		 DOSE:

		 4 hits
		 sublingual
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 oral
		 Alcohol - Beer/Wine
		 (liquid)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   180 lb

Introduction to LSD *FUN*

I found it easier to list all I did, then sum up with my mindset etc at the end.

I had gone out to the bar with some friends and upon returning grew rather bored. I had been wanting to try LSD for some time now and a friend had gifted me with about 16 hits of blotter a few days before. Now I didn't know what a standard dose of blotter looked like *it was all in one strip* and I figured I might be alone for my trip so I asked a pal to deal me out what he thought would be a very light dose. He cut roughly four hits off of the strip and I placed them under my tongue at about 2:45am. I then started playing Madden 2k5 with a friend.

The drug took maybe 45 minutes  before I noticed an effect after which I swallowed the blotter. I felt a mild euphoria and grinned alot. Madden became more and more difficult to play. I began experiencing interesting visuals, but nothing overpowering (objects shifting very slightly, things taking on a 'glow'). AFter what seemed like a very long time *but in retrospect was likely only 15 minutes or so* I became convinced that because of the low dose this would be the extent of my trip. *The day before one of my friends who'd never tripped before took 8 squares with the guy that gave them to me and thought this was a good beginning dose. I am now glad I started with 4!* I wasn't dissapointed and resolved to try a higher dose the next time I was with my friends.

This feeling went on for probably another 15 minutes before I began to experience more powerful hallucinations. I could no longer play madden as the floor kept distracting me with it's movement, patterns, etc. At this point I bid the only guy still awake goodnight and went back to my apartment. Upon entering the hall I saw an array of rainbows being cast from the hall lights and clearly remembering saying to myself, 'This fucking rocks!'. I believe I may have stayed in the hall staring at the pretties for quite awhile though I'm not sure. I went into my apartment feeling just a little bit nervous about tripping for my first time alone. However I felt confident in my ability to keep myself level and began to play guitar. Or attempt to play guitar. I found my fingers reacted very sluggishly and could play nothing even remotely complex. After giving this up with some reluctance *I REALLY wanted to play, had some great ideas just couldn't get 'em out* I caught sight of myself in the mirror. Things were a little bit wierd here as I was able to change the way my face looked by consentrating on it. I made the images of an old man, satan and an alien appear. I noticed also a hypersensitivity to my appearence. I noticed every pore, every whisker, every fault with my face. I remember thinking to myself that I should never break up w/my girl because I'm an ugly fuck and how the hell could she stand sleeping with me? This caused me to want to shave. &gt;8D I found this difficult because I kept getting distracted by shit. I then took a shower and the tactile sensations of the water hitting me became very unbearable. I also spooked myself a bit when I caught my reflection in the faucet.

After this is when the trip starting going...not bad per se, but not totally enjoyable. I attribute this to my being alone, bored and tired. Wasn't panicky or scared or anything, I'd just run out of ideas and was kinda lonely. I began to think that this was, while an interesting drug, a sterile one. I felt 2-dimensional and like I'd lost my connection with earth/life/nature/etc. Really all those things wrapped into a word I don't think exists. I believed this to be the case because it is a man made chemical and thus unnatural. Music was going through my head and for a split second I saw in the swinging blinds a pendulum composed of spinning sawblades mowing through a field of corpses. I thought this was really cool, logged it in my thoughts and then continued my introspection. Time stretched and I wallowed in bed for awhile. I kept seeing in my head a really cool purple cloud that said LSD. I tasted purple. I STILL can taste purple though it is like the memory of a dream. Again this wasn't so much enjoyable as it was interesting. I wanted my trip to end, wanted to go to sleep. I stopped hallucinating to any strong degree at about 7:30-8am. I watched the news and felt an intense loathing at the fakeness of the program. They would giggle and fake laughter about a parade of santa's, then turn somber and dark to talk about a soldiers death, then happy again as a kitten got adopted. At 9am my trip had stopped completely though I still felt a bit...funny. Went next door to my friends and banged on the door yelling 'Dude! I need to talk to a human, man! A HUMAN!' For the next several hours I was a bit overheated and felt a kind of sizzling/popping sensation. Felt good though. I forced down some chinese food later though I wasn't at all hungry and felt totally normal at around 4pm.

I would like to note that though I had caught a buzz at the bar I was totally sober by the time I dosed. I went into this with physical and mental acceptance and eagerness. I was very confident and in positive state of mind. I did not go into this expecting spiritual revelation and I think because of this, recieved none. I looked at it more like a science experiment. And one I will try again. I was never really scared, though sometimes I would spook myself with my reflection and wander off to do something else before coming back to play in the mirror. I never once during my trip regretting taking acid and look forward to doing it again soon. I've also found that while writing this account I have been able to better understand some of the things I was feeling/thinking at the time of my trip. Also, I THOROUGHLY researched the physical and mental effects of LSD. I read trip reports, both good and bad. I read about how people coped with a bad trip and how they, with positive thinking, were still able to turn their trip into a positive experience. Simply put I was well prepared.  With that in mind, I hope this account has been useful to anyone considering tripping for the first time. The next time I trip I will be with friends and hopefully do it during the day. Yup, can't wait!

Exp Year: 2005	ExpID: 50818

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Dec 17, 2018	Views: 917

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LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Music Discussion (22), Various (28)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00

		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 4:15
		 0.5 joints/cigs
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		   T+ 4:15

		 oral
		 Alcohol - Hard

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   130 lb

LSD Microdosing Movement

I’ve had a small cap of 100ug LSD (it was mixed with sugar and put in an empty pill capsule) sitting in my refrigerator for a while. Being interested in microdosing, but was unsure how.  After a long internet search, decided to put the full cap in 100ml of vodka. Wanted to wait for 24hours before having some, but that same day I was going to be part of a Contact Improvisation JAM (a space for movement improvisation either alone or with more people), so I was very interested on how would touch feel with microdosing.

I left the cap to dissolve for around 2 hours before taking 0.6ug before heading to the event (around 18:15). While on traffic (I was not driving) (around 18:50) songs sounded in loud and amazing, had to do a full karaoke moment. Usually I’m really nervous while on traffic since where I live you can get mug in that situation really easy, but I felt really calm and with no anxiety in my body. I was more focused on the singing part.

Got to the I.C. JAM around 19:05. Movement and touch felt the same, but I laugh more than usual.

Movement and touch felt the same, but I laugh more than usual.

 We did like 2.5 hours of full moving on our own and with partners. I did not feel interested in doing lifts or more complex stuff, I was more interested in playing and improvising with the music. I was sweating a lot! (more than my usual and more than anyone else) Drank 2 glasses of water.  There was some food, but I was not hungry at all.

Finish activity at 22:30. I was feeling energetic, so decided to head to a dancefloor. On the way there, had half a joint. This made me feel spaced out and relaxed. Got to the club and order 1 rum&amp;coke with a looooot of ice. That drink, plus one glass of water, got me dancing up until 1:30am. I was not feeling super excited but more like if I’ve had a great nap and could just keep up for a long time. Decided to leave the club of a responsibility aspect of actually getting up the next day, but my energy could have kept me longer.

When I got home (2:00) I got right to bed. Sleep really well and was able to wake at 7:30 for work. Work that day went by with me feeling happy and carefree. I even got a lot of painting done that night after work, still feeling inspire with every song that came up and all the color palette.

First impression is that micro dosing gave me the energy I’m usually lacking to get things done and enjoy present moment.

Exp Year: 2017	ExpID: 110619

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Dec 21, 2018	Views: 893

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LSD (2) : Various (28), Performance Enhancement (50), General (1)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 .5 tablets
		 sublingual
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 2:30
		 .5 tablets
		 sublingual
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 5:30
		 1 bump
		 insufflated
		 Ketamine
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 55:45
		 1 bump
		 insufflated
		 Ketamine
		 (powder / crystals)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   12 st

Background info:

I've done LSD once before, in a tent in a storm, was insanely good!

I've done ketamine quite a few times.

The person I bought both off of is one of my best friends who I introduced to weed 2 years ago or so, and he now can get anything I want lmao. He works in the same place as me, I got him the job there.

So I go to work on the saturday and meet my friend in the morning, let's call him X. I met him on the bus as usual and we went to work, him telling me about this sheet of acid he just got in. So I arrange to get a few hits and a tenbag from him the next day at work. He has been selling them for £5 a hit, but sorted me 3 for £10, along with a basically 2 gram tenbag. 2 of the hits I'm saving for me and my gf, so I decided to take half of a tab just to test it.

THE EXPERIENCE.

I finish my dinner and head up to my room, rip half of a hit off and leave it under my tongue until it falls apart in my mouth. Little tab with a blue star on it. After this I get a very strange feeling in my head. I feel sort of nervous, but it's natural with what I was hoping to experience.

T+1:00:00

I feel very anxious, somewhat nervous and very excited.

T+2:00:00

Still anxious and nervous, but not very excited now.

T+2:30:00

Anxious, nervous, angry because it seems like pure placebo, I take the other half to give it a try.

T+3:00:00

Slight distortions in vision, slight thought racing, slight feeling of anger still, arguing with girlfriend.. Awkward while tripping slightly.

T+4:30:00

Feel very held back tripwise, sorted it with gf and she went off of msn to go to bed, so I figured I'd go to my bed too. This is where it gets fun

T+4:45:00

Lying in bed, tried going to sleep yet that seemed to just throw me into a trip. I can see people in white and black checkers when I close my eyes, and with my eyes open my lampshade keeps dissapearing and the small lights from computer keep joining together and glowing so bright. I think about the argument me and the GF had...

