negative effects were present but the positive, sought-after effects were seriously diminished. Of course this may not be the same for everyone.

The point of this report is that, for me, Paroxetine has had a negative effect on how I experience LSD and Psilocybin. Its seems to have no effect on Marijuana except that I don't laugh as much on it, but that may just be because I smoke it so often.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 79225

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Mar 1, 2021	Views: 644

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Mushrooms (39), LSD (2) : Retrospective / Summary (11), Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:

		 2 tablets

		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   160 lb

It was the summer of 96 in Calgary AB.  I had a group of friends I often tripped with, and there were a few girls my friends were trying to pick up.

Evrything started off like a typical trip: at randy's apartment wich was a lsd friendly place;good music good visuals good vibes.

Like most trips I have to go outside and explore, so we went to princes island park, a fun place to be stoned.

We smoked a few fattys at the top of the hill you go down to get to the park.  Funny how much smoke fits in my lungs on acid.

There was a great view of the city skyline at dusk.  I noticed I was kinda being excluded so I tried to get in the conversation.  This girl mandy was tripping out on how everything looked square, I tried to tell her yes, but all the light are round.  She was like ooookkk.  This didn't bother me too much.

So we started down the never ending staircase down the hill, about halfway down I saw mandy sitting on a bench with her eyes closed, about a foot away from her head was the biggest pure black spider I ever saw in my life, it was really really big.  So I asked mandy if she had her eyes closed because of that spider?  Mandy got all weirded out and was all like what spider your trying to fuck me up, my buddy jason who was rather sketchy said he saw the spider too, mandy freaked out and ran away from me.  I thought that was kinda fucked up.

Then my mind started spinning a bad way, and I thought that spider was the devil, and if I told anyone I would die.

But I had to tell my best friend dave.  When I tried to tell him my delicate situation our companion jud,(this guy was raised in a hardcore christian home but now he is crazy, like he thinks he's jesus crazy)anyway jud is all like what you have to say? Want me to write it down? Pulls out a pad of paper and a pen.  I'm all like ahhhh what to do... So I just walked away, feeling distant from the group again.

I was sitting alone on the grass watching the rookie girls make fools of themselves.  They were all talking random shit and laughing very annoyingly, doing cartwheels and gymnastics.  I musta been feeling kinda down at this point, getting all self conscious n stuff.  Thats when dave showd up and showed me how fun running over the rolling hills can be.

So now I'm running around, I knew I was close to the river, could hear it but not see it.  When I suddenly saw a porthole to another dimention-It looked like a pure black rectangular door and there where ripplpes being radiated from the edges.  I stood in awe a thousand acid thoughts went thru my head, should I go thru? Where does it go? What the fuck?

Then my eyes focused and I was standing no more then two feet from the river.

I sometimes feel like I did enter a parallel universe that night.  For one acid was never fun anymore for me, and my friendships with my two best friends began to decay, and I went thru the worst time in my life.

Exp Year: 1996	ExpID: 32380

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Mar 5, 2021	Views: 742

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LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Bad Trips (6), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 Pharms - Buprenorphine

		 500 ug
		 oral
		 Flubromazolam

		 75 ug
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 vaporized
		 3F-PCP
		 (powder / crystals)

		 1 bump

		 3F-PCP
		 (powder / crystals)

		 Pharms - Buprenorphine

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 lb

The night started with philosophical conversations between me and my girlfriend, beautiful and amazing alone, she had been doing 4fmph. Running a research chem supply, I have access to strange gems of legal and illegal chems at all times, but I tend not to dabble too much.

The night started with me packaging orders for "scientists" to ship tomorrow, and I took a dose of flubromazolam as I'm currently on the tail end of a suboxone taper (lifelong opiate addict, Vicodin at 12, pill habit by 15, snorting heroin at 17, robbing people at gunpoint for heroin funds at 18 19. Kratom and subs saved my life I'll leave it at that) but tonight I felt I would be interested in dabbling in some psychedelia and dissociatives. So I started eating the little scraps of mushrooms that had been laying around. Realizing my previous benzodiazepine dose would reduce this psychedelia I was desiring so I quickly went to the fridge and pulled out the acid that has been sitting for a few weeks, and tore off a hit. Placed it on my tongue and swallowed it, and did the same to my girlfriend.

Then onto the main focus, 3-flouro-PCP, started vaping off of foil, eventually tried a bump (wouldn't recommend) its added a nice cozy warm dissociation to the night, almost energetic, separate, shiny. It felt lovely. Still does. The sun is up. And I believe this was a worthwhile night of psychedelic dissociation for my damaged body mind and soul and now as the others are wearing off and the shrroms and acid are still strong, I'd like to remind everyone of their importance, even in their most down trodden states of homelessness, drug addiction, physical or mental abuse. Those experiences are important, as are you, adding to the collective experience of mankind as a whole. Much love -mrperinold

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115300

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 23

Published: Mar 22, 2021	Views: 787

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3F-PCP (918), Mushrooms (39), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 2 tablets
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   160 lb

Most of my hallucinogenic experiences have been deeply spiritual, with to exception to this one.  I have always felt like an american indian on a quest to meet the ultimate, even though I am of Irish decent.  I am remembering this experience from 10 years ago +/-.  As we came into view of the large rock that protrudes from the earth, known as table rock state park on the border of north and south carolina the lsd was starting to take the initial effects.  The face of the rock has large cellestial patterns on the face of it; one of a triangle that seemed faintly familiar and the other of a bear.  How did these images get there?  I was with 2 friends and they saw it too; remember this was only 1 hour in the trip.

We parked the car and decided to camp on the top of the mountain.  We went straight up the side without following a trail.  We smoked a some weed and climbed.  We were in a mad rush when I uncovered a nest of very large wolf spiders, CRAAAZY which let out a high pitched scream that I heard the rest of the night.  We reached the top before sunset.  I saw a sugar maple tree in full red fall color, incredable.  It was glowing flourescent yellow at the thickest part of the trunk.  I wanted to drink its sap.  I charged the tree and stabbed my knife in the center of the essence.  Consequently I got no sap and had to break the tip off my knife to get it out.

Several hours into the trip the sun went down.  I was feeling like a god.  I was becoming one with the ultimate.  I started striking a tree with a large sapling, like a giant drum.  Every time I hit the tree a sound would blast in all directions on the valley a thousand+ feet beneath us and reverberate off the adjacent mountains in an echo.  As the echo would hit me I would strike the tree again in rhythmic fashion- ddduuuppp-ddduuup-bububbup and on to infinity.  I felt like all in the universe could hear this, like a calling that 'here I am'.  The next part gets foggy.  Shortly/sometime later we hear a sound that sounds like a hilicoper.  It shines its light down on us like the alien abduction movies.  The craft is just above treeline and we feel some turbulence.  The machine leaves after a quick inspection.  I next tried to start a fire by smashing rocks together to no avail but some sparks.  I didnt sleep any that night because every time I tried to lay my head down I could hear the screaming wolf spiders.  I had a funky dream half awake near sunrise.  I drempt I opened the door of a teepee to see the devil with slick red/black muscular skin talking to my brother.  On the way down the hill I jumped in cold creek water, very refreshing, like babtism.  It turns out we never climbed table rock but the hill next to it.  We could still make out the rock images on the table rock we saw earlier.  I asked my buddies if they saw the craft too.  One said he saw the craft speed off in a blip?  It sounded like a hilicopter to me, maybe a government craft.  This is what happens when you rip open the envelope-we rouse the attention of those monitoring.  Peace and happy sailing.

