As a matter of fact, mental illness is something that everyone needs to be concerned with. In my own case, I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when I was in my mid-twenties. As a result, I have had access to excellent mental health care for 3 decades. I have put more thought and effort into understanding who I am than most people I meet. Just like the other things mentioned that I am, understanding my own mind has been a significant part of my development as a human.

But, please keep in mind none of the things you tried to cast in a negative fashion were the result of a depressive episode.

Do I think about the things in the same way as many mainstream folks do....certainly not. Do I have some mental deficiency that makes me do things others find off-putting (at best), that is equally a no.

And to keep some other things in focus:

I am fairly well educated.....MBA complete I am well employed/not in financial hardship.....senior manager of manufacturing company Came from an intact, nuclear home. Do not use alcohol Have smoked marijuana on occasion....but certainly not a stoner/everyday user. Do not use other recreational drugs (some experimental use years ago...but nothing significant). I have a very active network of friends

Certainly finding a root cause has value in problem solving. But searching for something to blame when things are difficult to understand seems counter productive to me.

I fully understand who I am. I take responsibility for my actions. I take no action without SIGNIFICANT research and understanding.

Perhaps reading my web-site will give you more information on my reasons....if you care to look.

Thanks for asking.