T+5:00:00

I've reached the point of acceptance.. I decided I couldn't care less where my life goes on alot of aspects, as long as I try and take it where I want. If I fail in going where I want, it wasn't meant to be and I can carry on from another perspective.

I decided I couldn't care less where my life goes on alot of aspects, as long as I try and take it where I want. If I fail in going where I want, it wasn't meant to be and I can carry on from another perspective.

 I realise I'm tripping on my close friends 6 month anniversary from when he killed himself.. I think about him too...

T+5:15:00

I have been thinking about my friend who passed away, it sucks, but I sort of see him in my head, I feel almost like I'm communicating with him and he's telling me he is fine, I realise this acid is better than I thought.

T+5:30:00

Tired, want to sleep, it's 2:30 AM by this point, I walk across my room and pour out a bump of ketamine and snort it, then return to my bed.

T+5:45:00

The ketamine has hit me well now, everything is distorted and everything has insane trails, everything is moving so slowly, how strange. My legs feel numb and I'm so relaxed, but everything is distorting, walls are pulsating slightly and touch feels very strange.

T+6:30:00

3 AM, ketamine has worn off.. I did another bump halfway between writing this and the one before, I layed back down after doing it and was thrown into my own head, my eyelids got very heavy between the tiredness and the ketamine and when I closed them, I could see kaleidoscope patterns, friends faces, patterns, allsorts of strange thins, but that only lasted 30 mins or so

T+7:00:00

4 AM, by this point I fell asleep.

Next day I wrote this:

It felt strange being on this combination, I did SO much thinking, and the LSD kept making my spine twitch slightly, very strange sensation. I kept thinking about life, the universe and everything. I thought alot about losing people, gf's, friends, family etc. And thought about how we grieve, and feel nothing will ever be better, then it suddenly is.

It was strange because I was thinking about bad things like that some of the time, but not having a bad trip in any shape or form.   Not even when arguing with girlfriend.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 73435

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Dec 30, 2018	Views: 1,021

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LSD (2), Ketamine (31) : General (1), Combinations (3), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:

		 2 tablets
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   190 lb

Amazing

First, let me tell you a little about me. I'm 17. I've smoked pot for years, done ecstasy enough times, explored the effects of DXM, popped many type of pills, but I never did acid. Main reason: hard to find. But one night, about 6 months ago, I did get some....

It all started one Saturday night, when I decided to spend the night over at Daniel's house. Two other friends, Kevin and Sean were also staying over at Daniel's house, too. Daniel's older brother, David, was also staying there. Sean came and picked me up and drove to Daniel's house, even though Kevin and Daniel weren't going to be there for about another two hours. Once we got there, we just watched T.V. with David. A co-worker of mine (at that time) called me and said he had some acid for $5 a hit. So, I decided to buy six hits. That's two for me, two for Sean, and two for Franz (another friend of ours that wasn't spending the night at Daniel's house). After purchasing the acid, we drove to Franz's house to drop off his two hits. When we arrived back to Daniel's house, I examined the acid: small, white paper blotter with a red triangle in the middle.

Sean and me didn't think that these little pieces of paper could do anything. So, Sean and me carelessly put our two hits in our mouths. After thirty minutes, with no effects, I started to doubt if it was even real acid. But fifteen minutes after that I felt it's first effect. I was sitting on the couch, with Sean and David, and a just started laughing and giggling. Then Sean started doing it. David just thought we were acting like fools. I specifically remember me and Sean turned upside down on the couch and started 'walking' on the ceiling. I, then, realized that we did indeed get real acid. Daniel and Kevin soon came home and we told them that we were tripping our balls off. Kevin knew some knowledge about acid and he said we would probably be tripping for the next twelve to sixteen hours. I never thought acid lasted so long. Sean and me got worried, because we both had to work the next day at ten in the morning. Daniel had a dime-size joint, so we walked outside and started smoking it. Daniel started joking around, saying 'Whoa dude, your tripping' and 'You getting any visuals'. Daniel was also acting like he was going to hit me. That was when I started to feel the anxiety and nervousness that acid gives you. Almost like you have a sense of false security.

We got back inside the house and David, Daniel, and Kevin decided to go to bed. That was when Sean and me started peaking. My mind felt like it had million of questions, statements, thoughts, images, and colors racing threw it all at the same time. I found very simple things to be very amusing. Like staring at the ceiling, watching T.V., or playing with a cigarette. Sean had a pair a glow sticks and he soon began to wavy them around in different patterns and shapes. I found it very fascinating to look at them. Time only seemed to creep by. I remembered that Franz had also taken two hits and that he had to work the next day at eight in the morning. I didn't call him because I was so paranoid from the acid.

Everything that I looked at had an extra sparkle, even if it was dark in room. I began to worry if I was going to be able to going work, letting the acid get the best of me. But it was now six in the morning and I was still tripping, along with Sean. We watched cartoons for a while, and drank some milk. I walked over to the window and glanced outside. The sun's rays were just starting to come up. I was dazzled by the sky. It looked like someone littered the sky with watercolors. Then colors would change rapidly.

We soon realized that we were going to have to go to work tripping still. I wasn't getting visuals still, but I could still see tracers, and I'd still see things in multi-colors. So did Sean. On our way to work I can still feel the nervousness that acid give you. Sean dropped me off, and told me that he'd call me later.

At work, I'm a cashier. So, I had to interact with people a lot. I didn't like that idea. You could tell a difference in the way a talked to people. I'd try to avoid people, customers, and employees. My manager said I looked tired. I told her that I was out late last night. The effects completely whore off over the next couple hours at work.

Acid made me look at life in a new way. To explore my boundaries. If I could do acid again I would. I think it's amazing how acid makes you see and think about things. Oh ya, Franz tripped that night for his first time, too. Only he was alone. Now that would be weird.

Exp Year: 2001	ExpID: 13450

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 17

Published: Jan 6, 2019	Views: 838

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LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Hangover / Days After (46), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 2 tablets
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   140 lb

One beautiful July evening, two friends and me decided it was a prime time to eat some acid. I was giddy with excitement so I called up my dealer and bought six hits, two for each of us. As soon as we got our hands on it, we put the vinegary paper on our tongues and began walking towards the beach.

As we arrived at the beach, the effects began slowly creeping upon me. I was light, and felt as if I were floating like a fairy. Everything I looked upon began to get that familiar halo-like outline to it. We passed through a huge crowd who were watching the Fourth of July fireworks.

We came to a large patch of grass with tall trees all around and decided we should lie down there. This is when I began to come up. My body started to feel electrically numb. The fireworks and stars were breathtakingly fantastic. We noticed a large group of alpha-male types having a vicious circle fight right near us so we got up and moved on.

At this point I was aware that time had gone out the window. My mind became flooded with rapid-fire thoughts. I was dumbfounded when I looked up to notice the grass and dirt beneath my feet waving like a liquid ocean. I walked up to a tall evergreen and put my hand on it. It was as if I could feel the tree exuding some life force onto my hand.

One of my friends ran into two friends of his and we followed them to one of their apartments. When we walked down the apartment hallway, I hallucinated massively. As I walked down the hallway, black paisley patterns would be magically painted onto the walls in my wake. We arrived at the apartment and all sat down on the couch to roll up a fat joint or two. Every time I closed my eyes a brilliant shimmering curtain of rainbow colored flower petals would dance about.

At this point in the trip I experienced a level of awkwardness difficult to even describe. I couldn’t keep eye contact with anyone because I felt they were reading my thoughts. When I glanced up at my friends buddy he appeared to have four eyes and an elongating stretching chin. A little freaked out but nothing to worry about, just a side effect of the drug. However, throughout the entire trip I was laughing and giggling on and off.

When the joints were rolled we proceeded outside into the night and climbed on top of the restaurant my friend worked at. Up there on that roof we watched the town below and smoked joints. On the way down I almost stepped off the roof due to a lack of being in my body. This scared the shit out of me and I slapped myself back into it and climbed down the ladder.

Later one friend left to catch the bus home so my one friend and me left wandered aimlessly around the dark streets of our small town. We walked up some round grassy hills and then lied down on the top. This was one of the coolest parts of my trip. I was literally leaving my body and flying into the complex cosmos of stars. We lay there for an immeasurable amount of time.

Eventually, I became exhausted and decided to go home. Bad idea. When I got there I lay naked on my bed in the fetal position. My mind began working overtime and hyper-analyzing my life and future. This was mentally exhausting and I was still slightly tripping when the sun rose the next day.

Overall, a very positive experience and it will not be my last.

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 80843

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 18

Published: Jan 12, 2019	Views: 933

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		 DOSE:

		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   71 kg

In this report I'm going to be writing about an acid trip I had this summer that ended with me in the psych ward. Btw this my first time writing some sort of trip report, but I felt that I had to share this, and I’m hoping someone is going to learn from my mistakes and not use such a powerful and heavy drug as irresponsible as I did.

It all started with my mother and my siblings visiting my grandmother (she basically lives on the other side of the country). I had been planning an acid trip for a while and this looked like a pretty good opportunity because I had the apartment all by myself for about a week.

I wouldn't really call myself experienced when it comes to LSD, but I had dropped acid about 4-5 times before, but I never had a bad trip. That was about to change however.