Exp Year: 1995	ExpID: 43464

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Apr 11, 2021	Views: 581

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LSD (2) : General (1), Nature / Outdoors (23), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 250 mg
		 oral
		 MDMA

		   T+ 1:30
		 300 ug
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 cig.
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 0:00
		 400 mg
		 smoked
		 Changa

		   T+ 0:00
		 3 hits
		 vaporized
		 DMT

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   180 kg

I’m experienced with psychedelics, principally LSD and MDMA and have had countless, regular experiences for many years. I was recently introduced to DMT via changa and while I had enjoyed the insane Escher-style visuals and really increased sense of ego disconnect, I hadn’t broken through until last night.

After a month sobriety as a brain/integration break, and my birthday imminent, I decided to set out to have a more intense trip. I candy flipped (I always do the MD first then 90 minutes in take the acid, it is so much more profound!) and then at the start of the comedown from the most intense visual effects, I made a pure cannabis joint laced with Changa.

After a few inhalations the effect was immediate, the most intense visual hallucinations of my life but still in this world. It’s the first time I’ve taken DMT on LSD.

Everything around me started to separate into jigsaw shaped pieces, infinite in number - the more I stared at pictures around my room the more insane and warped they became, entirely new complex patterns morphing in front of me. It looked exactly like cartoon Aztec patterns and covered everything, not obscuring things but creating complex evolving beauty.

I then took three big hits from the DMT vape pen and things went completely insane. I didn’t have any kind of journey through a tunnel, I didn’t seem to break through a membrane, I seemed to descend into a Nintendo game from the year 2500. Large flashing cards descended into my view, shimmering in infinite impossible colour. Insane symbols like cartoons started to appear increasingly fast in front of me - chef’s hats; emoji muffins, cartoon fruit and strange automobiles that made no sense - then a stream of strange faces that seemed to be implied through geometry.

It seemed like without words I was being told ‘Ready? Ready? Go! Go! Come on!’ From the most insane positive energy. Suddenly moving all round me were weird autonomous balls of kinetic energy with long arms, that seemed to buzz round my body, a digital but really pleasant bell sound tweeting and squeaking as it looked at different parts of me. I can only describe it as feeling like I was being recalibrated.

The whole time I was distinctly aware of my mind saying ‘I can’t believe I’m seeing emoji muffins and cherries’ and it felt like I had fallen into a machine. I couldn’t speak when I came quite abruptly out of it all and it took a few minutes for me to even realise what had happened. I didn’t have any conversations with discrete entities, but I felt like a billion parts of a weird cartoon machine were intensely bothered about me being happy.

Easily the most profound experience of my considerable psychonautic adventures. Literally felt, still feels, like I fell into a self generating Nintendo game that I have no concept of what it means but adored the experience. I am very very eager to go there again!!!

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115359

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 35

Published: Apr 22, 2021	Views: 556

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LSD (2) : Glowing Experiences (4), Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 1 g
		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

		   T+ 0:00

		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 7:00
		 80 mg
		 smoked
		 DMT

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   145 lb

The day started out at 12:00pm when a group of friends and I had planned to take some LSD. We dropped at lunch and then went home to enjoy the effects.

+0:30 I can start to feel a slight difference in headspace

+1:30 Noticeable visual effects start to take place. The wood grain on the floor begins to move naturally and colors appear spontaneously.

+2:00 This is when the acid starts to peak. The doses given were most likely lower than advertised, because the effects were not as strong as times when I had taken a lighter dose.

(had been smoking cannabis sporatically throughout the day. Last time smoking was about +6:15 into the day)

+7:00 The peak of the LSD is definitely over but is still enjoyable and visuals are noticably reduced. At this point we had been talking about one of my friends smoking DMT and proceeded to load a lightbulb with 80mg of the chemical. My friend was a bit nervous about smoking so I went before him. I have had a few traditional experiences with DMT previously, but because of the LSD I wanted something different. I asked one of my friends to play Thunderstruck by ACDC and turn up the volume. The song started, at which time I began to smoke the DMT.

Three hits is all it took for me to break through. I was transported into space on a floating crystal stage with lights coming from nowhere shining on me. The song had taken over the entire universe and seemed to also be apart of me. This was the most intense experience of my life. While on the crystal stage, I was playing lead guitar for the song, with myself as the supporting band behind me. The audience was filled with infinite amounts or crystalline floating stages that looked exactly like mine, each one emitting unfamiliar colors and light. The craziest part of the trip was the end. The song was dying down and finished with a single chord and I immediately woke from my trip. The 7 people in the room all were astounded at the timing of me waking.

Afterward, I felt energized and awake for the duration of the night.

+12:00 I went to bed and fell asleep almost immediately.

The next day didn't give me as much of an LSD glow as usual but I felt very awake with no hangover effects whatsoever.

Summary: This was the most intense experience of my psychadelic exploration. I would definitely try it again.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 110020

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 18

Published: Apr 23, 2021	Views: 577

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LSD (2), DMT (18) : General (1), Combinations (3), Music Discussion (22), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		 1
		 oral
		 Alcohol - Beer/Wine

		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   14 st

This experience was nearly 10 years ago now and I've always wanted to write about it. I'm extremely nostalgic about this experience, as I've thought it about it just about every day since and it changed my perceptions of the world forever.

I, nowolfcanknow, male, English, 22 at the time, took acid in my friends flat. For over 24 hours I was more unsober (not a word, run with it) than I'd ever been (and it still holds the #1 spot) in my life.

It started when I got a text off my friend, for the purposes of this I'll call them Chris, one night that simply said "Hold tight, got some acid. Wanna do it with me?". I still have that message saved in an old phone I've lost the charger for.

Now I'd been wanting to do it for years and I so jumped at the chance, I texted back in the affirmative and we set the date for a couple of weeks later. The setting would be a house warming party at the flat in town that he was moving into, owned by another friends father who is a huge hippie.

The setting. A large front room, with a window at one end, amazing art on the walls, two comfy sofas, a bean bag and a semi broken CRT TV. We hooked my laptop up  some speakers. There was a standard ceiling light in there, and also a really bright and hot red light. We decided that we would trust in my music folder and shuffle. There were two of us doing acid and smoking weed, and about 7 others who were drinking and smoking.

We dropped around 19:00 and the anxious wait began. Would it work? What would it feel like if it did? What if it didn't work? Would either of us freak out if we had a "bad trip"? What even constitutes a bad trip anyway?

We talked our way through the anxiety, each had a spliff and relaxed.

It took about an hour for me to feel any different and as I've indicated, I was high anyway. Truth be told I resigned myself to the fact that the acid was a bunk and it hadn't worked and just accepted it, a little disappointed. But I had an 8th of really good skunk and a beer that a friend offered me.

Then it started. And it hit me like a tonne of bricks. I could not believe what I was feeling.

At first I just felt a tingly feeling somewhere in my midriff that travelled throughout my body. I looked at my hands, they looked interesting. Then I was struck by a feeling that I don't know if I'd ever felt before: I felt powerful.

I was struck by a feeling that I don't know if I'd ever felt before: I felt powerful.

 I looked over at Chris while this was going on and he looked up at the same time. We simply nodded at each other, acknowledging that yes, we were both feeling "something".

