Ben was just what I needed! Oh my god! He was so fucking hot tonight. I even got a pleasant surprise. I traveled, I actually left my body. Oh man, I want a repeat of tonight ASAP.

We met up after I got off work, initially we were going to grab beers together but he said that I should just come to his place directly.

Ben doesn’t exactly have a great apartment, its really tiny, but at least he can afford to live on his own. His place has character, and charm to it though and I respect that. The Television seems to be the centerpiece of his bedroom and its huge. He’s a gamer and most of the time when we hang out, he seems to be interested only in his first person shooters and shit like that.

I’m the opposite, I find comfort in a book or television show if I’m feeling lazy and that’s been the case lately. Retail can be a little draining sometimes and all you want to do is vegetate. Ben and I met at the store actually. He was one of my first customers. He would come in and wait around for me specifically, I should’ve known he wanted something. One time I was showing him one of our new MacBook Air models and I felt his hand go on my junk under the table. Our store was slow that night but still. I didn’t stop him and he just kept acting like nothing was happening. I wrote down my number on a piece of paper and we met that night in the mall parking lot and sixty nined in his car. It was hot. He has a really nice dick.

As soon as I arrived at his place we started making out. Then we sat on his couch and started smoking pot. We got so fucking high and the whole time we were just looking at each other, vibing and making out and touching one another. I was so wet, and so horny.

We got naked pretty quickly and he sucked me for a good while, I sucked him a little and he went to town on my asshole. It was glorious I had no idea how good it would feel when I was high, it was out of this world! His tongue felt like a fucking Popsicle melting into my hole and I could feel the spit like syrup dripping over my taint. What happens to sensations when your stoned is amazing.

I asked Ben to fuck me and he didn’t hesitate, I felt the head of his hard dick penetrate me and it was insane. Ben is bi and I know he’s a slut and I really can’t explain why but I trusted him and didn’t think about a condom.

We have an agreement, we are brutally honest with one another and I know he’s super OCD about getting tested and who he sleeps with. Ben’s uncle died of aids and I know it all still sounds stupid but I really don’t regret it. And, I loved it. It was fucking mind blowing.

He fucked me so good, a steady intensifying pounding and at its most intense I could see us from above us, I was watching him nail me on the sofa, it was so hot and before I knew it I was gone. I was flying through the cosmos and it felt amazing and liberating. It had been so long since I felt so free!

I snapped back inside of myself just in time to feel his dick and body pulsate with the release of orgasm and I knew he was cumming inside of me. We looked into each others eyes and started to make out. I wanted to keep him in me all night. I wanted to say, ’let’s go to bed with you inside me. Let’s be one.’

I’d better get to bed, got an early shift tomorrow. Ben gave me a bud and something to smoke with as a parting gift. I might get high this weekend to see what happens.

Sincerely,

Zack