There was nothing wrong with the LSD, I bought it from a guy I trust and I had dropped the same acid before with the same dose.

There was nothing wrong with the LSD, I bought it from a guy I trust and I had dropped the same acid before with the same dose.

At around 17:00 two of my friends came to my house, I'm going to call them S and M. It was around that time I dropped my acid (155 mics). My friends had recently bought a relatively large amount of hash, and we decided to bake brownies. I wasn’t planning on using any cannabis or any other drug for that matter because I was being drug tested, and I also wanted pure acid trip, I feel like cannabis has a way of ruining a trip.

Around 18:00 we went to the store to buy baking ingredients. About this time I started to feel the acid kicking in, this made me feel a bit paranoid because I felt like I was going to meet my mom’s friend or something in that fashion. I started to feel somewhat anxious and stressed which kind of built up during the trip.

When we arrived at my apartment about 30 minutes later my friends started to cut up the hash bar to smaller pieces, and because of my heightened senses, the entire apartment smelled like a fucking dispensary. When we actually got to the baking point I forgot how to use my oven and got really uncomfortable and paranoid.

Sometime later after we finished baking my other friend L came to my house, if I remember things correctly he was unaware that I was tripping but I think he found out eventually, which was very relieving because I felt like he treated me weird at first. After a while we went outside and they smoked a few joints, we were sitting by some thorn bushes and they made me extremely uncomfortable, I felt as if there was a dangerous animal behind me and I could feel its breath in my neck. I also made the terrible mistake of sitting in moss, because it got stuck on my legs and arms and I thought I had hundreds of ticks all over my body, I could also feel my eyes and fingers turning to some sort of mossy sand, however S reassured me that it was just a hallucination. I started to feel these disgusting rotten green tentacles ensnaring my entire body. This was when things started to get really horrifying.

I think my friends noticed me getting uncomfortable so we went inside. I remember that the window was open and I felt the energy of the evil forest. Every time I looked through the window I would feel the tentacles slowly ensnaring me again.

About 22:00 I got a call from my mother, and for some unknown reason I decided to answer, and she noticed something was off with me. I have no memories of the phone call, my short term memory was pretty much nonexistent at this point

my short term memory was pretty much nonexistent at this point

. I think that my friends left me because they didn’t want to get in trouble, I don’t blame them though.

The next thing I remember is my dad knocking on the front door, and for some reason, his friend was there too, and he had lots of tattoos which in my brain meant that he was a Nazi. Suddenly I was in my dad's car. I think I started talking to him about Nazism, and I think they were joking with me, but my brain decided that they were threatening me about taking me to a concentration camp.

All of a sudden my dad stopped the car immediately and I almost flew out of my seat, which triggered flashbacks from a car accident I was in when I was younger. He also played a song in the car that made me think my best friend had died. I think I had a memory loss because all of a sudden my dad was driving a tractor and he looked like Adolf Hitler. Then he drove into the psych ward, and all the houses were white red and black, confirming my concentration camp theory.

I was unable to walk out of the car because of an extreme pain in my legs, for some reason I was also bleeding from my head. I think I had to be carried by my dad and a nurse who also was my English teacher except he was Danish (I’m going to call him J). I had another memory loss, and suddenly I was in a room on a bed with my dad and J. I had no idea how I got there or why, so I assumed it was a nightmare, but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t wake up. I was stuck in a horrible nightmare and my only wish was to wake up, but I couldn’t.

J took my blood pressure with those bands that go around your arm, and it felt like the life was squeezed out of my arm. I was being tortured by my English teacher. After practically killing my arm he asked me to take a shower, however, when I entered the bathroom there was no shower to be found. I suddenly realized I was about to be gassed to death, J tried to close the door and I started hearing an unpleasant horrendous agonizing sound that I don’t think is possible to explain in any human language, imagine hearing the end of your life and everything you love in audio, it sort of reminded me of planes bombing a city with air raid sirens in the background, but way more complex and horrible. I forced myself out of the bathroom in fear of my life. My dad and J were mocking me because I didn’t have the guts to die. I tried once again for some reason to enter the gas chamber, once again I heard that horrifying sound of the doors closing. I noticed a mirror, shaking of fright I tried to look in the mirror, I saw a glimpse of a brown suit with a red band around the arm. In my reflection I saw Adolf Hitler. I was certain that my life was about to end, but yet I refused to accept it. Once again I ran out of the bathroom. This time there were more people outside, they were all laughing at me. At this moment I felt nothing but misery and total hopelessness.

I think I repeated that process a few more times. It felt like I deserved it for not having the guts to end my own life, I felt like the world would be a better place without me, I despised myself for having the courage to take my own life to make the world a better place.

I have no idea how I got out of that situation, but I was put in a room. When the door closed I saw a sign saying “you are at the hospital”. My entire body was filled with an indescribable amount of relief.

When the door closed I saw a sign saying “you are at the hospital”. My entire body was filled with an indescribable amount of relief.

 Everything slowly started to come back to me, I didn’t even have the energy to worry about the consequences, my only worry was how worried my friends had to be, I didn’t get the chance to contact them until the day after.

IN CONCLUSION

This is probably the worst experience I’ve had in my life, and it could have been avoided just by turning off my phone and not going to places that made me uncomfortable.

Even if this was a nightmarish experience, I learned some very important things. I think most of the people that use psychedelics are aware that psychedelics should be treated with respect, and that you shouldn’t take them just to see some “pretty colors”, but I also think that a bad trip is almost necessary to really understand the astronomical amount of respect that is needed to safely use psychedelics. I also learned that if I have even the SLIGHTEST doubt before dropping acid, I shouldn’t do it.

Exp Year: 2018	ExpID: 112628

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jan 17, 2019	Views: 1,300

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LSD (2) : Bad Trips (6), Train Wrecks &amp; Trip Disasters (7), Various (28)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:00
		 2 g
		 oral
		 Mushrooms
		 (dried)

		   T+ 2:45
		 50 mg
		 insufflated
		 MDMA
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 4:30

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 lb

A little bit of introduction: I have a long history of drug use and I've had a large variety of them- Marijuana/Hashish, Amphetamines, mescaline, mushrooms, LSD, LSA, 2c-I, Ether, Opiates, Salvia and many pharms. After experimenting with different combinations I decided to combine a small dose of some strong mushrooms, a hit of LSD and about 50 mg of MDMA. Here's what happened:

22:30pm:T +00-- I first took the blotter and proceeded to chew the mushrooms right after.

23:30pm T +1:00-- feeling the first wave and starting to see crawling surfaces and auras around objects. Geometry of everything started to shift as usual- blinds waving, walls breathing, lights became almost unbearable and color of room became unrecognizable beyond the swiftly changing hues of yellow, orange, geen and purple.

This seemed like a nice starts, nothing unusual tho. There seemed to be a lack of the paranoia that creeps up on me with LSD and slowly the effects seemed to become less and less visual, shifting towards mental.

00:45: T+2:45 The decision came to insuflate a line of MDMA tablet I've been saving for a couple weeks. I knew the mdma was of good purity from same batch.  I figured that a low dose might be good,  just to see if there will be a noticeable effect, along with other two substances.  What happened was that the euphoria from MDMA was there, but the psychedelic and shifty fassion of LSD and mushrooms was barely noticeable.

02:30am T+4:30 After feeling some discomfort in the jaw, I decided to go to a friend's place and smoke some weed and see if the other psychedelics will come back to their initial strength. The only thing left now was the feeling of stimulation, no more euphoria or the wild visuals. After I smoked a couple joints I felt relaxed enough to to back to my room and start getting ready to go to bed. This is quite unusual for a mushroom or LSD trip. Even though I can go to sleep after taking a single hit of acid or a dose of mushrooms, I can only do that about 8 to 12 hours into the trip, no earlyer. This time was different.

03:45am T+ 5:45-- I was almost back to baseline and could not believe my own eyes-- not for the usual reasons.  It was over, it came and went like a storm, a fast one that lacked the wind.  I do not know what was the reason for such a short trip, but I think it may hasve something to do with LSD and psolocybin cross-tolerance in vivo. I was then able to go to sleep and woke up next morning rested, but feeling out of place.

In conclusion, i think that this was an interesting experience to see how combining two very likable substances turned out to be less effective than taking them separately.  MDMA also played a role here, but I was also expecting it to make the trip more euphoric and vivid instead of diminishing it.

Previously I have combined a large dose of mescaline with a couple grams of psilocybin mushrooms and that turned out to be a very long 17 hour trip where I was able to see into the future with my eyes close and open, so to say ,).

I am sure that in the future there will be many other opportunities to try this combination, perhaps at higher doses. Overall it was a good experience, but I don't think it is worth repeating if the results will be the same.

Uncl3 Sam

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 53966

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jan 23, 2019	Views: 1,025

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LSD (2), Mushrooms (39), MDMA (3) : General (1), Combinations (3), Various (28)


		 DOSE:

		 2 tablets
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   179 lb

9:30 PM:

I pick up two blotter tabs of Acid and take them there. My brother was driving, and my wife and I took the acid. We get to the movie theater around 10:00, and I could definitely feel myself coming up as we bought the tickets for a 10:30 showing.

The previews come on, and I go to get popcorn. I tried extremely hard to appear normal, and it seemed to be working. I was coming up, and harder than I ever had before on a hallucinogen. I bought popcorn and a drink, and began to see the sparkles in the theater's floor start looking like stars in the distance as I walked. From here, I was tripping and things got unusual.