The powerful feeling was joined by joy. Joy that made me laugh out loud. I couldn't believe how happy I felt. It reminded me a lot of the come up to ecstasy, only much more intense. If this was all acid was, I was content. I felt incredible.

Then I looked up and in the general direction of the red light that we'd forgotten to turn off. The red light was pulsing, and the light spread out over a corner of the room, along the walls. All I could see was red, but not just 'standard' red, by that I mean the red you'd see in a traffic light or the hated red of a Manchester United home shirt. I could see a whole spectrum of red, shades that I didn't know even existed. These red colours dominated my vision and eventually I had to look away. I laughed a little at this, and accepted that yes, things had changed now.

Then I noticed the walls. They were breathing? Pulsing? They were definitely moving. In the years since I've often thought about those walls and what I was seeing. I think I was seeing the atoms of the solid wall, and they were vibrating, as atoms are wont to do. At this point I just laughed again and another friend, who was decidedly NOT on acid, asked if I was ok. I simply nodded and said "You wouldn't understand mate". I cringe as I recall that. But I don't think anyone who hasn't done LSD or another hallucinogen could understand. The fucking walls, and I'd always taken walls for granted, were alive and there was nothing I could do about it. There was nothing I wanted to do about it either, it was fascinating watching them do their thing.

While I was looking at the walls, I suddenly became aware of music again. I had kinda tuned out whatever was playing, enraptured by the sight of things. But now I heard music again, and as it was my music folder that was being played (on WinAmp I believe) it was music that I liked. The song that was playing when I first became aware of the music was an Interpol song,  Pioneer to the Falls. I love that song when I'm normal. I don't really have the words to describe how it felt to hear it at that moment. But I'll try.

The guitar was very sharp and it cut through all the conversation in the room. All I could really hear was the guitar and the bass, I didn't really hear the drums until a few second later. If you've heard the song you might understand, the guitar is very important to the overall sound and it has a very distinct sound to it, all Interpol songs have the same kinda sound. Kinda like Joy Division guitar sounds.That  Post-punk tone, whatever. Sorry, I'm really shit at talking about music, I wish I'd paid more attention in music class and not played cards so often during the lessons.

The guitar and the bass merged into one sound, and then the singer started singing. At this point things went to another level. And not just this little experience I was having with the music. EVERYTHING shot up a level. I'll post the opening of the lyrics from this song, because they're quite significant to me: "Show me the dirtpile. And I will pray. That the soul can take three stowaways". I related to this and in my head I tried to break it down into what it MEANT. I don't know what the writer intended, but it was clear to me that the dirt pile was the Earth, and the stowaways were the parts of the mind, the id, ego and superego. I'd always been interested in psychology (and in subsequent years psychology would take over my life, as I entered therapy and underwent Compassion Focussed Therapy and Cognitive Analytical Therapy) so I thought I knew what that meant at that time.

That song eventually ended. It felt like it went on forever though, and I was fine with that.  It's a really good song. Throughout the rest of the recollection I'll mostly be mentioning songs and lyrics, because music is the primary thing that I remember from the trip. It was that powerful. But I'll try not to focus on that too much as I know music is so subjective.

Now at this point I'd say things were out of control. I looked at one of the pieces of art on the walls and became incredibly aware that it was framed and covered in glass. I think if I were going to have a "bad trip" this was the point that it would have happened. I thought the art was trapped and couldn't get out. Now at the time I didn't think about art that much, even when I was reading my beloved comic books (I'll come back to them later to use them as a metaphor), the art was a vehicle for the writing. But in later years I became very interested in art, and now, in 2021, it's my primary hobby and way of relaxing and even communicating ideas that I have.

But that art was trapped on the wall in a glass prison and all I knew was that I didn't like it. I'd read enough to know that at this point I had a choice. I could either accept this, or I could change my setting. Now at this point another friend of ours who was there suggested we go out on the roof as a group. We all agreed and out we went.

It was pretty cold, but I had a hoodie on so I didn't really notice. I know that walking felt decidedly strange, but I felt like I could walk for hours and hours and not get tired. Luckily for me I didn't have to walk far, and the roof area was pretty small. Enough size for all of us to gather in two little groups. As we went out on the roof I decided I would stick next to Chris, as I was a little worried that he would wander off and fall off the roof. That lasted a couple of seconds, as after a few moments (could have been seconds, could have been hours) I looked up.

The stars were strange. There were dim suns in the sky surrounded by a red dot, and that dot was circling the centre sun and leaving a tracer. They looked exactly our representation of atoms in secondary school science textbooks. I had never, and still haven't, seen anything more fascinating than the stars on acid. I couldn't look away, and I'll never forget that sight. I'll be on my deathbed and I'll still be thinking about the stars on that night.

I could still hear music at this point. One song I remember from our time on the roof was a drum and bass song by Netsky, and because of what followed I suspect (give me a break, it's been nearly ten years) it was Secret Agent. Now when I'm sober I love this song enough. In this altered state it effected me in ways I didn't think were real, I didn't really believe in hallucinations, not the kind I was about to experience. Secret Agent is a very "videogamey" sounding song, I've often described it as being a lost Sonic the Hedgehog level song. Now at this point, I thought I was in a videogame.

Behind and to the left of the building there are some trees. I looked at those trees, managing to tear my eyes from the stars, and they looked like they were from a videogame. They were very dark (it was probably about 22:00 by now), but oddly pixellated and distorted. If you've ever played the original MediEvil (as it's since been remade) from 1998 the you'll know exactly what those trees looked like to me. Think the forest in that game and you're dead on. This was the moment that I fully accepted that yes, I was tripping balls, and by God I liked it. This was what I wanted when I decided to take acid. I wanted to hallucinate, and wow was I hallucinating at this point

I looked to the right at the block of flats that were poking above the building (they're across the road from the building) and they were BATHED in multi coloured light. I most vividly remember an orange and a yellow, but there was this green and Manchester City blue there too. The flats looked inviting, and let me assure you in the cold light of day they're anything but.

We went back inside at some point, and a bunch of the friends left at this point, whittling us down to just 4 or 5, and a song that I didn't want to listen to was starting. It was a hip hop song, I can't remember which one but I'm certain it was a Wu-Tang Clan song. Chris grabbed me and asked me to change it. I agreed with this course of action as I don't think it would have been a pleasant experience. The Wu-Tang (though they are for the children) are too violent, too on top, for this experience. I went over to the laptop and after a few hilarious seconds searching for the digital button I hit shuffle and something else came on. But at this point I became aware that I could choose any song I wanted.

Before the night I had wrote down a list of songs I wanted to listen to on acid. I had that list in my pocket and I found it at that point. I took it out and looked at the list, it wasn't very long, about 20 different songs, and I asked Chris if I could start choosing songs rather than letting shuffle decide for us. He agreed, and then I went back to the laptop (for some reason I went across the room to ask him in a hushed voice, as if I were conspiring murder or something and didn't want to be overheard) and after another few moments I found the song of choice: Black Mountain Side by Led Zeppellin.

It was at this point that one of my friends decided that he wanted to play a videogame, and luckily someone had bought their PlayStation 2 over and hooked it up. I was fine with this, so was Chris, so were the other people in the room.  The chosen game was Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty.

Now that's my favourite game of all time. And I was hyped to see it be played. I was hyped to see the cutscenes and see if I could still follow them. I was helpful to, lets call him Robert, and pointed out a ration location at one point, at which Chris asked how I could possibly remember that right now. I don't know how I remembered it. I doubt I could have told you my own name at that point (about 4 hours after dropping the acid). But I knew where that ration was, and I still know where it is.

In MGS2 you get a tranquillizer gun and can use it to knock the enemies out. At the conclusion of the opening of the game, what's known amongst fans and even in game as the Tanker section, you have to sneak into the hold of the tanker, and there are rows of enemies. If you knock one out with the M9, they fall asleep standing up. But if you knock them all out with the gun (so they're all alseep standing up) and then run up to them and knock them out with your hands, by doing the punch punch kick combo, they fall down into one another. One after another.

Robert did this trick, I'm not kidding, at least ten times in a row. At first it was funny. Maybe more funny than anything I had seen at that point in my life Then it quickly became annoying. Like really annoying. It felt like how it feels to have a house fly in a room with an open window. My favourite part of the game up to that point was right around the corner, maybe 3 minutes of gameplay away, but he refused to progress. He simply did this trick over and over and over again. I begged him to stop but he simply laughed.

The non-acid people left at some point and we were left alone. We had two couches all to ourselves. At one point I found myself lying on top of one of them, on the bit that sticks up and I remember being blissfully comfortable. I remember Chris had these dissolvable vitamin C tablets that you drop in water. I had one and disaster struck, I knocked it over and the liquid spilt everywhere on the floow. We simply flipped the rug over. And he was kind enough to prepare another one for me. It tasted delicious, revitalisng even.

Now in the kitchen of this flat there was a plant (and still is, I believe). After going in to fetch some water I became enraptured with this plant. It was sp green, so alive with energy. The leaves of the plant merged into one mass and I could see the vines of the plant. They looked so strong. I started talking to the plant, soothing it as best I could as I felt like I was disturbing it, like how you come across a cat that you don't own but still want to pet. Chris came into the kitchen and asked who I was talking to. I just pointed at the plant. Chris looked at that thing longer than I did.

Now I decided to ask Chris if HE wanted to choose a song. He agreed, but asked if I could do the labour of putting it on. I don't remember which song it was, but he picked a mewithoutYou song. Now at the point they weren't my favourite band on the planet yet, repeat listenings over the years have since turned them into such. I decided to just put one of their albums on as it would be easier and more satisfying to do than picking one song. The album was called Catch For us the Foxes. I remember reading the title and understanding it for the first time. The fox is a metaphor for a person. We're the fox.

MewithoutYou are a very religious (or perhaps spiritual) band. Their lyrics primarily deal with God and faith, and the struggle of keeping faith in a faithless world. Now Chris was the one who introduced them to me when we lived together. The song that I first heard is the first song on that album, it's called January 1979. At this point I urge you to open ip YouTube or Spotify or something and listen to it, because this was the point that things got truly profound. For me at least. Up to this point acid was a great laugh. It was as trippy as they came. But now it seemed I turned inward and truly started thinking.

"January 1979, I heard a terrible crash (and I couldn't help but laugh). My ear pressed against the past like a glass on a wall in of a house in a photograph My forehead no longer sweet. With holy kisses. Worthy of your fiery lips. I was floating in a peaceful sea Rescued by a sinking ship".

Now even when I'm sober I find this set of lyrics deep and meaningful. At that point on acid I felt I understood them. It's about birth, in my opinion. The terrible crash is being born into this world. The peaceful sea is the amniotic sac. The sinking ship is the mother.

Now as I said, at this point things became more profound to me. The whole night and experience took on a philosophical tint. I thought about being born, I thought about my parents (and at the time I did my utmost not to think about either of them,having let down my mother by failing at university, and still being estranged from my father) and how they had made me.I started wondering where my soul was (and by this point I accepted that yes, I was a soul. I was simply inhabiting a body) or at least my awareness was before I was born. Nowhere, is the answer. I started thinking about death, and felt strangely comforted by the idea of becoming nothing once more.

The powerful feeling from earlier took over my being again. This strange feeling of confidence is the one thing from my LSD experience that I wish I could replicate on a daily basis. I'm not a very confident person at all. But on acid I felt like Alexander the Great. I felt like I could accomplish anything. The hallucinations were fun, but that confidence was addictive, and truth be told I don't think I've ever felt more free or in control of my life than that night.

The album continued, and eventually ended. By this point it must have been deep in the early spring morning (I didn't mention what time of year this was all happening did I? Well I'm reasonably sure it was late spring) as the sun was rising. We decided to venture out onto the roof again.

We lay down outside on the roof (a strange decision as it's fucking filthy out there) but both of us were beyond caring about a little dirt. Before I did I grabbed a brush that was out there and sweeped up a bit. We had bought Chris' iPod outside and some portable speakers.

Out there on that roof I properly listened to The Beatles for the first time in my life. And it's true what they say, there's parts of those songs that you can't hear unless you're on acid. I distincly remember Strawberry Fields Forever and Help!. We also listened to blink-182, The Red Hot Chilli Peppers, a little more mewithoutYou and Moby. We were simply lying beneath the warm sun, singing and laughing like loons.

Eventually we went back inside, and I asked Chris when this would end. Now I wasn't tired at this point, in fact I wouldn't get truly tired until the next morning (and remember, we're now on another day. At least 12 hours have passed since we dropped the tabs), and I was what I'd term a drug veteran at this point, well used to the rigours of drugs like MDMA or ketamine, where I'll stay up far longer than I'm aware of. He said he didn't know, but had been told the acid that we had taken was strong enough for 24 hours worth of tripping. That was find for me, except for one detail, it was the weekend (now... Saturday? We took it Friday night) and I was due in for work experience on the Monday. Suffice to say I called in sick that day.

At this point in my story I'd like to thank you for sticking with me. I know the music thing is annoying to read through. Hell, the whole thing is annoying, especially if you haven't taken LSD yourself.

Back inside I went back to my laptop to change the music, and I chose Another Chance by Roger Sanchez. Chris suggested we watch some wrestling, as he had a DVD and we were both wrestling afficionados (in fact it's probably one of the reasons we became friends in the first place). Here's a tip for any wrestling fans who take LSD. DO NOT WATCH WRESTLING. Especially WrestleMania X-Seven. It's terrifying, it's uncomfortable to watch, and it's utterly baffling. We made it through maybe one match before we decided that watching anything wasn't really going to happen.

So we talked. We talked about everything and anything that came to mind. I confessed some of the things I had been thinking to myself about, and he responded in kind. We both agreed that we were now aware of connections between small things around us. We talked about the setting of the trip, and how lucky we were to have such a place to do the drug in. We laughed a lot.

Hanging from the window was a crystal. I saw this crystal at one point and was enraptured, I beckoned Chris over to look at it and we stood there for at least half an hour looking at it. It seemed infinite, and it was reflecting light in multiple colours. I tapped it and it started moving, and the light went with it. I can still see that crystal now if I close my eyes, and I'm grateful that it was there.

Now I'm a huge Star Wars fan, and I have been my entire life. And it just occurred to me that you might be one too. I mentioned small connections just now and I don't really know a better way to describe what I mean than to say this: THE FORCE IS REAL. It surrounds us, it binds the universe together. What you do matters.

I'm gonna wrap this up soon as it could become repetitive, as there's at least another days worth of similar experiences. When I said 24 hour acid I meant it, and remember, we each took two hits.