I'll try to explain as best as possible. We were seeing 'Where the Wild Things Are', based on the children's book. We were not counting on this being a terrifying, dark and depressing movie. To make matters worse, my experience watching the movie was essentially me being the character. I now fully understand what it feels like to be another person. I felt this kid's emotion, and better yet, I could smell every scene, feel everything. I smelt water at the ocean, I was cold when it snowed, I felt snow fall on my face. I was terrified at times, happy at others.

I had to tell myself that as long as I stayed in that chair, I would not die. At times, I couldn't even feel the chair. I would grab onto my wife's hand, and she felt like my only tether to reality.

All in all, the movie felt like it lead me into a fantastic trip the rest of the night. Like it was guiding me through it almost. It felt as if the movies was years long, but was over before it started. The rest of the night was amazing as soon as I got home and felt safe. However, watching this movie allowed me to fully think and feel like a 6 year old, fully understanding that i was only imagining everything, yet still actually seeing these fucked up adults as fun, brutal monsters. It may have been a masterpiece of a movie, I may have been blown, or it was both.

Exp Year: 2009	ExpID: 81795

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 20

Published: Jan 25, 2019	Views: 907

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LSD (2) : General (1), Public Space (Museum, Park, etc) (53)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:30
		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:30

		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 line
		 insufflated
		 Ketamine
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 line
		 insufflated
		 Ketamine
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   T+ 0:00
		 1 line
		 insufflated
		 Ketamine
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 0:00
		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 lb

So I guess ill start by saying I've been doing Harder shit for awhile now. Its been like 2 years since it all started. A couple months since a Coke Overdose.

I've been obsessed with Ketamine, I always studied it before the trip ever occured. Something about the word 'K-hole' just like drew my intrest big time. Not too mention my closest friend/relative feels the same way, but once again, Who can blame us?

So the night started out like this, bought a gram of extremely good quality K, we normally Re-up in the city every week.

As I was saying, I then bought 4 hits of acid, I thought 2 would be enough for a decent trip but thats all I've been taking the past couple of weeks.

Took the first one around 5pm, Always over excited for the trip to begin at this point.

5:30 I took the other hit, then smoked two blunts with a few of the other people at the party, they took some Acid and K, but not as much. We had a newcomer along for the ride too, but we didnt blast him off into the K-hole.

So it was set pretty much, the acid had me keep the biggest smile on my face coming up, I thought of my reality. I was with my sister and brother in law so I was safe, we had Shpongle playing in one room, and Tiesto in the other. Before hand we ran to wal-mart. Bought a fuckton of christmas lights and then set them up around the entire house, hanging from the sides of the ceiling, one room was entirely darkness, with the christmas lights matching differently for each room, one was green, the other blood red, the Shpongle room blue. And the Tiesto room purple. Of course we had a visualizer going. The music started to get more appreciation from everybody. The one guy could not stop laughing like Peter griffin from family guy (Its just how his personality was I guess). But he just kept laughing like that, and all of us in the other room were just busting up because it was borderline agitating and borderline hilarious for how many hours it kept on like that.

Anyway, As I was saying I busted out a nice huge Rail of K, rolled the 100$ up perfectly and of course, 'Fucked Katherine' as we call it.

10 minutes in, the normal K expierience, everything seems alittle bit more slow. My reflexes borderline between super slow and super fast. I cant remember much of coming up from there. But I remember my friends asking me if I was okay, and all I could say was 'Some kind of K-hole!' In like a robotic voice, we seem to always talk from high pitch to mid pitch to low pitch when were on K, its like our own personal language I guess.  So everyone kept laughing, But as people were talking, and I was sobering up, I did another line.

When people spoke, It was like certain letters triggered certain K-holes throughout the night. The visuals from the acid kept it super crazy. I picked up some green glow sticks and of course started just raving out. 2 others started doing the same. Pretty soon I saw the visualizer just flood my vision occasionally. Then I'd walk back into the visualizer room and just chill there for a bit, then get back up and start dancing with Katherine again. I took another hit of acid. Thats when reality and my world kinda seperated more then ever (As it always does every weekend).

Pretty soon my vision was blurry, if anyone has played Assassins Creed for the 360, The way that game focus's was how I was seeing things and people. I had the weirdest conception the people around me were in Different K-holes. But I was here because like someone hired them to watch me, When I concentrated enough on going deeper in the hole, I saw a dark shadow squirm across the floor,  it was random each time. But it would climb onto the wall and jump into someones body, thats when I thought I could hear there thoughts (Even though it seems farfetched now, it seemed so real when it was happening.)  The night went on for quite awhile.

As I was coming down sorta off of the acid around 10 or 11, we were so surprised how early it was, and how everyone was running low on K already even though we baked an ounce the night before. I didnt want to leave the hole yet though, I didnt care what the acid wanted to do. So of course, another rail to keep me in that awesome hole. I sat down watching the visualizer. My back against the floor and my head against the corner of the wall propped up by a pillow. I felt like I was moving toward the visualizer. But my visuals and trails and patterns were all pulling me out of my body. Through the corner of the floor. I felt and saw as though my head was real close to my knees. But I was still laying down. As that hole was closing up I saw a golden light from behind the wall. It almost felt like another entity or being, I couldnt really explain it even if I tried harder then this. Pretty soon the visualizer and music in itself gave me a weird concept. If these things speaking in the music was actually how Demonic forces connected with us. The concept in my head was an outside party, with a gigantic fountain of color changing water, and a demon morphing straight into the water, The sounds I heard that night were so other-worldly. So throughout the entire night the doses were 6 blunts, 3 bowls. 3 pieces of paper. And of course a gram of my greatest friend, Katherine.

These expierences are priceless, and they always will be remembered that was as long as I live. Life seems to keep reminding me its more and more delicate as I get older, so never take it for granted, And always keep my head on the right way and never let anyone tell me who I am supposed to or should be.

You can call me J, I am an expierienced K-hole traveler.

Peace

Exp Year: 2007	ExpID: 67501

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Jan 25, 2019	Views: 1,003

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Ketamine (31), LSD (2) : General (1), Combinations (3), Music Discussion (22), Small Group (2-9) (17)


		 DOSE:

		 oral
		 LSD

		 .5 joints/cigs
		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

[Erowid Note:
Driving while intoxicated, tripping, or extremely sleep deprived is dangerous and irresponsible because it endangers other people. Don't do it!]

I have had one bad trip.  I took an unknown dose on a cube in the woods with my friend. It was dusk when it set in, and it was fairly chilly.  I was prepared for the weather, but my friend was not.  We enjoyed ourselves for a bit, but everything went down hill after we smoked a joint.  All that either of us noticed after the joint was that our ability to concentrate had vanished, therefore destroying any chance of a stimulating mental experience.  Soon after the joint my friend began to worry about the cold, although he could not feel it.  He worried that he would become hypothermic and not realise it in time.  Unfortunately for us, we had no where 'safe' to go, or so we thought, so I ended up driving him around for about 7 hours, until we were both way down and I was about out of gas.  Driving, needless to say, was not pleasant.  Possibly out of a desire to concentrate, or for some subconscious reason, I talked without more than 30 seconds of interruption for the entire drive.  Imagine what that must have been like for my friend.  Luckily there was little or no panic; it was more like time had become a skipping record, repeating over and over without our knowledge.  Slow torture.

Later my friend admitted to me that while we were still in the woods he was having deja vu, the setting reminding him of dreams which he had had predicting the day of his death.  I still don't know whether he had those dreams in reality or not, but I'm quite thankful that he had the consideration not to tell me about it at the time, because surely I could not have helped and we would have spiraled into terror together.  I'd like to believe that he was not already there.

I believe that if we had both been properly prepared for the weather this may not have happened, but I think the joint was quite detrimental.  Our minds were much more lucid before the pot.  Lesson learned.

Never had a flashback.  Just wanted to tell my story.

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 14706

Gender: Not Specified

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Feb 5, 2019	Views: 1,021

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Cannabis (1), LSD (2) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Nature / Outdoors (23), Bad Trips (6), Difficult Experiences (5), Combinations (3)


		 DOSE:

		 0.5 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 Various

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   78 lb

[Substances mentioned in this report:  amphetamine, 2ce, methamphetamine, cocaine, thc, MDMA, MDA, 2ci, 2cd, 2cp, LSD, LSA, DMT, 25i-NBOME, Nitrous Oxide, Alcohol, 2ct7, 2ct2, 2cb, DOM, DOB, DOI, 5-meo-dipt]

The short summary...

PART 1: Innocence

Let me begin by saying, that is has taken me tens and tens of years to earn even some kind of respect from the powers that open up us from such small molecules that we ingest in our body. Fortunately the more respect with them, the more respect they show us. Some should left behind, some come in handy, but can you control it? Do you know your limits well enough? How does it all go down hill? When did it happen?

When I tried LSD for the first time, boy was that fun, picture this, "me", your friend is thinking he is dreaming and thinks that since it's a dream nothing would matter. I was driven be my wonderful university friends back home to my mother, whom I told everything, I could never keep secrets from loved ones.

There is was, by first trip, it as 1/2 an LSD tab of a Hoffman. Never heard anyone else having a similar experience before or since. You see, I dind't think things were real. I had the same sense as I would in a lucid dream, I am in control of all preceived reality, as it's not corporeal. But alas, my experience WAS in the corporeal world.

Lesson No 1. : Karma exists in dreams, be wise of the choice you make there, for they are the same as if you did them waking.