On the Sunday night Chris eventually announced to me that he had to go home. He was tired (and so was I. Exhausted really. If you've ever heard I'm So Tired by Fugazi you'd get how tired I felt at that point). Now you've gotta remember, I don't live there. He does, but he wasn't fully moved in yet. I was scared by this information, scared for the first time since I noticed that painting trapped on the wall. It must have shown in my face as he quickly moved to assure me that I could stay the night there, just to try and leave before his housemates got there in the afternoon on the Monday (the same Monday I was due to start my work experience in a charity shop) but as I knew the other guy, it didn't really matter if I was still there when they got there. Just that it would be optimal if I weren't, as they were moving in that day. Chris called a taxi, and asked if I would go outside with him to wait for it to arrive. I agreed of course (and truth be told I wanted a look at that block of flts from earlier in the cold evening) and out we went, me standing in the doorway to stop the door closing. The taxi arrived, and off he went to his childhood home.

So there I was. Alone. Still tripping balls, but now with an element of tiredness to contend with. I decided that I would leave the next day before the friend got there and managed to set an alarm on my phone for that function, one that would give me plenty of sleep but still get me out of there long before they got there.

Alone now, I relaxed and listened to some of the music on that list I mentioned. And you know what every acid user says about music, how you perceive it differently? That happened on another level than it had earlier. I sang along to every word that I knew. I cried a little when certain songs came on.

Eventually I went to bed, taking my laptop with me to put Planet Earth on. It took a long time for me to fall asleep, but sleep I did. And I got out of there before they arrived.

The next day was extremely peaceful. I tried writing down my thoughts but couldn't get them out. I simply thought about things, and that was enough.

Thanks for reading.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 115410

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 22

Published: May 4, 2021	Views: 582

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LSD (2) : Music Discussion (22), Glowing Experiences (4), First Times (2), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 2 - 3 mg
		 oral
		 DOB

		   T+ 13:30
		 220 ug
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 0:00

		 SSRIs

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   140 lb

+0:00 roughly 2.7mg of 2,5-Dimethoxy-4-bromoamphetamine taken orally

+0:30 slight chills?

+3:00 slight visuals seem to be manifesting, motor skills slightly impaired

+3:21 strangely feel sober, bus as I type I can tell that is not the case.  My movements seem to lag behind my thoughts, almost imperceptibly so.  Open eye visuals starting to become more apparent.

+3:30 OEVs can be described as shifting or breathing, like a film on top of what is being viewed

+5:20 nose is a bit cold, noticed clear OEVs on a white background while unfocused. The visuals remind me of the reflection of light against water, or an oil sheen on top of liquid. I was also watching a video on fractals, which incorporated themselves into the imagery.

+13:26 feel pretty much back to baseline, still a bit of a slight body buzz and shifting/breathing visuals.

+13:30 decided to add 220ug LSD to the mix.

The rest of the night I just enjoyed the slight visuals and body buzz I was getting.  I spent some time staring at the night sky, appreciating the patterns that form in the darkness between the stars.  Back inside, I noticed mosaic-like patterns on the blank backgrounds of the websites I was browsing.  They looked like rounded triangles of various colors organized into circular shapes.  Reminds me a bit of Aztec artwork.

Eventually after nearly 23 hours the stimulant effects of the DOB/LSD were not enough to fight off my tiredness, so I went to bed.

Overall I would say it was a nice experience, but very mellow. I never found myself caught up in immersive experiences.  I think the body component of the chemical was more apparent to me than the visuals, which only really presented when I made an effort to see the.   I think possibly it is due to some built up psychedelic tolerance, or perhaps that I had been taking an SSRI.

I plan to come back to DOB at a later time and do another experiment, with hopefully a more powerful experience.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115426

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 29

Published: May 11, 2021	Views: 786

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DOB (19), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:

		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		 400 ug
		 oral
		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   93 kg

Hathini kund is actually a lesser known trekking point near the Nahargarh Fort, Jaipur, India. I'll be more descriptive about the place as it is necessary to be descriptive when explaining psychoactive substances such as LSD.

Hathini kund is actually a water fall during Rainy seasons and a stagnant water reserve in other seasons. You reach there by defeating 3 valleys and for directions there are red scarfs are tied on the tree branches. Hathini kund was a place where king used to hide his weapons (as it was near Nahargarh fort) and there was Shiv temple which is still present with sage of the family that served the king. Now The entire jungle area around the Nahargarh fort is the part of the Jhalana Leopard Reserve which means 3 Leopard families and a Tiger family can be easily sighted at Hathini kund because it was a water reserve. I had to be descriptive with the situation because these information had impacted my Trip greatly. Also it was my first time to Hathini kund and my first Deep Jungle experience. I was there because my friend had invited me for the new Gamma Goblin tabs he got.

So Due to some personal problems we reached Charan Mandir (from where the hathini kund trek starts) a little late than we expected. We parked our bikes and dropped the acid, the trek was not long it was around 45 mins to reach Hathini kund from Charan Mandir. (Temple) We expected to be there at 1 pm afternoon but actually got there by 4pm. Let me explain our group, I'm Vishu being there first with my best friend AD and two of his college friends Chomu and Manthan making us a team of 4 stoners. We actually smoked 3 joints on our way to charan mandir and before our acid kicked. Once we got there we washed ourselves, pay my respects to Mahadev and again to smoking weed in a chillum with the sage there. Chomu knew the place very well. To be honest He was the one who introduced Hathini kund to the friend circle but he was not too good with acid.

Our acid was making us shiver now and after those chillum hits it all started melting. Hathini kund is a beautiful place surrounded by deep valleys and the time of sunset, places which are lesser known by humans are silecnt and peaceful. Sage also served us some lemon tea. I cannot Dive into all details but it was one of the best feelings I've ever had. Everything was going fine and then the sage asked if we were staying for the night, at which we refused because we had Judo (AD's doggo) waiting for us to feed him. Sage then asked us to leave before dark and told us that he spotted one of those leopard early in the morning and since its gonna be summer soon, they'll come to the kund often for the water. To which Chomu, Manthan and AD shared their past experiences when they spotted a leopard too.

Anyways we still had our bag of weed and we continued smoking about 4 or more joints out of it listening to pink floyd on they upper valley till it got dark and our peak has merely started. We decided to trek back (at 6pm) to charan mandir in the dark.

On our way back I had my one of the strongest bad trips ever. So as we started in moving, due to dark and to be conscious enough to walk we all were not talking at all. All three of them knew the place very well and got a little ahead of me. Now LSD also have symptoms like constant fear and paranoia. Since I was the last of us four people I could hear some footsteps behind me and due to the peak stage, my thoughts started escalating quickly. Many concepts started overlapping each other. I Asked myself why are we walking so fast? Why do I hear footsteps in the back? Is there someone walking behind me? I'm also walking last, since I'm here first time I can be lost. And suddenly I was reminded by those discussions about the leopard and how I could get lost and can be devoured by the leopard. Now this thought was impossible for me to get out of my mind. I was having an adrenaline rush and was taking deep breaths. I asked my friend to walk with me to which he said he could too hear the footsteps behind. You can Actually think or feel someone's thoughts on acid. Believe it or not I experienced that on that day. LSD also magnified my thoughts and I was unable to think anything else than there can be a leopard walking right behind us.