Before LSD I actually had this natural urge to try things, to drink this or drink that, to smoke this or that. It was a boundless couriosity who's sole aim what was to be explored, what was to be tasted, understood. I woldn't have know the pain I caused so many young women in high school had I finally not had it done to me. Although I felt regret, it quickly passed, the pain of my own shame continued for eight years. The shame of always looking for something new, nice, fresh, never ever was I one to settle. A nomad from my young days of immigration. Here, it is the crux of that curiosity. I would sniff, chew the leaves of gums, read books on native plants and their constituents. Before that, video games were a great to to learn the world, but so limited and this I took out more to nature.

At 17 In my first Job I heard to DMT which following my endless exploration of the internet I discovered the association between the source good desert spirit music coming from Israel and the festive energy of the coasts of India. The two formed an incredible symbioisis world wide (but that is another story). It was at this point, decided. I want to know, what is this experience they talk about on DMT? My fascination with dream at a young age drove me to learn more and more. On everything from Ginseng to Kava to San Pedro to Acacia Trees and Phalaris Grasses. I even had a go at smoking some grass (to no avail). I was ever any chemist, other than the cookpot dishes for a monthly dinner. Nor was a business man, as I would have picked up the Rave Trend and seen the explosion of late cocktail night parties. Providing the foundation of Feel Good/Connecting energy that will forever sit with in nostalgia.

I was never a weed smoker, I tried it a few times but it lacked little purpose other than a pleasent drift off to sleep, I have never had problems sleeping, and the THC anxiety never helped.

So as University drew on, the work was there, the school was there, the friends, money and parties all in one. Sooner or later I met my second best friend Tom. A truly inspiring human being I always admired in his artistic talent, sometimes envied, but I chose the more business path, so I was proud of his contribution to our music ensemble. During this period I delved even deeper to the community evolving our mind altering substance. Discovering the Great Terence McKenna and Alexander &amp; Ann Shulgin. I feverently read their books, and although I found Terences postulations were quite out there. Pihkal felt close to home, relatable, personal and friendly.

And so, without any idea of the laws regarding our chemical importation market. I made a friend in China,  who  is a state factory, could build anything for a "Price".

Now, since I did not care too much for the responsibility of excess material possessions, money wasn't really that important, I always had enough to survive, and as a nomad, it's a good living.

So, looking at the top of the list of Shulgins creations, I picked out 2ct7 and 2ci to bring into Australia, long before I even heard of the analog laws. I called the TGA, they said quote "If they are not listed on the federal schedule list there are no import controls" So there you have it, on of the first vials of 500mg of 2ct7 arrived at my door by a friendly FedMan. Those were even better times! We just or were finishing uni, getting out of our parents places, making lives for ourselves, making lasting friendships and being in love.

I remember is sort of started when four of us walked the streets in a delighful daze of 2ci, one of my original favourites. I never realised how quickly these experiences would spread, how the joys, awe and wonder inspired under the influence were so much more fluid, clear and insightful than any of the mainstream intoxicants

the joys, awe and wonder inspired under the influence were so much more fluid, clear and insightful than any of the mainstream intoxicants

 like Coffee, Alcohol or Marijuana.

2. FAILURE

But with that certain sense of the kindness and goodness in the universe, we were yet to go through its opposing side. As excess drew closer, as we began to exhalt in our arrogance of knowledge and how we as simple 20 years olds knew the answers to all that was.

Well, can you imagine the horror, pain,  anguish that ensued as we learnt our lesson on how powerfully these medicines intertwine us with ourselves, our kin and the people around us. How careful we should be with them, the respects that need to be paid.

Many incredible close calls, visits to the hospitals, panic attacks and horror inducing experiences. Then it took a culmination of everything, with further exploration into the endless, pointless euphoria of smoking crack cocaine and the pressures of life, brought it all crashing down in 2008. But even before that, we where smashed with the dangers of potent psychedelic amphetamines, resulting in a hospital visit. The shame never leaves you, but perhaps the lesson stays on.

We couldn't count the close calls. The excess... where and why did it ever come to a point that this was our behavior

The excess... where and why did it ever come to a point that this was our behavior

. At no point at the start of my 20s did I think I would be getting a car door smashed into my face.

3. KNOWLEDGE

Even with the full source of "literary" knowledge. Slowly a certain wisdom creeps in, after so many close calls with death, with so many potentially fatal outcomes based on stupid decisions. One grows a little bit more respectful, and this is where prohibition fails. It fails to see the innate need for each human to experience their own journeys, just like a rollercoaster. All the people I explored, 2ce, methamphetamine, cocaine, thc, MDMA, MDA, 2ci, 2cd, 2cp, LSD, LSA. DMT, 25i-NBOME, Nitrous Oxide, Alcohol, 2ct7, 2ct2, 2cb, DOM, DOB, DOI, 5-meo-dipt. These were simple some direction posts of what the mind is capable. For really, everything is all mind, and to explore within us its possibilities.

And such as we have mostly, as a people grown to have a few wines or beers in a while, there will be a few of us who need to keep away real pain.

Such as these aforementioned tools and medicines.

And it is on this note, that after 30 years of exploration, 25mg Amphetamine Sulfate and 1.5 DOM help provoke an appropriate telling of a true story.

If I could have asked for one thing through my exploration of the mind, it would have been to have a mentor to help guide me.

Exp Year: 1998-2019	ExpID: 112831

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 38

Published: Feb 10, 2019	Views: 1,272

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LSD (2), Various (136) : Various (28), Addiction &amp; Habituation (10), Retrospective / Summary (11)


		 DOSE:

		   repeated
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis

		 2 g
		 oral
		 Mushrooms

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   200 lb

This is a report of what I believe to be symptoms of HPPD caused by irresponsible use of LSD and mushrooms.

It was Thursday and after my friend had returned from out of state. He had quite a bit of real, quality acid. It came on a yellowish notecard with lines like graph paper constituting the doses. I had bought a five strip for $25 dollars (I sold 1.5). I had never had LSD and I only had one strong mushroom trip. I had been smoking cannabis regularly for four years prior to that.

November 9th was an exciting day for me, as the sequel to my favorite video game had come out, and I had real acid. I immediatly took one hit at 6pm. Throughout the night I ate about 1.5 more hits, as I kept cutting small slivers and eating them.

I had work the next morning, and I wasn't prepared for the night. I can't remember much of the night, as I did what I normally did (just with a head full of acid) and didn't embrace the trip. I did smoke a bowl in a dark room listening to '60s garage rock and at points the walls flowed with color, melted, I saw silouhettes of naked women moving in very seductive ways and the music (particularly the guitars) would slow down. The music slowing down also caused a spiraling effect on my brain, increasing hallucinations.

At 12am I tried to go to bed. Not happening. I get out at 2am and go downstairs. The entire kitchen is vibrating in a rainbow of color and I am still tripping. Eventually at 4am fall asleep, only to wake up at 7am extremly fogged.

It was a good experienced and I don't think it would have permantly effected me if I hadn't been so irresponisble a week later.

On wedensday the next week I didn't have work and I decided to take my last hit. I ate it at noon and smoked a bowl 45 minutes later. Within 15 minutes of smoking the bowl I was really stoned, and started to trip. I went outside to smoke a cigarette and looked at the grass. After a few seconds I saw the same brown leaf on grass pattern tile for infinite; I would not of been surprised to hear the drone of a sitar. Minutes later a military C-130 transport plane flew over extremly, and I ran into my house. For some reason I didn't go back outside for a very long time.

Hear is the beginning of when things go wrong. I wanted to get more pot because I was out, however, I couldn't drive in my current state. I asked my friend who got out of work if he could drive me, and he said he would after he smoked a blunt with some people. For some reason I thought that was a bad idea, but I wasn't going to tell him not to smoke it and sound weird.

It should have taken him an hour at the most and he wasn't there. I called his phone repeatedly for what seems like hours, he never picked up. He is a good friend so he wouldn't not pick up for a reason, so I was worried. I figured he was arrested.

I was right. It was the worst thing that could have happened. There I am with a head full of acid worried that my best friend is getting arrested, and it turns out he is. I was tense for hours.

Two days later I ate 2 grams of mushrooms. All I wanted to do was smoke weed, I was stressed, but no one had anything.

Two days later I ate 2 grams of mushrooms. All I wanted to do was smoke weed, I was stressed, but no one had anything.

 I bought mushrooms and stupidly ate them instead of saving them. They didn't do anything. Later that day when I was gettin a ride home we got pulled over and the cop said it smelled like weed in the car, his words 'The more I stand here the more it fuckin' smells like weed.' We hadn't smoked in the car. I wasn't feeling anxiety during the stop, and luckily he didn't search us. But when I got home, I was gripped with tension and anxiety.

For a month afterward I saw fractal patterns, heard a strange noise when I watched tv (I watched a lot of tv while waiting for my friend to call back not arrested), and had a huge anxiety. Also I had a profound fear of being in a car with anything illegal, basically I turned into an extremly careful paranoid person.

The anxiety still persists, the social fear is not as great anymore. What sparked me to write this whole experience is this:

I was just reading 1984 and smoking a bowl of rather good pot. I noticed after a few hits that my wall had a row of lines, like the design of my sheets. going horizontally across my wall. When I close my eyes, I see lines of text with a green background. I am feeling a little tension. Beside me are two yellow post it notes on the wall. I am looking forward but I see them in my vision, strangely darker and floating on the wall.