I was not the only one having a bad trip there. Chomu who was in the front was actually making thought loops that as we are trekking we are getting back to the same spot we had started. So now when Chomu has walked 20 steps and he looked at us confused and saying that we have come to this place. Seeing Chomu getting confused actually helped me coming back to my senses. Now Chomu was making many loops on the way you could say, was turning at every twenty steps and was looking back at us saying we're stuck. Chomu started crying. We tried to gain his senses and asked him to keep walking. Chomu was so messed up in his head that he could not even pay attention to the bigger landmarks. For like there was a well in our path to which we reminded Chomu that we're walking on the right and this is not a loop but still after some steps Chomu had completely forgotten about the well (landmark) and was caught up in a loop. Walking restlessly I was literally praying to get out of there. At last we got out at Charan mandir, hydrated ourselves and were getting back to our senses. I checked the time it was 6:36 pm only half an hour had passed but it felt like I was there for like a whole night. All of us were safe and now laughing at our experience but Chomu was still quiet and confused.  He said he was very threatened by the fact that he was caught in a loop at a place where big cats roam freely. He didn't even ride his bike. We had to call an Uber for him.

Overall Hathini kund Experience was very bizarre for me. Even though it scared the shit out of me, It is still one of my dearest trips.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115438

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 21

Published: May 20, 2021	Views: 521

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LSD (2) : Nature / Outdoors (23), Difficult Experiences (5), Public Space (Museum, Park, etc) (53)


		 DOSE:

		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   130 lb

A Day with LSD in The Sun

I am a 18 year old male who has been smoking marijuana almost every other day for three years. I have done LSD four times, phenethylamines (2C-I, 2C-E) ten times, mushrooms five times, MDMA four times, N,N-DMT about 25 times, vyvanse twice, and mephedrone once. I would say I have good experience with psychedelics; I believe I have had ego death once before, while on a high dose of LSD. I am moderately physically fit and run irregularly.

My friend, we'll call him O, had never tried LSD, but had done marijuana, mushrooms, and N,N-DMT before. We obtained two hits of high potency LSD and planned to meet in the morning of the next day.

0:00 At 10:00am, we each took one hit and wait for a while in the sun. We eventually started skateboarding at a elementary school park.

0:50 I had eaten more food for breakfast than my friend, and I was feeling euphoric while skating, while O was describing his open eye visuals.

1:30 Two more friends of mine arrived at the park, we'll call them C and T, and I start to feel the first wave of the acid. We start to walk to C's house because we can't drive while tripping. The walk felt insanely long and the rocks in the cement on the ground started to dance around. It was an extremely hot Texas day and I was seeing crazy heat waves. O is tripping very hard as well.

2:00 At 12:00pm, we arrive at C's house and we walk into his living room where he has a large television. He turns on the Daily Show with Jon Stewart, a show I usually watch, but I could not understand it at the time. The carpet started to form faces and persian carpet fractals. O was deep into strong visuals he saw in the carpet. A Wendy's commercial came on and O and I both felt disgusted. We got out of the room and our friends went to smoke a bowl while we just watched. We did not want to mix the marijuana high into the acid trip until later.

2:45 We begin to play video games and it feels really strange on acid. At many times I zoned out into the visuals from the screen, and video games felt extremely strange. I began to think about why people play these games, why do people do anything for fun, and why people exist. The only interruptions to these thoughts were the conversations with my friends. O is still tripping hard.

3:00 Around 1pm, C and T went outside near C's pool to smoke out of the bong while we watched. It was getting extremely hot and watching dragonfiles land on the water created ripples that seemed strangely intensified and crisp like sinusoidal waves.

3:30 O and I decided to smoke one bowl out of his amazing bubbler.

3:45 For the first time ever while on LSD, marijuana actually made me stoned as well as tripping. Whenever I had done so before, it only changed my trip into a more introvertive with strong mentally fueled CEVs. O said he was just tripping really hard and did not feel stoned.

3:55 T says he has to leave now, and C tells everyone to leave. Walking outside makes the high much more noticeable as O and I begin our walk back to the park. We were walking through allyways, and seemed to be acting very sketchy whenever we saw someone. I laughed at the fact that we were obviously intoxicated on hallucinogens, but no one would ever think that.

4:30 We arrive at the park and call another friend, we'll call him R, to chill at his house; we can go over but we are incapable of driving at this point. We decide to sit under a tree very near by a major neighborhood road.

4:35 Around this time, the strangest thing happened to me and although I will try my best to explain it, I never will be able to fully explain it. I watch a car pass by on the street, but I lost all ability to control my focus on my vision. As my eyes seemed to start to cross and make double images I felt warped out of normal reality.

I lost all ability to control my focus on my vision. As my eyes seemed to start to cross and make double images I felt warped out of normal reality.

 I had a strong overwhelming sense that my consciousness fell into a warp hole to another dimension. I did not want to look away because my vision resembled 'Datamoshing'. The second I turned my head a slight degree, my vision came back to completely normal. 'Woah!' I exclaimed. I tried to explain what I just saw but I could not make sense of what I just saw.

4:40 We kept talking about how we could get a ride, and all the sudden I felt a strong urge that I could easily drive. Acid gives me a strong feeling of empowerment usually. We get in my car and then all the sudden I lose myself in my trip; it becomes extremely apparent to both of us that neither of us can drive. I turned the A/C in my car anyways and we sat in there.

4:45 I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster in my car and get the urge to move to a new location. We sit around outside aimlessly again.

4:50 I pull myself together and focus hard on trying to drive to R's house, so I take us for a test drive in the parking lot. I feel myself spacing out and not focusing while driving so I park and wait some more.

5:00 I start to drive again, this time I go straight on to the main neighborhood and I find myself in disbelief I am actually driving. By looking directly straight in front of me at the lines on the road, I made sure to slowly drive straight in the lane. Once I finally got up to the light out of the neighborhood, I pulled up too far and did not notice until later. Everything seems to be taking longer while driving on acid. When we were almost to R's house, I felt like I warped into the 'datamosh' again for a second and asked O if he just felt that too. He said he had no idea what I was talking about.

5:20 We chilled at R's house, and they played video games. I was having extreme difficulty on making decisions on a project we were working on at R's house, even though I felt certain I knew what we should have done the day before.

6:00 C called us and told us we can come back over, so we have R drive my car to C's house. I felt like I was not tripping very hard at all then, and I was psyched to smoke more.

6:15 At C's house, we smoke at a lot more and when we start to use the vaporizer, O says he is starting to trip again. Whenever I closed my eyes, I would also begin to trip with the strangest CEVs I've ever had. They were extremely bright and vivid like a DMT trip, but were also fueled by my every thought like a LSD trip. I saw the name of an ex-girlfriend with bright flashing lights around it like a Las Vegas casino sign and repeated across my vision diagonally; it then proceeded to change to many other names. My vision faded away and reappeared with a buddha like figure outlined and symmetrical from top to bottom, with cursive letters from some foreign language wrapped around him. I opened my eyes and it all goes a way. The visuals were the most concrete and cartoonish CEVs I've ever had.

6:25 O is tripping extremely hard and does not want to smoke anymore, I'm starting to get the same idea, but we eventually smoke a little more as usual.

9:30 After a long exhausting day of tripping, I finally head home at 7:30pm and when I arrive home a lot of my family was there. Conversation between them was strange and tried to get away from everyone as soon as possible, in fear of them smelling the marijuana or noticing I'm high.

14:00 I try to pass right out into sleep around midnight, but when I close my eyes for an extended amount of time, I would get minimal dark CEVs and these visuals disable me from sleeping.

15:00 The CEVs eventually end, and I pass out eventually.

One should not attempt to drive on psychedelics.

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 91934

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 18

Published: May 26, 2021	Views: 519

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Cannabis (1), LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   130 lb

This was the very first time I'd taken Acid. It was only 100ug and a single tab. This was an effort to treat my drug resistant Depression. Which psychedelics seem to work miracles for. At the same time, this drug fucking took me into another dimension. I loved everything, everything was so fucking colorful, music felt like the audio was melting from the speakers and distorting in thr best ways. I smoked lots of weed during the trip. I had bought an Ounce of Acapulco Gold prior to the trip and was smoking the entirety of the trip which really just enhanced the sensation of it and I was able to feel vibrations bouncing off everything, I picked up my cat and she nuzzled me trying to figure out if I was doing alright, Which I was having the time of my life. Vibrant colors melted and drifted on every screen. Everything was made so clear and nothing was painful anymore. Life had purpose and I realized that family is most important at the same time I wanted to take Psychedelics out of curiosity and explore my own mind. I had previously been addicted to Dextromethorphan and this chem saved my ass.

Exp Year: 2020	ExpID: 114970

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jun 3, 2021	Views: 415

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LSD (2), Cannabis (1) : Alone (16), Therapeutic Intent or Outcome (49), Depression (15), Combinations (3), First Times (2)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 15 hits

		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 24:00
		 38.5 hits

		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:00

		 oral
		 Cannabis
		 (extract)

		   T+ 0:00

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 0:00

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (extract)

		   T+ 0:00

		 smoked
		 Tobacco - Cigarettes

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   220 lb

[Erowid Note:
The dose described in this report is very high, potentially beyond Erowid's 'heavy' range, and could pose serious health risks or result in unwanted, extreme effects. Sometimes extremely high doses reported are errors rather than actual doses used.]

I had 38 and half tabs of acid over the course of 4/20 - having done 15 tabs for bike day I figured hey why not! Just gotta say that we all have the spark of The Monad, The Source, God, Allah or whatever you like to call it inside us, and for the atheist, well you have it too with your intellect, a gift form above or your genes. I've admitted my darkest sins to my closet friends and feel liberated, and for the friends I wronged I'm already actively helping to fix the problem. I feel so connected to everything and everyone, well because we are - like a webbing of all our memories connecting together into some collective Akashic record. We can access this at anytime, through meditation, prayer, and yoga or psychedelics!

I want to preface this by saying I've started taking psychedelics at 16 after discovering cannabis, and found out about Morning Glory Seeds, and oh man did I have fun with those. I soon moved on to DXM and sadly fell in love with it. While some mock it for being a "teenagers drug" I find it to be a very, very powerful psychedelic dissociative, and yes I say psychedelic and dissociative. Having over 100+ experiences over the course of 8 months, some beautiful and a lot horrifying. Leading me to a really dark place, and really destroying my mental faculties - especially thanks to the heavy drinking involved towards the end of the DXM daze.

I stopped in August of 2017, and experienced hell for months after, but things got better and better with exercise, a good diet, nutrition and some friends, even though I was barely able to speak correctly for months after. But by May of 2018, I had obtained some Mimosa Hostilis Root Bark and Syrian Rue, but it had been sitting around for awhile because I was afraid for whatever reason. But after a night of heavy drinking I decided to make a strong brew and flood dosed my self, I was 18 at the time. I went on to experience high doses of Mescaline a few tim1s between 18 and 20 and finally quit for a couple years, and here I am now 22.

I have recently had experiences with 80 grams of mushrooms throughout the summer of 2020 and quit again for a few months after a bad break up. I happened to get my hands on a gram of some great white powder DMT in 2021 and blasted off a couple of times, and also decided to snort it as I knew it was synthesized in a lab, so I figured it must be more pure than what's extracted by ourselves? Heh, who knows but obviously I like to live a little bit on the edge of humanity, but I sound stupid saying that, oh well - the gram didn't last long with me.

TRIP REPORT STARTS HERE

I've been living pretty shitty for awhile with a lot of my life decisions weighing on me, and I had recently gotten half a sheet of quality onion tested LSD-25 and tripped on a couple and a few tabs here and there, but was still feeling pretty damn shitty wonderful, each note created and CEV that faded away as the next note came to replace it in the chaos. I had a hot chocolate with 1000mg of D8-THC ready to drink, and slammed it at this point.

I had your usual acid visuals but they we're super enhanced, and I was losing a bit of grip of reality. I decided to start talking to my schizophrenic friend on discord voice chat to the best of my abilities, and everything he was saying just made total sense to me, and everything I said to him made total sense to him, there was synchronicity between my background music's lyrics and what he said while talking, and saying exactly what the singer just said. For a couple hours he and I just talked and felt a deep bond, a bond I still feeling heavily while writing this.

After our conversation I decided to confront some demons, and contacted an old friend I had wronged, telling him what I had done and what I was on. Apologizing with my heart and soul, and offering to make it right and he forgave me. That was one of the worst things I've done, and it'd eat me up all the time and to finally be able to make it right is so freeing. By now it's 3am and I've just smoked a bowl of cannabis with a bit of D8-THC distillate sandwiched in the bowl and it kick started things even more to my liking.

I decided to just lay in bed and listen to music and think about my life, and all the people I've hurt and all the wrongs I've done, just everything... All my traumas, all my fears, today at 11:20pm as I write this, I still feel it heavily, though I just smoked some d8-THC and an American Spirit cigarette. But life is going to be alright, I'm young and have so much ahead of me. I don't know what else to write, wish I could tell you all about some crazy visuals or something, but that's not my story to tell.

Exp Year: 2021	ExpID: 115405

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 22

Published: Jun 7, 2021	Views: 496

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LSD (2) : Unknown Context (20), Retrospective / Summary (11), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:

		 4 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 8 glasses
		 oral
		 Alcohol - Beer/Wine

		 2 g
		 oral
		 Smarts - Phenibut

		 8 g
		 oral
		 Kratom

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		 3 hits
		 smoked
		 DMT

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   180 lb

Meeting Entities on LSD and DMT

I've had literally hundreds of psychedelic trips under my belt prior to this experience, but I wanted to go deeper. One night, after taking 4 hits of invader zim LSD tabs, I decided to break out the freebase DMT and wanted take it to another level. I was extremely experienced with LSD but relatively new to DMT and had only done it a few times before this, by itself, in lower doses.

I also had about 8 beers, weed, 8g of kratom and 2g of phenibut that night, so I was pretty messed up

I also had about 8 beers, weed, 8g of kratom and 2g of phenibut that night, so I was pretty messed up

, but I had high tolerance to these substances at that point. I don't think they affected this experience that much, if anything dulled it.

I was peaking on the LSD and then loaded up a bong with 30mg of DMT (weed sandwich), a pipe with 30mg of DMT (weed sandwich) and then 20mg into a meth pipe/"oil burner" (80mg total - smoked). I was absolutely tripping at that point on the LSD, but again, wanted to take this to a new level.

I take the first hit out of the bong. Things start feeling weird, my vision starts vibrating and my body starts looking like I gained 200lbs and lost 2 feet in height. I was stumpy and fat.