I smoke more and I am overcome with a tension in my body. I close my eyes and see a lot of letters, no words. A tension is going through my body and I feel like I did that day waiting for a call.

Exp Year: 2004	ExpID: 44055

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Feb 14, 2019	Views: 1,672

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Police / Customs (60), LSD (2) : Various (28), Hangover / Days After (46), Combinations (3), First Times (2)


		 DOSE:

		 2 g
		 oral
		 Mushrooms
		 (dried)

		 2-3 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (gel tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   170 lb

LSD Mushrooms and Ufos

Though my report title is funny this is no joke...

One day me and my best friend ate a dime each of shrooms and had a great trip, we were young, so one dime was at the time, less interesting, less intense, though more visual than acid. Lots of mind games, time dilation, many uncommon sources of laughter, and all with massive visuals.

Later that day we took 3 good hits of what we felt was a more serious and mind blowing hallucinogen, LSD (we may have been wrong about It being more serious though).  We ate 2 gel tabs (of real acid or 'good' acid) and sat on the playground at the school we went to when we were young. We had never mixed the two drugs before.

We had never mixed the two drugs before.

The mind-games became serious and almost scary. We were reading each others subconscious cognative influences within the confines of the fine archetectures our conversations produced (occupying each others minds). We were weird and articulate kids far beyond our years, however if I did this dose today, the experience would be at least 3 times as intense, and far too much.

It was really weird and felt like the winds and the visual phenomena that followed were alive and talking to us everytime we met with silence, because of the conversations that required such silence and contemplation at the time. Without the wind we would feel the same intense, heart-palpitation inducing visual and auditory rushes as if the intellect and vision was closely intertwined between the two of us. We then saw something in the distance. We had experienced some weird things but this......

There was a forest in our line of sight that had a new feature in it that we had never seen before, a giant disc of light, we looked off and saw it at the same time, for the same reason (or seemingly, as it had been the theme that night). It was like a giant neon-lit disc that was either hanging by a broken night post or a string in the sky, as it wavered back and forth. There were no lights in that forest preserve; we thought this to each other without saying, yet another primal joke between us but there was no laughing this time. The amount of light that it emitted was enough to give us (seniors in high school) goose bumps. We watched it as our conversations became dominated for the first time by another (seperate of the anomaly and eventually returning to it), one that spoke the truth, it was even funny at times and knew better than we did where we were going in the conversations. There is no reason people at our age should have been able to finish a complex thought with the intriquet and twisting flick of the wrist/hand just to have fun with the idea of experiencing the only telepathy that we knew of. It got more and more intense as the light moved quietly to the south untill the light disappeared. We were special, smart, but not crazy.

What follows could have been real or an expression of the archetypal mind coming in and checking on us or allowing us to use it, I dont know, my friend seems all the more confused about it 4 years later. By the way this acid as far as I know doesnt exist anymore, it does somewhere, but usually not in the realm of people who deal drugs (other kids we 'sold' it to, agreed or had rather extreem and hard trips).  Anyways, We got cold and uncomfortable and the conversations met a stand still, a stand still of the sort that never happened to us, all disappeared including the light. As we got up to leave our 'spot' we got to the end of the school where the street begins and saw something he and I will never forget.

A triangular craft flew right over us and hung there in the sky, equiped with three greenish-white 'neonish' lights about 10-20 feet above our heads for some time, and then we ran like hell into the street that lead to my friends house. This wasn't fun and I'm not kidding, nor were we seeing shit because we were anxiety stricken, if anything we had elevated heart rates.

At the time my friend was not 'in shape' and lagged behind a bit as I called to him. I was tearing up as I ran cause I knew something then, better than I do now. I was not crying though, just ready to die, but not entirely and was just happy to be confronted like this. We reached my friends liberal household after about a quarter of a mile, and have only talked very little about it since, it was mainly talked about right after the experience, but still very little ever after, I was always willing to talk, he was not.

Whatever this was that we both saw scared us alot. My friend was ready to have a heart attack after running such a distance on acid, pot, and shrooms. This thing, whilst under it, was massive and was accompanied by the most intense audio I had ever heard on these drugs

This thing, whilst under it, was massive and was accompanied by the most intense audio I had ever heard on these drugs

 (it takes about 3 grams of morning glory seeds nowadays to hear something that is so complex that it does not belong to me, in a way). I was a musician, and became a very serious musician because of the things I heard that night as it has lived on throughout my life. A musician who, though had already been very involved in music, has to tune peoples instrements (annoys other musicians but sounds the best on recordings) because my ear is better than any tuning devise and I only care cause I can hear it and cant stand anything other than it. This probably has to do with the fact that these devises dont take into consideration the metals and their different tonal features.

This 'thing' though, was the beginning of something even greater for me, something that I dont even talk about unless asked. Still, I cant give the whole story cause I cant trip anymore (many thereafter but not anymore), and dont want to taint the message, yet I see the message every day, not since the UFO, but since I disected that world later in life. Though in some way, it started there.

I feel like some genetic mutation.

None the less or more, what we saw would have scared anyone shitless. Thats why us two grown boys saw it, and ran like hell. By the way It was gone after about one eighth of a mile, we were running too fast to see its exit, yet we kept running.

From then, in later trips, we looked into the skies to see where we were going, and it helped us cause we saw strange things, but it died off gradually, and our group experiences ended prematurely because of a heart rate phenom. that I only experienced when with him at first, and always from then on.

Ive had many even more mind blowing experiences because I always wanted to be alone on all trips soon there after. The ufos only came on a blue moon, so they say.

This shit was real and valid even if it didnt exist, or wouldnt have been seen by sober onlookers. This was an increadible event. The only thing I've ever heard about such things is in T Mckennas book, 'True Hallucinations'.

I will always know what it is we saw (without alluding to the real info), whatever it was though, I hope it interests some people about the subject of true hallucinations and ufos. This thing was bigger than ourselves as people. It was also special.

 Even if you think I'm talking about spacecraft (or not), this really happened.

Exp Year: 2000	ExpID: 47867

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 17

Published: Feb 18, 2019	Views: 1,132

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LSD (2), Mushrooms (39) : Small Group (2-9) (17), Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), General (1)


		 DOSE:

		 1 hit
		 oral
		 LSD

		 smoked
		 Cannabis

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   125 lb

The other day I took acid for the first time ever. My trip started at around 7:15 am with me rolling a blunt. About half way through the blunt, I went to ash and my hand had a trail behind it.

Once I realized I was tripping I started to dance around my house and have some fun. At one point I remember thinking, 'man I couldnt work like this' and this thought freaked me out. I began have a small panic attack which made me decide to meditate. I laid on my bed and began to meditate, now without knowledge I was doing so, I actually placed my hands in the formation and placement meant for third eye chakra meditation, whilst chanting 'om'.

Not long after I began meditating I remember all of a sudden I was out of my body, like floating above myself. There was two versions of my body, which I conclude to be my brain and my actually physical body. All of my chakras were lit up and there were three circles. A small one representing me, a medium one representing the outside world, and the third I presume was for life itself. Then the circles all collapsed together within my body and I rapidly zoomed in through my neurons into the electrical impulses, through some type of endless binary code type world to a simple rotating three dimension box, which I knew was life itself.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 97660

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 19

Published: Feb 20, 2019	Views: 754

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LSD (2), Meditation (128) : Combinations (3), First Times (2), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 150 mg
		 insufflated
		 MDMA
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 1:00
		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD

		   T+ 1:00
		 150 mg
		 oral
		 MDMA
		 (powder / crystals)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   170 lb

First, some quick things about me. I am a tall skinny guy with a very fast metabolism, I am a tobacco smoker, and I have had experiences with these substances: Cannabis, Psilocybin Mushrooms, LSD, MDMA, various pharmaceutical opiates, cocaine, DXM, DMT, 2C-E, Mescaline, and alcohol.

It is mentioned in the description that I was on MDMA and LSD while I did the DMT, but this experience log focuses on the DMT.

Myself and a buddy of mine, we will call him Joe, decided that we were going to go to a rave out in the woods in California, I am a semi-consistant raver and definitely know my way around MDMA and LSD. We didn't purchase and substances prior to getting to the party. After an absolutely ridiculous journey to the rave, Joe and I decided to find some MDMA (at these functions it is exceedingly easy to do so.) After about 20 minutes of splitting up to try and cop, (this is a small rave considering what popular belief sees them as, maybe 300 people total) we met back up having both found 0.3 grams of MDMA each. We walked back to his car to take it.

+00:00- Snorted about half of the MDMA I had procured after lightly crushing to rid the powder of any large shards.

+00:05- Made our way back to the dance floor to dance a bit and get the blood pumping, feeling a bit light and happy.

+00:25- I am up. Feeling the signature giddiness and all over body euphoria. The dubstep the DJ is playing is incredible and I can feel the bass dictating my body-high.

+01:00- Joe got some LSD as a trade for the rest of his MDMA, 4 hits. I am peaking on my first dose of MDMA and I feel glorious, empathetic, super friendly, and I cannot help but rub my hands on my corduroy pants. Joe tells me to open my mouth, so I do. (normally this is a no-no, but he is my best friend) He puts 2 hits of high grade LSD on my tongue. I swallow the remainder of my MDMA after chewing it up in the small baggy it was in.

+01:30- I am dancing again, the LSD is starting to kick in and I can literally see the bass flowing through the dance floor. The MDMA is still going on strong, I feel like the playlist was created just for me.