I take the 2nd hit out of the pipe. Things starts popping off at this point. I start hallucinating vividly. I glance over towards my closet which was filled with clothes and random other objects - which has now been replaced by a dancing cactus with flailing arms, covered in esoteric Christmas lights. I glance towards my RGB gaming keyboard which was set to a rainbow color shifting pattern. The keys were no longer English but some insane alien language. That's weird, I thought.

I was having a hard time focusing and reaching my goal of that 3rd hit. I was alone and had nobody to help me (always have a trip sitter). I pick up the meth pipe with the remaining DMT, I smoke it and my entire reality just melted away. I looked to my left, where I had a sexy woman poster in a bikini on my wall. I start blasting off at this point. I was staring at this poster, really just looking at her breasts, and suddenly her breasts started multiplying. 2 became 4, then 8... then 12. I was shocked. How could this happen? I suddenly became extremely horny, then a second later I completely forgot what horny means, what sexuality is, what sex itself is. I became even more shocked and worried - as a man this was hard to comprehend.

I closed my eyes and was at "level 2" as McKenna described it. The "chrysanthemum" or the waiting room in his words. Seconds later a roaring rush of cackling energy invaded my ears and I started to feel as if I was falling through the earth at a great speed. Butterflies in my stomach. I SMASHED through this wall/doorway.

Next thing I know the hallucinations suddenly stopped. My closed eyes observed blackness again. I was suddenly struck with that eerie feeling that you are no longer alone... that someone is watching you. Out of the corners of my vision these small fractals, like Tetris blocks, started flying into the center of my vision from every angle forming this strange face that I will never forget. In retrospect I believe I encountered the entity of Heyoka. When his face fully formed he started telepathically saying to me, repeatedly, "I told you so! hahahaha. I told you so! hehehehe".

I was so amazed and stunned I didn't know how to react. After what was probably 20 seconds of communicating with him I started flying backwards at great speed. I was shocked. I said out loud several times "HOLY F*CKING SHIT".

I was flying backwards through this insane universe of hallucinations. I opened my eyes but could no longer SEE anything. I was looking at life through these glass bricks which distorted and bent light which were covered in flames (best way I can describe it). I gave up trying to see things and closed my eyes again.

I was greeted by another entity. It never spoke to me, but it looked exactly like an Aztec god. In an Aztec god art-like pose it was surrounded by what looked like the Aztec calendar. Hundreds of foreign alien symbols. It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever witnessed. After a minute, this faded and was replaced by this shining like 3d cube which made out of marble and carved out of random alphanumeric characters which were constantly shifting and the block was rotating like a rubik's cube.

I open my eyes again and still cannot see anything. My vision was blanketed with rainbows of color and symbols. I started coming down shortly after that. I kept thinking and saying out loud to myself, again, "HOLY F*CKING SHIT". It's the only thing I could think of into rationalized thought at that moment.

Suddenly, as I was coming down, I realized that I was listening to music. Tool - Third Eye to be precise, and the realization that I could hear music again was comforting as I slowly came back down over the course of the next 5-10 min.

Then I just enjoyed the rest of the LSD trip. I will never forget that experience and it will stick for me for life. Crazy shit! I tried DMT dozens more times over the years but never in combination and a lower dose. I feel like taking this combo is feeling like someone comes up behind you on a bridge and slaps a bungee cord to your foot and pushes you off with no warning. I might try it again, if I feel the need for it, but for now I think one experience was enough.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 114475

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 27

Published: Jun 10, 2021	Views: 635

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LSD (2), DMT (18) : Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:

		 1.2 g
		 oral
		 St. John's Wort
		 (capsule)

		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   185 lb

Experience Is Universal

I had tinkered with weak acid in high school a few times and knew that LSD was a powerful, powerful substance, and I knew how beautiful an experience can be. However, I had yet to indulge in the powerful larger doses and stronger doses in general.

As is routine before a psychedelic experience, I spent time meditating to ambient music while incense burned. I cleared my mind using breathing exercises. My intentions for this trip were to finally experience the altered mind and hopefully become enlightened by a life changing experience.

On Halloween Night I dropped two doses of strong LSD-25, I would embark alone, with five friends to keep me company. At about 5:30 PM I turned on. We smoked the bong and the steamroller an I waited for the onset. After 50 minutes, the buildup was beginning to peak and I thought to myself “here we go”, and I started tripping. We smoked some more and then left my friend (T)’s apartment and headed back to our dorm.

It was just me and my roommate (B) in the room when the trip peaked. I laid on my bed and thought. My thoughts looped uncontrollably. With hope of calming my mind a bit I asked B to play Touch of Grey, by the Dead. He put on my entire dead playlist and it certainly calmed me down, which I was very relieved about. During the next hour and a half my trip teetered on the edge between good and bad, but for the most part stayed positive. I remember my thoughts running a million miles a second and  my surroundings overwhelming me. The school pennant over B’s bed rippled, the walls and desks breathed with me and my covers threatened to engulf me. The television looked like a thermal camera. The ceiling rippled in large waves, which upon longer observation morphed into hands that tried to reach out and touch me, I reached up and delicately caressed a hand. Just as all of the goings-on around me would become too much, I would regain control and remember that I was human before slipping back into wonderland.

We decided to leave the dorm and go back to T’s place to smoke some more and listen to some music. Upon leaving the dorm I called and ex-girlfriend and talked to her about... whatever it was we talked about.  My trip had decreased a little in intensity, but I was certainly still vulnerable. As all of the sights and sounds of Halloween streamed through my head all at the same time while I was still on the phone. Evidently, too much was happening at once and the car that I was walking behind started and I jumped out of my skin. After the initial shock, I gained control and B and I laughed about it. Arriving at T’s, I ended my phone call, none of which I remember, and we sat outside and waited. All of the costumed people made for quite a fun waiting period. I watched and watched intently as all sorts of characters walked by us. I remember everyone looking old and then young again. I stared at the tree across the road and the branches twisted and wriggled around each other and my entire view was projected in monochromatic color schemes that looped over and over. A sound came from the football stadium where a game was in happening. It sounded like a train horn and it was very loud to me. It engulfed me and I thought it would never end until it finally trailed off in a long echo.

When the guys came home and we got inside I took a seat and zoned out into my own world. Everything was so alive. Time would fly by for a few minutes, and then seem to stop altogether. We smoked up the rest of our teenth and chilled there until about two a.m. We left and went back to the dorm.  We were there until about 5 a.m. I did random things around our hall in these hours. I talked with friends on the hall and played music. I watched about half of Alice In Wonderland and decided to leave the dorm and go for a walk.

I was starting comedown by now with subtle visuals and audits. I put on my favorite trip music and walked. I don’t know for how long I actually walked, but it must have been about three hours. I specifically remember finding a hill, a hill that I have still never found again. I walked down this hill and it was very steep. When I reached the bottom, I looked behind me and the hill looked like a wave about to crash over top of me.

I finally came back to Earth at about 8 a.m. And enjoyed the afterglow with a cup of tea and a cigarette.

Overall, my trip lasted about fourteen hours before I fell asleep. I enjoyed this experience more so than anything I had previously done. It is a beautiful experience and so enlightening. I certainly enjoyed it and will most definitely be experiencing more in the future.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 75272

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jun 10, 2021	Views: 575

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