+02:15- Holy shit. I am in another world. My vision has become a myriad of colors and pulsations. My body feels like it is soaring across the universe at light speed with no intentions of stopping. Joe is in a similar place, we can't seem to stay together at the party, but will run into one another every once in a while and bro-hug, in one of these instances he tells me he can see EVERYTHING. I can barely understand him so we just laugh, really hard.

+02:30- I run into a person, he tells me he has some DMT and nobody to smoke it with. I happily tell him I will smoke his drugs with him.  This would be my third time trying DMT.  We step to the back of the dance floor, the music is still incredibly loud and incredible sounding. He passes me the 'meth pipe' which is loaded with enough DMT to get us both high twice over. I heat the bulb and quickly start taking deep inhalations of the vapor. In, out, in, out. After I start to feel the sudden rush, I quickly pass him the pipe. Blast off. I am no longer attached to my body, I am a insignificant piece of the eternal energy of the universe. I 'white out,' meaning total sensory overload. I am in the matrix loading screen, a flat, impossibly white expanse of infinity. There is no longer any music, just myself in my purest form, with a deep understanding of everything, or so it feels.

+02:37- I can feel my spirit coming back to my body, I can hear bass again, I slide seamlessly back into myself calmly and happily. After this process, I feel incredibly dumb, like if you're dreaming of flying and wake up to find out you've lost the trick to it. I am very much on LSD and slightly feeling the body high of the MDMA.

I won't divulge deeper into the rest of my night on LSD, is it isn't conducive to this report, it was a cookie cutter LSD trip.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 98672

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 19

Published: Mar 1, 2019	Views: 1,669

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DMT (18), MDMA (3), LSD (2) : General (1), Combinations (3), Music Discussion (22), Club / Bar (25)


		 DOSE:

		 1 cig.
		 smoked
		 Tobacco - Cigarettes

		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 1 cig.
		 smoked
		 Tobacco - Cigarettes

		   repeated
		 smoked
		 Cannabis
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   140 lb

The day was young and I was at my home pondering what could come for the weekend ahead of me. Before I knew it a family friend had brought over another one of my buddies,who had just taken a hit of acid. Since we had been interested in LSD for a while now and our dealer had obtained some what better time than now to do it.After he tripped in my brothers room for about 20 minutes and we had gone out to smoke a cigarrette and then piled into the Justins car and drove to his apartment.I walked in and our dealer was watching a movie on with his lady friend.The anticipation was killing me,with all this talk about tripping balls from my friend vince who was the one tripping in my brothers room.At first I was unsure about doing it,but there was no stopping now.

After an hour or so,when the movie was done we walked over to my dealers apartment.I patiently waited as he cut the acid for me,after handing it to me I had put it on my tongue and thought to myself 'well there is definatly no going back now,what ever happens happens'.We walked back to Justins apartment and I eagerly awaited the acid to crash over me.

Time had passed now and I was staring at a candle to see if anything would happen,and before I knew it the candle started to move and I decided to move to another seat and see what else would trip me out.My focus had slipped onto Justins coffee table,the rings from his coffee mugs had begun to form a stack of skulls,and from that spawned a whole grave yard pulsing different colors.I studied his table for about 20 minutes and decided I would probably have more visuals if I shut my eyes,when I did that all the sounds in the room composed a song with visuals dancing along.After this we decided to have a cigarette.

On a balcony now,tripping about as hard as I've ever tripped before,eyes fixed on the sky waiting for it to crash down on me or something like that.Suddenly a cloud began to take form of a skeleton warrior riding a dragon straight towards me,oddly enough I wasn't frightened,I was just happy about what I was seeing.Soon my brother had arrived with his friend and they watched as me and Vince tripped balls laughing freely.

After a while Justin drove me to another friends house after taking Vince and me off roading for a little while.When I arrived at his house I was just about to peak.Everything in his house took part in this pychodelic extraviganza taking me for a ride.The spirals upon his pipe began to spin,designes and symbols around the room spinning or doing something else unorthodox,his carpet turned to sea below me and the designes on them began to spin.By this time everythign was going great for me,untill I made the mistake of going on the interenet and posting a bulliten on myspace about me peaking on LSD,and of course my girl friend read this and was not happy at all,in fact she was about to break up with me,and even with all of that going on it did not affect me in the least.I would have expected that experiance to send me into a burning downward spiral straight into a bad trip,but it did'nt.

Being there for a while now and beginning to feel unwelcome it was time to go home.My brother had driven me home and the drive home was just as intense as anything.After saying good night to my mother,me and my brother decided to go in the hot tub and smoke a bowl(after smoking alot earlyer in the evening,which I had forgot to mention).When we got in the hot tub I noticed things where still tripping me out and I was still in fact tripping,because I had thought I came down before I got in the hot tub.We spent a while in the hot tub listening to music,and then I decided to go to bed.Of course before going to bed I had to listen to Tool,because,one I was one acid,Two Tool is good music,3 Tool is good music especially when you're high so why wouldnt it be great when you're on acid.After falling into tool for a while I finally made my way to bed.At first it was nice and peacfull,a nice vision of a well in the middle of forest blanketed by a purple haze with creatures strewn about.All of the sudden the vison became very bright and it was hard to sleep but I eventually fell asleep.

Acid was one of the best times I've had,the visuals where very interesting and have had me wondering for a while,trying to dissect just exactly what they could mean,because to me they where there for a reason,I believe drugs simply tap into different places of the mind by releasing certain chemicals. All though I promised my lover I would never do it again,but I have to say if I had the chance again I would most likely do it.

Exp Year: 2006	ExpID: 55123

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: Mar 13, 2019	Views: 994

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LSD (2) : General (1), First Times (2), Glowing Experiences (4), Music Discussion (22), Relationships (44), Various (28)


		 DOSE:

		 4 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 smoked
		 DMT
		 (plant material)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   80 kg

I had been a regular user of DMT for around 1 year when this experience changed my outlook on if we are alone in this universe.

A few friends and I got hold some tabs and decided to get a bit messy one evening. The LSD was a lot stronger than I expected, that saying we had a great night. It was around 10 am and I told my mates R and P that I was heading in to my room for a hit of DMT [0.3 herb mix]. I have always done DMT by myself, no distractions, I feel this is the way the DMT wants me too, just one on one. So as I sat on the edge of my bed wondering if I could make a real connection with this drug, if I would ever get past those geometrical patterns like I had heard so many people speak about.

I smoked my cone, I layed back on my bed and nothing happened, no feeling, no visuals, I did no what to make of this. So I sat up and packed another cone. As I took the hit I layed down and the scariest 10 seconds of my life was about to hit me, it almost felt like something shot down my throat, I could not breath, my wind pipe was completely closed, I sat up starting to panic, I proceded to try to clear what was stopping me from breathing. All of a sudden I discarded the phlegm which was blocking my throat on to my hand and thats when my life changed.

(THIS IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO PUT IN TO WORDS BUT I'LL GIVE IT A SHOT)

In the corner of my room appeared a energy, but every time I went to look at it, it would move behind me, this went on for about a minute back and forth. Then my hand which had the phlegm on it looked like it had detached from the elbow down and started moving faster and faster, picture a clock face it would move from 12 then the 9 then the 6 then the 3 and so on, by the time it stopped the phlegm was gone nothing was left on my hand at all.

Then this energy put its head against mine and I was travelling through a valley of visuals, eyes open through this whole experience, this lasted around 1 minute and then the energy was sucked back in to this vortex that was spiraling above me and then it all ended.

That was 5 years ago. Since then I have found out who she was and where she was going in this ocean of chaos and yet the question still remains. How deep does this rabbit hole go????

Exp Year: 2008	ExpID: 96561

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 27

Published: Apr 11, 2019	Views: 760

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LSD (2), DMT (18) : Entities / Beings (37), Combinations (3), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:

		   repeated
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   160 lb

LSD was my favorite drug, but I had to learn that too much of anything is bad.

I had to learn that too much of anything is bad.

I tried LSD last in my quest to try all the popular street drugs, excluding heroin because I don't approve of using needles. LSD in a way scared me because I had heard the horror stories about it. However, after trying magic mushroom and doing that alot, I felt experienced enough to try LSD.

I bought 5 my first time and took them all because my friend said they were probably not very strong. I had an amazing trip and my eyes were finally opened to the truth. Funny how tripping on LSD made me come to the realization of how life really is, and allows you to see what is really happening, and how obvious it is.

I've taken over 400 hits now, and I can't take anymore. Ever. Again. Constant hallucinations, and 2 foot long tracers that last over 5 seconds on everything that moves. Oh and everything is always moving. Permanant. Be careful.

Exp Year: 2012	ExpID: 101236

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 20

Published: May 2, 2019	Views: 835

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LSD (2) : Health Problems (27), Post Trip Problems (8), HPPD / Lasting Visuals (40), Retrospective / Summary (11), Unknown Context (20)


		 DOSE:

		 10 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   10 st

Always looked forward to tripping and usually did it amongst friends or solo. Hadn't eaten much food for a couple of days and had been active not sleeping much. Took ten fresh blotters all together.

At 15 years old in 1969 I took my first lsd trip and from then up until the middle of the 90s I took lsd whenever it was available. When it was available I would take it weekly which meant I could be taking it for a month or two or just a couple of weeks before it became less available again. Sometimes years passed before it was available again so it was always a bit of a buzz when I came across it again.

Anyway it became available to me one more in the middle of the 90s. I got hold of a couple of microdots to begin with which were always my favourite and a guaranteed 6 hour trip. Then some paper trips became available but I found the strength of them to be a bit weak and I was taking at least four at a time to get anything near a decent trip.

Anyway one night a friend turned up with some papers fresh off the boat and wanting to make sure I had a good trip I went for the big one and took ten. It knocked my socks off and I went on the most amazing journey I had ever had on lsd. Every trip I had before this one I had been in control of no matter how strong the hallucinations were I could always control them. This trip was completely different though because not only did I lose control I lost my sense of everything around me and went completely subjective. The first thing I remember is popping right out of my body which I could see lying on the floor against the living room wall. I dont remember everything about what went on but I do remember some really heavy stuff like the death of ego where it felt like every thought or idea I had ever had was being ripped out of me like having a limb ripped off and having the pain to go with it. And being aware of all the mistakes I had made in life and having this overwhelming urge to kick myself for every time I said yes when I should have said no and vice versa.

At another stage I found myself in the past surrounded by a bunch of those ancient greek philosophers and watching the world being formed out of atoms. Then I found myself in what I can only discribe as a victorian classroom sitting at an old desk and looking at a blackboard that had some kind of formula written on it and I had an overwhelming feeling of the world being made out of wood and everything being all creaky. And in what seemed to be a dungeon where a guy was strapped into a chair and two guys in white coats were saying that he was mad and the guy was thinking to himself if they were experiencing what I am experiencing they wouldnt be thinking I am mad. There was something about being in outer space as well where I was watching what seemed to be a galaxy of stars swirling about and in the motions of the stars I could see things that happened on earth like a man and a woman making love.

Finally, or what I recall as being the last part of this trip, there was nothing but blackness and my mind and two other minds. I had to remember something but every time I did the other two minds already knew what I had remembered so I had to remember something else, something new. I finally came back to my senses repeating the word 'forward' over and over until I realised where I was.

Although that trip blew me away a couple of weeks later I took another one, my last, just to make sure I still had a good grip on reality and to prove to myself that I wasn't frightened to go there again.

Exp Year: 1996	ExpID: 103576

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 42

Published: May 6, 2019	Views: 595

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LSD (2) : Entities / Beings (37), General (1), Alone (16)


		 DOSE:
 T+ 0:00
		 250 mg
		 oral
		 Mescaline
		 (powder / crystals)

		   T+ 0:45
		 2 hits
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   220 lb

I realized that I had never written down my own experience report of this combination. This took place last year so the memories are a little fuzzy but I want to write down what I remember as best I can just so it's here in case others are looking for information on this combination.

250 mg mescaline sulfate+2 hits of moderately potent blotter acid. I'm very experienced with psychedelics but this was my first time with this combination.

I took the mescaline first and then the acid about 45 minutes later. I barely felt nauseous and within an hour was coming up fairly fast. The body load was minimal and I felt very much imbued with an electric energy flowing through my body. The combination was different than either of these compounds on their own but I remember thinking they weren't wildly potentiating one another--more like complementing.

I was at a really nice party with friends and found conversation to be quite easy for a few hours but as I ascended towards the peak of the experience I began to lose it a bit and was really tending to experience wild hilarity at the slightest provocation--so lots of laughing to the point that I was sort of failing at conversation (or maybe people really were being hilarious?).

I did dance, enjoyed that a lot. The body energy was great for that. Visually things weren't too crazy and mostly involved colors being very intense and a sort of freeze frame or strobe effect in my visual field like when I blinked there were strong after-images of reality inside my eyelids. Mostly there wasn't too much patterning or persian carpet overlays.

Overall, this dosage of these 2 compounds together was actually pretty moderate in terms of deepness (for me) and next time I take them together I would likely double the mescaline dosage and perhaps take a bit more acid as well. It did last pretty long, about 14 hours in total and it was rather hard to get to sleep. Perhaps it's a more productive use of a rare compound to just take mescaline alone at a high dosage and have a deep experience with this amazing substance.

One thing I want to say about mescaline is that I'd call it very impressionistic. Both times I have taken it I feel like I am perceiving the world like an impressionist painting...sorry, can't describe it better, it just makes colors so saturated and meaningful and my thoughts become disjointed like fast-forwarding a film and then suddenly stopping and fast-forwarding again so that the stopped moments stand out starkly and form my idea of the narrative flow of time.

Exp Year: 2011	ExpID: 91832

Gender: Female

Age at time of experience: 30

Published: May 7, 2019	Views: 1,324

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LSD (2), Mescaline (36) : Combinations (3), Large Group (10+) (19)


		 DOSE:

		 .5 tablets
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		 1 tablet
		 oral
		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

		   tablets

		 Pharms - Diazepam

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   160 kg

This particular trip happene when I was 24. I had previously taken LSD, Native Australian Psilocibin Mushrooms and DMT. I have taken LSD 12 times in my life and the last time was pure hell.

Having moved to a new city and without a house, I was staying in a hotel, I took 1/2 a tab of LSD and went to see Avatar in 3d. Which kicked ass, but when I got back to my hotel room I took another whole tab of acid. I had always wanted to trip balls on acid. I had taken 7 mushrooms once and tripped so hard it was like an avalanche. I loved it.

But on acid I had never gone to the next dimension. Now I had to chance it. However, my nervousness at doing it built and built until I was lying on a bed crying.

People say you should change the music, go for a walk, call a friend or anything else to turn a trip from bad to good. But trust me, when I was tripping balls and waves of panic and fear were rushing through me, I didn't remember these things.

I was thinking of suicide when I called the ambulance. I had never even considered suicide before that, and in all fairness I know now that I would not have done it, but the thought just raised my stress and fear level.

I was taken to hospital where they gave me valium, which by the way kicked the trip into hyperspace. Waves of exileration rushed through me and I felt fantastic. I realise this was partly a placebo effect. I was afraid and hospitals are safe places where you can be looked after.

However, after about 4 hours they sent me home. This was about 7 hours after taking the second tab of acid. The valium knocked me out and I woke up stressing again. It wasn't brought on by the LSD, it was post traumatic stress. It has taken several months for me to feel normal again, but I know I can never take psychedelics again without the fear. Because I know that a small fear will always be there for me.

I wouldn't wish the experience on my worst enemy. I should have paid more attention to set and setting.  I should have been in a SAFE place with people I trusted and loved. Alone and in a strange place = hesitation, fear, panic and finaly psychosis.

Stay safe.

Peace

Exp Year: 2010	ExpID: 84886

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: 24

Published: May 7, 2019	Views: 779

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LSD (2) : Combinations (3), Difficult Experiences (5), Bad Trips (6), Post Trip Problems (8), Various (28)


		 DOSE:

		 1 tablet

		 LSD
		 (blotter / tab)

           BODY WEIGHT:
	   150 lb

Bad Trip?

Well I sort of suck at writing shit down, but I had the most fucked up trip ever. When I was fifteen me and my friends discovered this great drug for five bucks a pop, that would get us off for hours.

We did acid for a year straight (not every day of course but as often as we could). Doing as much as six hits at a time. Never once did I experience any dragons flying through the sky or mickey mouses trying to kill me. Nothing but good times, hard-core laugh attacks, fun hallucinations, and mind fucks. After awile it became scarce, because I'm from a small town in Ontario. During six months of no acid, me and my family started fighting all the time, because my parents were into church and I was into drugs. I lost my best friend over something stupid, and I was trying to pretend like nothing was wrong. I was trying to forget about everything by not thinking about any of my problems.

Acid came back to town. Me and four friends decided to drop, so we each got a hit. Then we walked through a blizzard back to my friends place. As soon as we walked inside and the warm air hit us we started to trip. We went up-stairs in an attic bedroom and started to trip with two other people, who were just smoking weed.

The first thing I noticed when we sat down was a red line coming out of Sam's head, going into Pam's head (they were going out). The image of lighter popped out of his head traveled across the red line and into her head, she pulled out a lighter and lit his smoke.

The line and the lighter both looked like the red lines in a 3-D book when your wearing the glasses. My first feeling was excitment, but when I questioned them they didn't know what I was talking about. I can't clearly remember everything after this because it was so fucked up, but I will try to explain it as best I can.

Everything was very spiritual. Native American spiritual. I kept seeing their thoughts, thinking that it was only us doing it out of the 7 people that were there, thinking that the reason they denied it was, that if they talked about it, it would make them crazy. Then the excitement left when I realized every one could do it. I felt like life was a big conspiracy and I was the only one that didn't know. Every one looked like they had war paint on, but the main one was a fox over my friend Sam's right eye. It was a spirit, telling me riddles and I had to guess them or I would go crazy. I don't remember the riddles, but I do remember feeling every emotion as the trip went on. They would come like a beat. I would feel proud for a certain amount of time then it would change to humiliation for a certain amount of time so on and so forth. Until every emotion was felt, then it would go through them again except faster, by the end of my trip I felt every emotion in about 5 seconds. back to the beginning. The scariest thing about it was that it felt like a big dejavous(I can't spell). It felt like I went though this all before and when I died I would be born again into the same life because I royaly screwed up, and there was nothing I could do to change it. It felt like all my friends  really lived in a spirit world where every minute could be an hour And I was the only one living in my world my untill I did it right. I was left in the dark.

Exp Year: 1998	ExpID: 13891

Gender: Male

Age at time of experience: Not Given

Published: May 7, 2019	Views: 693

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